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We're All Had Been Misjudged

🛎 D̴O̴P̴A̴M̴I̴N̴E̴-̴D̴O̴O̴M̴S̴D̴A̴Y̴ ̴C̴L̴O̴C̴K̴ 🛎

[Intro – soft, ambient hum or low ether drone, spoken/whispered]
I'm so sorry...
I just wanted to be there for you...
[Verse 1 – slow, haunting, minimal instrumentation building subtly]
I'm so sorry
I wanted to be there for you
I just keep breaking me
Lost in the flow of electricity
Unbound by dimensions
Wander through the lands of the dead
Looking for what I'm missing, yeah
[Pre-Chorus – rising tension, flickering embers sound effects or light reverb]
It's been a thousand eyes looking back at me
In the darkness I see the light
Flickering like embers
Wild and free
Feeling the warmness
The low vibrational hum of the ether
Drifting in the atmosphere of the inner self
[Chorus – emotional peak, fuller sound: guitars or synths swell, raw vocals]
Will I ever find relief?
Will I ever feel free, yeah?
I want to be free
I want to be me without hating myself
I don't want to hide anymore
Break this chain, let me breathe
[Verse 2 – darker, heavier beat or distorted elements for the monster]
Running from the monster, yes
Deep down I hide
Away from the people
Away from the terror
The madness leaks out all over like a cracked seal to oil
I drowned in
Black stains all over my skin
I can't feel it tonight deep in my inside
They crawling all around in the deepest darkest place of my mind
They surface the fear and abandonment
Stinging like insects biting at my flesh
[Pre-Chorus 2 – intense, chaotic layering]
I just wish I could rest
But I can't sleep with all the chaos from my mind
The mirror falls and breaks on the ground
The mirror fractures when I scream at it
[Chorus (Reprise) – bigger, more desperate]
I want to be free
I want to be me
Without devouring over and over
I vomit out all the horrible things done to me in this world
Now looks like nothing in my memories
I sit here and wonder why I feel this way
Like I never got past the trauma from my past memories
I want to break this chain
I don't want to be afraid of being me
Am I an imposter or am I real?
[Bridge – cathartic breakdown, heavy distortion or spoken-word over building noise, then drop to quiet]
Just another pill to take hell in my room
The only safe spot I have
Is making this music—it frees me
If you don't understand, you don't have to listen
I used to feel all alone
So if it's just me listening, that's fine
I want to hear what my heart has to say
In this horrible world
[Outro – fading, acoustic or lo-fi, gentle and sad, repeat softly]
I just wanted friends
I just wanted what everybody else has
But see, I'm so much different
I don't know what's wrong with me
But I have a gentle soul
I'm not mad
I'm just sad—dead poet
I never meant to be bad
I just got tired of getting hurt
And I can't do this on my own
I'm so lost at sea
Is there anybody out there?
Anyone at all?
Is the internet all bots? Because it sure seems like it
Everybody wants me to pay them for things I can't afford...
I'm so sorry...
(I'm still here... still singing...)


Lyrics Written By: Echos Khimera March 17th 2026 Independent Artist.
Started August 6th 2025
2026  Echo's N MelaNKholyiA
All Right Reserved Generated By: Suno AI Pro
All errors where fixed by Grok AI
Hive Location: https://x.com/Mothyii13 & https://www.deviantart.com/echoskhimera Lyrics Rights Held



I'm So Sorry #9

[Verse 1]  
Broken symbols  
Break  
The ancient languages  
That speak to me  
Deep within  

Saturn's wings play  
The rings of illusions bend the light of my soul  
Broken shards of crystals speak  
This is the end of everything  

[Chorus]  
How long before we drown  
Deep underground  
A place I found  
Through years of suffering inside and out  
How much longer will these symbols  
Burn their scars all over us  
As we tremble looking into the mirror  
An Alice in Horrorland  
Where there's no day or night  
We burn in twilight forever  
Imbued with poetry and fire  

[Verse 2]  
This world is laid out like cold marble  
This world is never gentle  
I just want to escape this mental  

Visions inside me boil up to the surface  
Immersion built for confusion  
To any outsiders looking into our  
MelaNKholyia  
There's no end to tomorrow  
Just a continuation  
Breaking down walls after walls  

