@littlefaithmusic

big thank you to faith for all their help on this and their incredible production and vocals, and thank you for your gentleness and understanding. I am lucky and grateful to have a friend like you.

this song is about my father, coming to terms with loss and the denial and bargaining I found in the grief while growing up. This song started in kimchi vc, and me and faith just brainstormed track ideas, with me working on the drums and faith sorting the chord progression and ambiences. This track is heavily built upon samples from Bon Iver, Faith's older music, Stonelands by Paark and various old bits from lifeline aswell. 

holy spirit is the title track of my second EP, featuring clayekea, little faith, evangeline and grandfather forest. It is a project I've been working on about love and loss since before me and eva put out lifeline. coming sept 1st!

big, big, BIG thank you to everyone i've worked with on this project for being understanding, and patient, and of course thank you for your contributions at every step of this project.

Holy Spirit EP contributors (in no particular order):
makina, evangeline, little faith, clayekea, grandfather forest, electrolutions, formyths, beakfeet inure stems

lyrics:
i saw you hanging from that tree
last night
wont you please come down for me
one more time

oh ive carried stones to mark out your elevation

and if its the price for consecration
i will pay it with my life
and if the standing stones crumble
when the winds fell your tree
i'll wake the earth for you

im passing orchids by your stones
but all i hear is silence

i saw you hanging from that tree
last night
wont you please come down for me
one more time

makina & little faith - holy spirit

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i made a vow upon your name
and i know we’ll never change
even if our leaves turn brown
i’ll hold you close through the winter

on the day we said goodbye
i didn’t want you to see me cry
you said the night grows dark
i don’t want to fade away just yet


as i stared into the evening
i saw, i saw
everything dissolved around me
i’m lost

i can only see you in my deepest dreams
i can only see you when i close my eyes

gave it away
there’s nothing left of me
deciduous
falling in way to deep

i feel so special when you look in my direction
i tried to leave so you would give me your attention
but now you’re gone

i can only see you in my deepest dreams
i can only see you when i close my eyes

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then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

drifting off somewhere.

(1/3) off of my EP, "FLOATERS"

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(lyrics)
i'm searching for a wire across my room
to unplug myself before the world goes down
i want to tell my friends i'll see them soon
before a solar flare hits at some point

the speeding cars won't slow
we've all got somewhere to go
the fireworks at night
they've turned too bright

the hourglass is leaking
the sand is overheating
encased in glass
forever stuck in the past

i was wasting time
wondering why
i don't get an answer

i was trying to hide 
falling behind

going through my days
seeing the same
fading away

reaching out for something
reaching out for something

Not here, not there

windflower

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windflower

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it's been 7 months of semi-silence, i want to thank everyone who's stuck around :) yall are great

uni is going great, i loveeee studying music

hope everyone is doing amazing <3

-ebu

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sound design by me
piano performed by me
art by me

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somewhere sacred

angel eyes (somber ballad)

one life

(Noah &) "The Whale"
28/10/23 - 05/03/24

The name comes from the band "Noah and the whale" which is a band me and my mother like

This song has taken the longest to figure out in terms of meaning, it's pretty weirdly structured, very chaotic, vague, but still wholely sincere
and then it hit me: this song is about my mother, alot of the characteristics of this song really come from her personality and I guess in a sense it's written about our relationship
I love my mother, she's one of the most chaotic, unapologetically "themself" people, and I owe a lot of things I like about myself to her, and I guess I underestimated how much influence she could have in my own art.
I struggled figuring out a name or identity for this track for so long, and I remember going to the shop with my mother and she made a random throwaway comment saying "I wonder if you sat here long enough if you would see everyone you'd have ever met?" and that just hit me really hard and I wrote it down as fast as I could.
In terms of lyrics it's less connected to parents and mothering, but a lot of that notion of sitting in one place and actually seeing everyone you've ever known, and that space inbetween reminiscing and when another person would come along, and how hard we try to avoid confronting ourselves and our own flaws, or even mortality in a sense? the latter half is more linked into parenthood and growing up in general, realising in the space between how your childhood has died, and that all the younger versions of you have died along with it, and you sort of "shed" yourself each and every day, leaving traces of past yous behind, but it doesn't get any lighter, and you still learn new things about yourself, like how much you love your parents, and realising that they were never "bad" parents, they were just trying their best; and there's nothing more you could ask of them than that.

LYRICS:

And they say "if you sit in one place long enough, you'll see everyone you've ever known"
Well I've seen everything and everyone I know

Are you scared of what's inbetween?
(Can I get what I want?)
And I'll move mountains from their place
(will you?)

And the sky is mourning
the death of your childhood
(reflection)

there's mould growing, on my walls again
there's mould growing on my walls again
am I supposed to be grateful?
am i supposed to be grateful

angel eyes (somber ballad)

ebu

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