Pure electricity

Everyone been looking at me
Don’t know if I’m going crazy

Strangely I’m still acting happy 
Something inside me is laughing 

Always making me question my sanity 

Thoughts they’ve always made me think of this reality
And then my brain explodes 
I don’t if choose, the right path or not

I just wanna know
What’s going on 
But nothing ever makes any sense

I just wanna know
What’s going on 
But nothing ever makes any sense 

Now I’m thinking to myself 
That something might be happening to me

In the back of my mind
I always hide
Always zoning out

Now I’m thinking to myself 
That something might be happening to me

In the back of my mind
I always hide
Always zoning out

I can see me changing, but at what expense 
Like I am not going anywhere 
Always stuck with my thoughts 
They messing me up

I just want to leave this planet 
Go some place and never come back
(Yeah)
know that drugs are not the answer 
It’s starting to become a habit 

But don’t take it away from me, right now
Don’t have any problems yet, calm down 
I’ve just started to feel again
Since I’ve been high so much 

I just wanna know
What’s going on 
But nothing ever makes any sense

I just wanna know
What’s going on 
But nothing ever makes any sense 

Now I’m thinking to myself 
That something might be happening to me

In the back of my mind
I always hide
Always zoning out

Now I’m thinking to myself 
That something might be happening to me

In the back of my mind
I always hide
Always zoning out

Always To Myself

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[ᘺᗩᖇᘉᓰᘉᘜ - SᖻSᕲᘿSᖶᓰᘉᖻ]

I'm Breaking These Chains

Intro 

They all tell me, let go, like I ain’t tried, but how you let go, of something you ain’t never denied, it’s not an obsession, it’s not pain or fear, it’s just you, always floating somewhere near

Hook 

You fading like a memory i never had, but i feel it in the quiet when the colors fade, no words, no face, just a spark in my brain, and that pull in my chest, i can’t explain 

Bridge 

Even if you’re not near, i still feel the thread, pulling like a whisper from the back of my head, we’ve never met, but still you know me best

Verse
You ever feel like someone’s close, but time just missed the mark by a ghost? I’ve written songs I think you’d write, like we’ve been trading thoughts at night. yeah, I’ve smiled, and I’ve moved on, but I’d trade it all to know where you’re from. Not just a city, but your whole world 
Hook 2
I talk less now, not ‘cause I’m cold, just learned most things are better untold. Every thought of you’s like a breath I can’t hold, fades slow, but never gets old
Verse

I’ve been trying to beg the stars to make it clear, but I only ever get a feeling you are near, like maybe you’re awake right now, thinking just the same, wondering if this feeling, ever fades or stays, please stay, with me

Hook 

You fading like a memory i never had, but i feel it in the quiet when the colors fade, no words, no face, just a spark in my brain, and that pull in my chest, i can’t explain

Bridge 2

Can you hear me? Even now, I’ve been drifting soft and low, where your soul might show

Verse
I’ve done the healing, did the work, but somehow you still haunt my verse. Not like a ghost—more like a seed, just waitin’ for the soil it needs. Sometimes I think we meet in dreams, but I wake up before it means anything. And maybe that’s what this whole thing is
Hook (last)
You’re out there, somewhere
In the silence, I breathe when no one’s near
You’re out there, somewhere 
So close dear, yeah somewhere

You're out there, Somewhere

Intro
Everything’s so intense right now, Can’t even bring myself to wonder why, Every second going by I feel more or less alive

Hook
Ah where did I go wrong
Ah how come I became so much worse
Didn’t you just say, you we’re breaking chains, or did I hear that wrong
cmon keep your word
If you’re gonna make a move, then do it now, don’t wait, your chance will pass

Ah where did I go wrong
Ah how come I became so much worse
Didn’t you just say, you we’re breaking chains, or did I hear that wrong, 
cmon keep your word
If you’re gonna make a move, then do it now, don’t wait, the chance will pass

Bridge
So many many emotions
I feel so overwhelmed 
Don’t know where to go
Everything’s so slow, right now

Verse
Oh, don’t know where to begin.
How long since I was free?
I don't listen to myself anymore, any more. Yeah I don't know, I don’t know, why I don’t, why I don’t. I don't listen to myself anymore, any more.

