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*67 - Eternity

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swear everything i do
nothings ever right
why do i try
ur never in the mood
i feel better in ur room
bby come lay by me
yk what we bouta do
i say alot of bad things
id never do em to u
theres blood all over the place
sigils in my room
im bound to get my way
theres nothing u can do
except u spit in my face
n tell me that im rude

everything i do 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

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I found myself after this and now I am lost again, but thats the sine. <44
I wrote this song for 238 in 2023 and I now understand it finally.
I see her in my dreams sometimes still and wonder why I feel guilt.
Its okay to feel confused.
I can't always be the person I want to be.
I know meditation is more than just taking care of the mind.
It's also taking care of the human body the mind lives in.
Very strange that the cycle repeats but I will always know by this count I have control.
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Lyrics 

Chorus (@jamesoasis) :
It seems to me that all you do is talk
When it comes to something special push it down and let rot. 
Let you flee my persecution, swear never meant to do this.
We’ll break up I’ll find myself for the first time now I’m just…

Verse 1 (@jamesoasis) :
Laying down gotta gather my thoughts 
I might say I don’t care but in truth I feel so lost. 
And girl I feel so lost, you were the only thing to keep on this dying rock
I might said some shit that I regret and
You’re on your last straw I hope you feel forgiveness. 
I’m on last bong rip till I finish writing all these lyrics for u hope that u listened.
I know I’m not the best at this love shit
but if you take the time you’ll understand where coming from.
I hate to say I don’t think that we'll ever work well I don’t love you for yourself and baby that’s problem #1

Chorus (@jamesoasis) :
It seems to me that all you do is talk
When it comes to something special push it down and let rot. 
Let you flee my persecution, swear never meant to do this.
We’ll break up I’ll find myself for the first time and now I swear that 

Verse 2 (@morguee) :
if you woulda told me that this would be my life a couple years ago id laugh in your face
oohhh i go to sleep Dreaming of things that will never happen again remind me to erase
since 2019 ive been disgraced and i try so hard just to find my place
so im sitting here laying in wait ive waited all these days just waiting for the haze to rise.
im just waiting for the haze to rise
im in detriment tryna hide my cries
try to talk to you but you wont get it
so i hide in my room all decrepit.

Chorus (@jamesoasis) :
It seems to me that all you do is talk
When it comes to something special push it down and let rot. 
Let you flee my persecution, swear never meant to do this.
We’ll break up I’ll find myself for the first time. I’d tell you that

@wh6y - who gaf none of us are eternal :L (full ep)

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