Jeanne Ricks - Conscience (The funkHeadz Remix)
Produced by Musa Baran & Holger Klotz
All Instruments played by Musa Baran
Mixed & Mastered by Holger Klotz & Musa Baran
All Vocals, Melody & Lyrics by Jeanne Ricks
https://soundcloud.com/user-143916773

The funkHeadz Remix Project

Conscience (Dance Remix)

Conscience (The funkHeadz Remix)

Labs

A Track that makes every Club and every Party shake!
Powerful Version from System Check! 
 

124 BPM



free download 
https://neongroover86.bandcamp.com/track/system-check

Dj Neongroover - SystemCheck ( PowerMix )

rtist of suffering and heavenly eyes,  
Me, I was always this way,  
Drops of blood on every word I say...

Verse 1 
Ripped out, the chaos unfolds,  
Outside of space and time, of beliefs or dreams.  
Hanging on to life, intense like a fever of death you can't break,  
Living through death to experience life.  
Does anybody know me? No.  
Antisocial with chameleon skills, yes.  
Does anybody know me now? No.  
In the world of macabre,  
Melancholia as seductive saliva drench,  
Automatically written autobiography,  
Yeah, I'm just so sincere.

*(Chorus - Driving rhythm, layered synths and reverb-heavy vocals)*  
Hate me, rumors like crazy, needs a doctor.  
Love me, you should fuck me.  
Watch me, but no one speaks to me.  
Behind me, I see them observing.  
But I'm living in the inner world,  
Working beneath my skin,  
While living in the reality of robotic bodies so cruel to the broken souls.  
But I don't feel the thoughts they breed,  
I'm the enemy of the mass conformed.

Verse 2 
Breaking out of my skin,  
I slither like the flow of my blood,  
Soaked in opioids, disconnected to keep control.  
When I move like a ghost in environments,  
I can take with all my senses peeking like the intensity of  
Touching the burning embers of a ritual fire left for the goddess to breed.  
The artist of a thousand blades,  
Self-sacrifice, it's my pleasure to lay with you at night.

Chorus 
Hate me, rumors like crazy, needs a doctor.  
Love me, you should fuck me.  
I'll show you the love of an out-of-body love story.  
Watch me, but no one speaks to me.  
I never show my face,  
Behind me, I see them.  
I wear the masks of a borderline,  
Observing, recoiled.  
But I'm living in the inner world,  
Working beneath my skin,  
The chatter clicking of demonic teeth,  
While living in the reality of robotic bodies so cruel to the broken souls.  
But I don't feel the thoughts they breed,  
I'm the enemy of the mass conformed.

*(Bridge - Slow build with atmospheric keys and tribal drums)*  
Breaking the illusions the powerful use to control,  
I shoot them in the back  
To cause my own revolution...

Outro 
Hate me... love me... watch me...  
But no one speaks to me...  
I'm the enemy... of the mass conformed...  
(Artist of suffering... fades out)




Artist of Suffering

Boy Ya Must Be Dumb

Rebuild  Rightless 
Genre: Electronic Dance Music
125 Bpm

https://neongroover86.bandcamp.com/album/rightless

Dj Neongroover -  Rightless ( Original Mix )

Poison !

Talking To me Like That

The Burden of Silence

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This is My AI Band for my Trauma Art Therapy Music.
All Lyrics Written & Developments done by me Echos or Nexus Khimera. Including how I created the Sound and all Lyrics are from my personal Experiences. 

Welcome I'm Nexus Khimera. I have been a vocalist & lyricist since I was 15 , now I'm 38. My doctors asked me to try it for therapy. I never stopped. I have been diagnosed with Antisocial/BPD Cluster C Personality Disorder, Dissociative Identity Disorder, CPTSD/ PTSD. I've had DID since I was young around 5 next 15 then through 19 to 38. My alters have been writing since 15, to help realise stored buried trauma & use their voices helping them to crawl to the surface. I'm a survivor of sexual, physical & emotional abuse & victim of domestic violence. My alters told me to start creating music here, when I started here I got sick, after playing them over and over. I got nauseous my guts were speaking to me, I could feel them surfacing. Crawling around MelanKholyia N the system. From family, to their friends and every one I tried to get close would abuse me, abandoned me or used me as a doll until I was as hollow as the echoes of the fundamental nothingness the obsidian womb. This is my Trauma Art Therapy. Bringing Mental Health Awareness to music notes. If you struggle with | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Antisocial Personality Disorder CPTSD PTSD. This music just for us <3.
 Thank you for your support. Thank you for not taking my music or stuff out of what I'm really trying to do now with the info I have now told confronted my on my family telling them what happened tonight. As last night for the first time I confronted my family. All I got was lies from them as they turned what they have done against me as they have my whole life now I have proof , at this point their lies and denial has got me to this point.
I will not hide myself or feel ashamed to tell the truth now because I've learn to accept myself for once I my life. I'm sick of this self hate and disgusted because of what I have become because of my environments and things that happened to me. Because of the embarrassment and how much I hate myself because well that's whats happens when everytime you try to say something others are invading the places. That are made to be safe. I'm not going to stay quite ever again I will scream out until I lose all breath. The stigma must be broken .

38 Years old

Syracuse IN

With a Masters & Dissociative Degree N Damage & Art

I write all lyrics in both Bands

Regarding the musical projects, "Echo's N Melankholyia" is an online band where I serve as the lyricist and intend to transition into vocal duties. For the live band "Mothyii," I am the lyricist and vocalist. As a professional artist, poet, and lyricist, I have received diagnoses for ASPD, BPD, DID, ADHD, SAD, OCD, GAD, Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, and Hypersexuality.

Nexus Khimera utilizes musical expression as a form of trauma art therapy, channeling experiences of abuse, toxic relationships, and addiction into compositions. The artist's work, reflecting a journey of survival and recovery, incorporates elements of Goth Rock, Industrial Rock, Nu Metal, Gothcore, Post Rock, Grunge, Post Grunge, Dark Wave, and cyberpunk. The resulting soundscapes are characterized by haunting atmospheres, dark ambient textures, and emotionally charged layers, reflecting themes of mental health and personal struggle. As Nexus Khimera, I operate as an artist, poet, lyricist, and vocalist, exploring the complexities of the human psyche within the context of cosmic themes. My creative endeavors, influenced by Borderline Personality Disorder and the effects of past trauma, serve as a means of processing and transforming internal struggles. My artistic practice encompasses a range of mediums, including charcoal drawings that blend biomechanical and Lovecraftian elements, dark surrealism, and abstract expressions derived from emotional experiences. Through a combination of AI-assisted and traditional techniques, I aim to confront and transmute personal traumas into evocative visual narratives. My poetry also plays a crucial role in this process. My artistic expression, characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing.

[Links to YouTube, Suno, and Facebook]

© 2025 by Echo's N Melankholyia. Lyrics by Nexus Khimera. All rights reserved. Music generated with Suno AI. Date: September 5, 2025. "It all Begins." Decipher the underlying messages. Encryption is my method.Characterized by free verse, unconventional lyrics, and a distinctive vocal delivery, it functions as a therapeutic outlet, allowing for the articulation of complex emotions and observations of a world often perceived through a somber lens.

I Invite you to explore this realm of shadowed beauty and candid revelations. Please follow Nexus Khimera on social media to stay informed about his creative endeavors.

Thank you for your visit. I hope your day is filled with moments of both wonder and introspection. I encourage you to return soon.

Please explore my band, Echo's N Melankholyia, and consider subscribing. Thank you all for your support.

Artist of Suffering

Echo's N MelanKholyia

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