Bridge/break
Why? Do I always need to get high. Like why? I ain’t runnin’ from nothing at all, thought I was strong, thought I was strong— (into continuation of verse)

But apparently not, I can’t hold myself, I’m pouring up everyday, yeah everyday, every single day, I can’t let go, no I won't let go (go, go, go, go) where did you go? Why did you move on?

Pre hook
Everything’s so intense right now, Can’t even bring myself to wonder why, Every second going by I feel more or less alive

Hook
Ah where did I go wrong
Ah how come I became so much worse
Didn’t you just say, you we’re breaking chains, or did I hear that wrong
cmon keep your word
If you’re gonna make a move, then do it now, don’t wait, your chance will pass

Ah where did I go wrong
Ah how come I became so much worse
Didn’t you just say, you we’re breaking chains, or did I hear that wrong, 
cmon keep your word
If you’re gonna make a move, then do it now, don’t wait, the chance will pass

Bridge 2
Ouuu, so tired
Mmm, Don’t know where to go

Verse 2
I had to lose myself, to find me again. But now I’m feelin even more confused, did I even make the right choice? I don’t know anymore, so many songs of me gone. This is just another page, in my diary.

Bridge/break
Mmm, ouu, losing myself.
mmhm, Ion know what to say

Verse
But I still try to keep up with everything. Sometimes I feel like it don’t make sense at all. Don’t know when I, finally grow up. No I won’t grow up, It’s peaceful how it is.

Pre hook
Everything’s so intense right now, Can’t even bring myself to wonder why, Every second going by I feel more or less alive

Hook
Ah where did I go wrong
Ah how come I became so much worse
Didn’t you just say, you we’re breaking chains, or did I hear that wrong
cmon keep your word
If you’re gonna make a move, then do it now, don’t wait, your chance will pass

Ah where did I go wrong
Ah how come I became so much worse
Didn’t you just say, you we’re breaking chains, or did I hear that wrong, 
cmon keep your word
If you’re gonna make a move, then do it now, don’t wait, the chance will pass

Where Did I Go Wrong

As soon as you left this realm everything changed me.
On some day you wanted to see me they got you fucked up makin that choice.
Making me do things I’ve never done like how could you?
They cursed you but you fought back so they chose to start a war.

I hear someone talking.
But you’re rather alone in your room.

I feel like It’s watching.
But no one’s there. How are you?

I don’t need you to innerstand. 
Wanted you to look inside yourself?

Don’t wait for change It wouldn’t help.
You’re all alone whether you care or not.

You’re not gonna be okay.
For all the choices you didn’t make.
I’m sorry I couldn’t change.

As soon as you left this realm everything changed me.
On some day you wanted to see me they got you fucked up makin that choice.
Making me do things I’ve never done like how could you?
They cursed you but you fought back so they chose to start a war.

I can’t accept the past, I admit it.
But you changing everything up made me stronger. Just understand why you did it.
We cudda unlocked so many memories.
Understand what you’re feeling.
You really believed It was gonna be okay?

You gon’ be stuck in your head. You’re gonna get everything. From all these choices you didn’t break. I’m sorry I couldn’t change.

As soon as you left this realm everything changed me.
On some day you wanted to see me they got you fucked up makin that choice.
Making me do things I’ve never done like how could you?
They cursed you but you fought back so they chose to start a war.

𝖲𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖨 𝖼𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝗌𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎

See buncha different faces I could take out.
But none of them are you and I don’t play that game. 
Feel like everybody talking to me in my mind.
 So play all my songs to get em outta my head.

Wachu feel now tryna get it outta my head
I can tell now everything you do is planned
Do you feel that? Everybody lookin your way
I will tear down anyone standing in my way

Wachu feel now tryna get it outta my head
I can tell now everything you do is planned
Do you feel that? Everybody lookin your way
I will tear down anyone standing in my way

I ain’t cold no more something is shifting.
My brain talks to them at distance.
I would keep myself at peace but.
I tried for so long and now I’m done.
It’s still like I’m getting high.
Still feelin every single ounce.
Fuck all my problems they won’t get me.
What’s the point in complaining.

