Song number 2 off the Invincible Eternalz EP

Peace Be Still - Invincible Eternalz (prod. Phil beatz)

I made this when I felt the world shifting under my feet.
Emotional. Neon. Plugged in.
This one’s for the late-night thinkers.

See You In The Afterlife [Prod.Saint Mike]

mashup of my song angel and realiti by grimes

angel x realiti

“The Wave” is my first official release — dark, moody, and full of motion. A new sound, a new energy.
This beat is free for non-profit use.
I do not own the instrumental. All rights go to the original producer [yxngkenay]BEATOWNER         


THE WAVE

Verse:
Gaaaaahd
Man I wanna fuckin die 
Come and take out
Wanna end myself 
Cause I can’t ever do shit 
Worthless ass jit 
Maybe I just wanna kill myself 
Losing motivation while nobody understands it
All because of bitches that I shoulda never trusted 
Hope you hoes are listening cause I’m only holding money 
Soon you’re gonna burn ill be waiting for the moment 
“Long haired pussy” well I guess that goes for both of us

Verse 2:
They say bitches always lie and I have never found a wrong claim 
Bloody fucking nose after crying on the pavement
Fuck it you dont mean shit hope you fucking happy 
who am I kidding little bitch you were never that
Hope you die the next attempt
Find it funny goddamn 
Got that fentanyl up in your fucking brain do it again 
You aint ever gonna rest 
Even when u fuckin pass 
Bitches acting so depressed until they fucked you over man

You're Just Nasty (Prod. D3S1R3DKAI)

Mix & Mastering by Cony

[Hook]
Wasted wishes on a star that don’t shine
Left me drownin’ in a bottle of time
Heartbreak tatted on my state of mi mind
Tryna outrun pain, but it’s right behind
She said, “Love me,” then she let me bleed
Now I'm talkin' to ghosts when I fall asleep
Fake smiles, they cover real grief
I gave her my all, she gave me a piece

[Verse 1]
Pop another pill just to feel somethin’
Voices in my head, yeah, they still comin’
Mirror talkin’ back like, “You ain't nothin’”
But I laugh like it’s cool, keep the pain runnin’
Trust issues in my chest like a landmine
I see red flags, but I play blind
Love is a drug, and I take mine
Even when it hurts, girl, I chase signs

[Pre-Chorus]
I can’t lie, I’m addicted to the thrill
Of a love that kills, of a high that’s real
Even if it’s fake, I’ll pretend it’s still
Better than the silence I try to fill

[Hook]
Wasted wishes on a star that don’t shine
Left me drownin’ in a bottle of time
Heartbreak tatted on my state of mi mind
Tryna outrun pain, but it’s right behind
She said, “Love me,” then she let me bleed
Now I'm talkin' to ghosts when I fall asleep
Fake smiles, they cover real grief
I gave her my all, she gave me a piece

[Verse 2]
Cold nights, I’ve been sleepin’ with regret
Your name still carved in a cigarette
Thought you were heaven, but you're hell in a dress
I keep sayin’ “I’m fine,” that’s a lie at best
Loyalty’s dead, guess love is a ghost
I chase what hurts, yeah, I do the most
Pourin’ my pain in every post
I miss you, but I hate you close

[Pre-Chorus]
I can’t lie, I’m addicted to the thrill
Of a love that kills, of a high that’s real
Even if it’s fake, I’ll pretend it’s still
Better than the silence I try to fill

[Hook]
Wasted wishes on a star that don’t shine
Left me drownin’ in a bottle of time
Heartbreak tatted on my state of mi mind
Tryna outrun pain, but it’s right behind
She said, “Love me,” then she let me bleed
Now I'm talkin' to ghosts when I fall asleep
Fake smiles, they cover real grief
I gave her my all, she gave me a piece

WASTED WISHES (Prod. Eskimos) - DaiKii

Lyrics:

I shut myself away, among traitors and acquaintances
They all want you when you win, then leave when you’re losing
She said she loved me, but it was just a sickness
All these bitches by my side don’t help me grow in the slightest

I see the faces of the damned on these walls
Their souls slipping away across those tiles
Don’t know if I should tell you the truth or just stop trying
With all this hate, I don’t know which way to go

I come out of the darkness, but I’m born of the shadows
What would a bitch even do to hold me down?
You took everything without even asking
I had plans that flew away like ashes in the wind

Don’t know if I’m still me or if there’s something inside
That’s why I seek comfort in these slot machines
The devil talks to me, won’t ever let me quit
We’re all just puppets with invisible strings

I drown in thoughts looking for a way out
I drown in drinks just to forget about my life
Took too many pills, now I gotta fix this mess
She wants me ‘cause she knows I could change her life

Sometimes I talk to myself like I’m someone else
Ask him if he remembers when we used to be at peace
Now I drink just to kill the fire burning within
But alcohol won’t erase what’s broken deep in me

They say I’ve got talent but don’t know the cost
Nights lying on the floor with my breath all torn
Eyes fixed on the ceiling searching for a sign
But all I ever saw above me were old mistakes

My people search for coins in different pockets
But they’re happier than those with only cash
I learned that peace is a fleeting moment
And that love kisses you, then throws you in the trash

She told me I was different, but she was just scared
I gave her my heart, but she only wanted the mask
She kept coming back, so I just fucked her
I don’t do charity, I’ve done more than enough

I shut myself away, among traitors and acquaintances
They used to laugh behind my back, now they act like they’re wise
Empty eyes, cold hands, dreams with no weight
Running through the bubble with violent steps

She says I’ve changed because of how I act
I’ve learned to stay quiet, even with the winners
I speak little, smoke heavy, live between two timelines
Not even my own intentions can save me now

Mix e master @hoodieindahood

See You In The Afterlife [Prod.Saint Mike]

Echo Alexander