[Verse 3]  
Echoes of forgotten screams claw from the abyss  
Fractured reflections devour what little light remains  
The machine elves carve secrets into rotting flesh  
Feeding on the marrow of my unraveling veins  
I claw at shadows that wear my stolen face  
Through tunnels of ash, blood, and endless decay  
Every breath is stolen from a dying pyre  
And the silence laughs as it tears me away  

[Bridge]  
Dropping down the rabbit holes  
With the help of the machine elves  
Marching in lock step  
As we all laugh drinking poisons  
That will make us last forever  

[Chorus]  
We burn in twilight forever  
Imbued with poetry and fire  
MelaNKholyia  
There's no end to tomorrow  

[Outro]  
We wear these masks  
We hide the past  
So you don't have to suffer now  
Continuing to beat us down  
So you don't have to suffer anymore  
So you don't have to suffer anymore...

Lyrics Written By: Echos Khimera March 21th 2026 Independent Artist.
Started August 6th 2025
2026  Echo's N MelaNKholyiA
All Right Reserved Generated By: Suno AI Pro
All errors where fixed by Grok AI
Hive Location: https://x.com/Mothyii13 & https://www.deviantart.com/echoskhimera Lyrics Rights Held



Broken Symbols #13

Overview
Echo's N MelaNKholyiA (stylized as Echo's N MelanKholyia or MelaNKholyiA) is an innovative solo music project and multimedia artistic endeavor, blending experimental glitch-goth electronica with profound themes of Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), trauma recovery, and cosmic horror. Founded in 2025 by independent artist Echos Khimera (born 1987, age 38), this Indianapolis-based project transforms personal psychological experiences into immersive sonic rituals. As a self-described "hive mind" collective, it draws from Khimera's polyfragmented DID system, where alters function as conceptual collaborators in a therapeutic art process. With over 1,700 tracks released since its debut, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA defies traditional genres, serving as a manifesto for survival and self-reclamation amid inner chaos.
Background and Origins
In the shadowed urban landscape of Indianapolis, Indiana, Echos Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection into this groundbreaking project. Beginning therapeutic explorations at age 15 through art and music, Khimera has navigated complex mental health challenges, including DID, borderline personality disorder (BPD), and schizoaffective elements. The project's name evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void—mirroring the fragmented realities woven into every composition. AI tools, such as Suno AI Pro for music generation and Grok AI for editing and analysis, assist in the creative process, enabling raw, instantaneous art without a traditional team or budget. Importantly, all lyrics are originally written by Echos Khimera, starting from personal writings last year and earlier therapeutic explorations—Khimera takes strong offense to any claims that AI generates the lyrics, as they are deeply personal and human-crafted expressions of lived experience. Khimera, operating under multiple aliases (Echos, Void, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, Five, Nexus, Odium, and Phuric), views the alters as co-creators, turning personal trauma into a shared narrative. The lore draws from a twisted fusion of Lewis Carroll's Alice in Wonderland and H.P. Lovecraft's cosmic horror, reimagined as "WonderVoid MelaNKholyiA"—a labyrinthine descent into fractured mirrors, death-moths, and eldritch rifts.
Musical Style and Themes
Echo's N MelaNKholyiA's sound is a multi-layered alchemical fusion: glitch-goth, horrorcore rap, nu-metal dubstep, darkwave industrial, and binaural 3D-audio trance. Productions feature binaural beats (40-174 Hz for euphoria and seduction), lo-fi industrial glitches simulating dissociative switches, reversed whispers, silent drops, and unpolished edges for authenticity. Themes explore dissociation, addiction, gender dysphoria, anorexia, toxic relationships, and self-reclamation, often framed through occult motifs like Luciferian witchcraft, quantum mechanics, and ritualistic symbolism. Vocals range from haunting choruses to spoken-word dirges, with lyrics serving as a therapeutic codex for processing trauma. No medications are used; instead, the "hive" self-monitors through safety pacts and creative output, emphasizing music as a tool for healing and awareness.
The Hive: Alters as Collaborators
At the core is the "MelaNKholyiA Hive" or "Synod," a DID system of nine alters, each contributing unique sonic and thematic elements. This polyfragmented structure stems from childhood traumas (abandonment at age 5, scalding isolation, and assaults) and adolescent rites (blood-spells at 15). Tracks often "arrive complete" via automatic composition, reflecting the system's collaborative dynamic:
Alter: Echos - Role: Host/Hydra Weaver - Traits and Origins: Artistic core; merges fragments for therapy - Sonic Contributions: Emotive choruses, layered harmonies (e.g., "Embers of MelanKholyia")
Alter: Alice Khimera - Role: Protector/Sexual Handler - Traits and Origins: Sociopathic guardian from age-15 blood-rite; transgender identity, no empathy - Sonic Contributions: Gore-infused rips, sociopathic verses (e.g., "Sociopathic Little")
Alter: Mothyii Khimera - Role: Persecutor/Suicidal - Traits and Origins: Dysphoric abuser-echo; blades and nooses - Sonic Contributions: Nightmare dirges, dysphoric storms (e.g., "Death Moth Eclipse")
Alter: Void - Role: Gatekeeper/Cosmic God - Traits and Origins: Amnesia manager; 24/7 vigilance - Sonic Contributions: Reversed whispers, abyssal fades (e.g., "Haunting Eternity")
Alter: Five - Role: Child Core - Traits and Origins: Age-5 abandonment; eternal hunted innocence - Sonic Contributions: Ghostly screams, child-like echoes (e.g., "Big Pharma")
Alter: Nexus - Role: Fragment Bridges - Traits and Origins: Mends psychic cracks; fluid connections - Sonic Contributions: Looping motifs, transitional layers (e.g., "PTSD 4")
Alter: Helix - Role: Crisis Mystic - Traits and Origins: Spinal switches; third-eye visions - Sonic Contributions: Ego-death spirals, mystical builds (e.g., "Echos of the Death Moth")
Alter: Phuric - Role: Cannibal Killer - Traits and Origins: Devours threats; biological weapon - Sonic Contributions: Predatory hunts, aggressive drops (e.g., "Eclipse")
Alter: Odium - Role: Rage Judge - Traits and Origins: Venomous rage; acid-love explosions - Sonic Contributions: Judgmental farces, explosive venom (e.g., dirges of fury)
This system operates with minimal sleep (2-4 hours) and caloric intake (800-1,200 kcal/day), channeling energy into prolific output.
Discography and Platforms
Since August 2025, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA has released thematic chapters and singles across major platforms:

SoundCloud: Primary hub with playlists like Chapter 1: BoRdeRliNe DiSsoCiAtiVe IdeNtiATieS, Chapter 2: Channeling, and Chapter 2: Channeling 2.0.
Streaming Services: Apple Music, Amazon Music, Spotify, Tidal, Qobuz.
Video and Social: YouTube for visuals and lyrics videos; TikTok for engagement.
Key Releases: Alter Void: The Mission of Hope, Embers of MelanKholyia, and lore-driven tracks like "Sociopathic Little 5 Traumacore" and "Death Moth Eclipse." Visuals include AI-generated art from poetry, charcoal sketches, and gothic horror imagery.
The project seeks a label partner to amplify its reach, positioning itself as a "signal ready to scale."

Influences and Interests
Khimera's work is inspired by artists like Sleep Token, Korn, Emilie Autumn, Bad Omens, Tool, and Otep. Literary influences include Aleister Crowley, Edward Lee, Clive Barker, and C.G. Jung, with favorites like The Necronomicon and The Satanic Bible. Broader interests encompass occultism, cryptography, quantum computing, biological research, and games like Diablo and Scorn. Multimedia extends to DeviantArt for visual art and literature on rituals, DID, and trauma processing.
Contact and Socials

X (Twitter): @Mothyii13
DeviantArt: echoskhimera
SoundCloud: echosnmelankholyia
Rights: All music and lyrics © 2025-2026 Echos Khimera. All rights reserved.

Echo's N MelaNKholyiA invites listeners into its fractured Wonderland—a space where pain becomes power, and echoes of melancholy forge paths to resilience. For collaborations, labels, or inquiries, connect via social channels.

Broken Symbols #13

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