See buncha different faces I could take out.
But none of them are you and I don’t play that game. 
Feel like everybody talking to me in my mind. 
So play all my songs to get em outta my head.

Wachu feel now tryna get it outta my head
I can tell now everything you do is planned
Do you feel that? Everybody lookin your way
I will tear down anyone standing in my way

Let's Talk Some Time

It's Getting To My Head

You seem stressed, Is something keeping you up at night? I can see it because of your eyes.
“Something Is up, you got that right.”

Something was flashing before my eyes I tried to reach.
I was hoping it was fate, but something put me back. Made me repeat that day.
I never prayed but there’s a thing I really need. But fate is holding it back from me, is there something that I don’t see?

Sleepless nights, I’m giving In.
Looks like it is killing me.
I’ve never forgiven it for keeping me awake.
It’s time to change. 
I don’t wanna keep it this way.
Something is coming to help?

I keep myself awake cause I don’t feel like I’ve done enough.
So I keep thinking, I keep thinking, I’m just thinking, I keep thinking all the time

Something was flashing before my eyes I tried to reach out.
I was hoping it was fate, but something put me back. Made me repeat that day.
I never prayed but there’s a thing I really need. But fate keeps holding it back from me, is there something that I don’t see?

Even when I feel bad, I see something good In every lesson. 
I wouldn’t call It hope. Don’t believe In choice.
So what’s the point in forgiving at all?
This path you’re walking was carved by your soul. Any choice you’ve already done.
I call it destiny, You call It hope.
There’s a difference, you don’t know?

You seem stressed, Is something keeping you up at night? I can see it because of your eyes.
“Something Is up, you got that right.”

Something was flashing before my eyes I tried to reach.
I was hoping it was fate, but something put me back. Made me repeat that day.
I never prayed but there’s a thing I really need. But fate is holding it back from me, is there something that I don’t see?

FATE

I need a quiet place to gather all my thoughts I’ve saved.
 Day by day they always change, but the rest it always fades.

You wanna touch the sky.
 But you never go outside.

You wanna be, so damn different.
 You wanna feel, another way, they can’t.
They don’t wanna see, that you was always right.
 You don’t wanna change, cause you so god damn scared.
What do you say, when no one ever tries.

Release me now. 
 You gotta be out of your mind.
I see you now. 
 You gotta be doing something right.
So close to break out.
 So close you shouldn’t hide.
It’s all my fault that I didn’t see it from the start.

You wanna touch the sky.
 But you never go outside.

You wanna be, so damn different.
 You wanna feel, another way, they can’t.
They don’t wanna see, that you was always right.
 You don’t wanna change, cause you so god damn scared.
What do you say, when no one ever tries.

Need Some Quiet

INTRO
It ain’t that bad. It ain’t that sad
I forgot my bad, I’m losing track.
It ain’t that bad.

Hold my hand, bring me over the edge.
I don’t want it to end this way.

HOOK
I’m, losing my mind
(All night) uh oh
I’m, losing my mind
(All night) uh oh

VERSE
Again I’m wasting energy on things that I don’t need. 
And something I gotta sacrifice is sleep.

Oh, and again I’m feeling it catching up to me.
Oh again, I got a feeling something’s about to change.

BRIDGE
Hold my hand, bring me over the edge.
I don’t want it to end this way.

HOOK
I’m, losing my mind
(All night) uh oh
I’m, losing my mind
(All night) uh oh

VERSE
I always blame everything on that I’m to tired.
But when I go to bed, I can’t fall asleep cause I ain’t tired.

Wanna, get higher.
Being sober ain’t that fun.
I don’t feel no, desire.
Ion know maybe I’m already done.

BRIDGE
It ain’t that bad. It ain’t that sad
I forgot my bad, I’m losing track.
It ain’t that bad.

HOOK
I’m, losing my mind
(All night) uh oh
I’m, losing my mind
(All night) uh oh

Let's Talk Some Time

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