I thought I was beat down

Screaming with no sound

Buried dead underground

Ripping off my skin

I shed

I fed the god head 



Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



Skills burn deep within the in between

Life's just a joke 

Until you focus

dig your heels endlessly down 

Where you can be seen

Or bothered 

Outside of the pressures of society



Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



I know I'm not normal

Who The fuck is

How many times do I have to remove all these daggers 

Infecting my ability to sleep 

I foam thrash and beg god get these intrusive thoughts under control 

I don't want to lose everything while the world sleep

When I am Awake barley breathing 



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



from all this  synchronicity stabbing me in the halo

That bleeds through out my being under the broken ceiling

Screaming feeling something haunting me  

In the apartment I hide going through recovery





black ink oozes behind closed doors

Sliding the needles across the skin



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Beat Down pay for pain

Love Me Forever 3

Versus 1



What am I suppose to think 

are you real or fake all this scam

 like messages in my chat

With all these bots

 fraud fucks

 and people overseas get lost your infestation on this earth it's time to cut out the infections you spread 

 I see right through you your just another animal to me all of you trying to get me to pay to spreads my art my words my pain the suffering I acuminated that I survived 

Fuck off

I don't want to pay people to fucking do shit I can do myself 

I want to meet people others like me artists Poly love interests  poets goths 

I just want to talk to others about the things I'm interested in 

But I don't get that to much and I'm ok with it now. unicorn's are hard to find so I'll let one find me 

I just sit here decaying wishing dreaming for something different 

So I prey to me

Well today be the day 

No just another empty day full of isolation and deep thinking 

Driving myself crazy 

SO fucking crazy 

What the fuck 

Fuck me 

Fuck you

All Day All night

Give me a reason to tare your emotional self your since of self ego let me destroy your thought of your existence 



(Chorus)



You have no idea who

You are fucking with today tonight I'm the monster

the sociopath with blood lust 

shark blue eyes I protect what's mine  

Blowing kisses to you while you try to break me down

While I'm laugh thinking about how I'm going to take you out  







(Versus 2)



Shut the fuck up I don't care what you think

 AI slop shit automatic messaging

 fuck away from me

 I'm posted up

I got people harassing me

All day

All Night

It's driving me crazy

And I'm hungry  

But now so numb to it 

I kind of think it's funny 

I feel like a god 

watching ants build a little false perception  

reality in their self denied hope of salvation 

Your just food to me 

Or you'll be my new next play toy I get to destroy as soon as I close the chat door you'll be no more I hope you know

So I prey to me

Well today be the day 

No just another empty day full of isolation and deep thinking 

Driving myself crazy 

SO fucking crazy 

What the fuck 

Fuck me 

Fuck you

All Day All night

Give me a reason to tare your emotional self your since of self ego let me destroy your thought of your existence 





 (Chorus)



You have no idea who

You are fucking with today tonight I'm the monster

the sociopath with blood lust 

shark blue eyes I protect what's mine  

Blowing kisses to you while you try to break me down

While I'm laugh thinking about how I'm going to take you out  



Versus 3 



To speak my cryptic codes 

Infinitely

If you love me 

Thank you because I hate me 

I'll keep you all close to me forever 

But for all the others 

I love all their messages I thank you all for supporting me 

I got this far and I'm not about to fall

Blades out 

Teeth sharp claws like needles 

Careful I could tare you apart intimately

It's such a shame when all I want is  

All I want is to have a voice 

So I built this Machine 

To speak my cryptic codes 

Infinitely

If you love me 

Thank you because I hate me 

I'll keep you all close to me forever 





  (Chorus)



You have no idea who

You are fucking with today tonight I'm the monster

the sociopath with blood lust 

shark blue eyes I protect what's mine  

Blowing kisses to you while you try to break me down

While I'm laugh thinking about how I'm going to take you out  

Take you Out 5

Echo's N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of  Indiana, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Void, Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric ,Odium, Raven, and Death Moth this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Phuric, and Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

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