Feelings

My fiancée left Los Santos. This is how I coped with it.

I woke up, in my apartment the other day
I opened up my phone and checked my texts right away
I scroll through the conversations, and read something I never thought you’d say.

I read it a few times over, to see if I’d missed
Any hint or indication that we were gonna end like this
You say that you’re going out of town, and that you won’t be around anymore

I can’t tell you that I’m hurting, or ask for a reason why
I love you hurts the worst when it’s followed by goodbye

Just wake me up, this is a nightmare
pinch my arm, I feel like this is unfair
Your name has got to change into just another noun
I guess first loves a nice way of saying, 
this won’t be the last time you’re let down

I’m not taking it out on you, I won’t forget the times we had
Its just the way this ended up going down really ain’t the way that I planned but
Hey, whatever, it’s cool
But once again, It’s me who plays the fool

I wish I could’ve heard it in person, just so you could see me cry
I love you hurts the worst when it’s followed by goodbye

Just wake me up, this is a nightmare
pinch my arm, I was completely fucking unaware
You made me walk on water, now I feel like I could drown
I guess first loves a nice way of saying, 
this won’t be the last time you’re let down

It’s my heart against my head, now I sleep in an empty bed 
I used to lay in, with you 
It’s my brain against my chest, maybe this is for the best
I’ll let it sink in, if I have to 


I don’t hate you, even though I know it sounds like it
I understand it was what’s best for you, but it made me feel like shit
We said we’d be there forever, and I said it ‘cus it was true
Goodbye hurts the worst when it’s followed by I love you

First Love, Let Down

TOXIC

EeZy - No Luv

Eezy - Blame Me

niko rain - hallows 
Covered by Jackariah x
Artwork by Maggie Querido

niko rain - hallows (cover)

Remix off Standoff by @misslizanya ft @pmoneyuk
prod. @nopixelred

EeZy - Standoff E-Mix

Lyrics:
Take a drink with me
Come in and say you miss me
We’ll dance all night. I’m free.
Closed doors, don't tell nobody
I wanna feel you, feel you
Put it in me, show the real view
I see the start of something brand new
Just take the wheel and I will drive you 

I’m gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night, get crazy
I’m gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night in mystery

Take a drink with me
Two shots, lime with whiskey
We’ll dance all night. I’m free.
Those nights don’t say you miss me
I wanna feel you, feel you
Just put it on me, I’m the real view
I see the start of something brand new
Just take the wheel and I will drive you

I’m gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night, get crazy
I’m gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night in mystery

I’m gonna ride you, baby
I’m gonna ride you, baby
I’m gonna ride you, baby
I’m gonna ride you

Gonna ride you, baby
We’ll fuck all night, get crazy
We’ll fuck all night in mystery

We’ll fuck all night in mystery 

Im gonna ride you

Produced by Meg Kyracruz
Mix & Mastering by Deon Eilli

Mystery (prod. Meg Kyracruz)

Lyrics:
I feel you calling 
To finish what we started lady
I welcome you
I’ve accepted you
And now I’ll die to protect you baby

I will die
Tonight
I feel it coming
Its washing over me
I will die

Its dark
My racing heart
I’ll close it off
Erase the start
And when I’m gone
You’ll carry on
Just don’t forget me
Two worlds apart

I will die
Tonight
I feel you coming
Its washing over me
I will die

I feel you coming
I feel you coming
 
My time is up
I’ve had enough
Please just remember me
When I close it off
 
I will miss you
But I did this for you  


Music Produced and Mastered by Onchibaby
Lyrics and Melodies by D4N1ELLE

Eezy - Blame Me

E2LITE