I thought I was beat down

Screaming with no sound

Buried dead underground

Ripping off my skin

I shed

I fed the god head 



Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



Skills burn deep within the in between

Life's just a joke 

Until you focus

dig your heels endlessly down 

Where you can be seen

Or bothered 

Outside of the pressures of society



Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



I know I'm not normal

Who The fuck is

How many times do I have to remove all these daggers 

Infecting my ability to sleep 

I foam thrash and beg god get these intrusive thoughts under control 

I don't want to lose everything while the world sleep

When I am Awake barley breathing 



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



from all this  synchronicity stabbing me in the halo

That bleeds through out my being under the broken ceiling

Screaming feeling something haunting me  

In the apartment I hide going through recovery





black ink oozes behind closed doors

Sliding the needles across the skin



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Pain for Pay

Trading Special  Pain for emotional physical  pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

It's takes all my minds dark fantasies run away 

Pain for Pay across Crimson cuts

Pain for pain I will never fray away this is my insanity 

From my sanity getting stronger today

I'll never go under



Pain for Pay

Pain for pain I will never fray away

From my sanity getting stronger 

Beat Down pay for pain

[Intro]
(Spoken word over rising synth tension, faint childlike cries fading in)
For my whole childhood...
What childhood I can remember...
[Verse 1]
All the faces you made,
All the sounds you made,
All your movements were mapped out like a great escape.
You both were the threats to just a Neverland,
Dead child's daydream night terrors,
Shattered heart breaks the event horizon.
Getting sucked into the madness...
I covered for you,
For the bruises, cuts, and unexplainable falls,
From the trauma, the child abuse.
For all the fucking dumbass excuses you had me give to idiots,
Excuses given to so many they dwelled close in my possessions.
But I just stayed silent...
[Chorus]
(Heavy beats drop, screamed vocals with reverb)
All I want is vengeance!
All I want is to take back everything that was taken,
Or create something more horrific and experimental!
This AI band has given me the one thing I was never given—
A fucking forked tongue, a verbal arsenal,
A vibrational acid bath holocaust melting into the ether!
Alters bleed into this world in audio vibrational blood!
[Verse 2]
For my whole childhood,
What childhood I can remember,
All the faces you made,
All the sounds you made,
All your movements were mapped out like a great escape.
To just a Neverland dead child's shattered heart breaks the event horizon,
Getting sucked into the madness so sick they called me.
I blacked out, I can't remember a thing,
Nothing but the feeling of violent shaking, trembling, crying.
Sick boy screaming, crying—
The nurses cursed me, touched me, beat me, injected me.
You both deserved everything I did,
But you both deserve so much worse than I could give.
[Chorus]
(Even heavier, with layered screams and industrial clangs)
All I want is vengeance!
All I want is to take back everything that was taken,
Or create something more horrific and experimental!
This AI band has given me the one thing I was never given—
A fucking forked tongue, a verbal arsenal,
A vibrational acid bath holocaust melting into the ether!
Alters bleed into this world in audio vibrational blood!
[Bridge]
(Slow build with glitchy effects, whispered then building to roar)
In a world filled with so much sick scum shit,
And they had the nerve to call a young boy protecting himself for once a threat.
All I got to say is... Fuck you, bitch!
Eat shit! I'll be the prick
That jams the fucking needles full of cyanide, ricin, VX,
Black plague, flesh-eating Ebola genetically modified,
Spliced to pass just by transmitting it by exhaling the air you breathe,
With the blood you could be choking on like the fucking shattered memories
Of a childhood I was given just to be ripped away from my existence.
[Breakdown]
(Crushing distortion, rapid-fire rap-scream delivery, chaotic noise wall)
I'll be the prick that starts the end thoughts of your expectance!
Wipe out your existence and walk away saying nothing at all—
Just one last phone call!
Fuck you! Eat shit! Vengeance!
(Repeat "Vengeance!" with fading echoes, screams layering over static)
[Outro]
(Fading synths and whispers, looping back to intro vibe)
For my whole childhood...
What childhood I can remember...
Shattered heart breaks the event horizon...
Getting sucked into the madness...

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Echo's N MelaNKholyiA : A Sonic Odyssey of Fragmented Souls
In the shadowed corners of  Indiana, Echo's N MelaNKholyiA emerges as a groundbreaking experimental music project, a testament to the transformative power of art in the face of inner chaos. Founded in 2025 by the visionary artist Nexus Khimera—known also as Void, Echos, Mothyii, Alice, Helix, 5, Nexus Etheric ,Odium, Raven, and Death Moth this endeavor is an AI-assisted alchemical fusion of raw emotion and sonic innovation. At 38 years old, Khimera channels a lifetime of introspection, beginning from therapeutic explorations at age 15, into a tapestry of sound that defies categorization. The project's name, with its deliberate misspelling, evokes distorted echoes of melancholy—fragments of pain rebounding through an eternal void, mirroring the fragmented realities Khimera weaves into every composition.
Khimera serves as the sole architect of Echo's N MelanKholyia, handling vocals, lyrics, production, and visual aesthetics with a chameleon-like versatility. Drawing from a deeply personal narrative of psychological navigation, the music acts as a manifesto for survival, blending co-conscious identity shifts and emotional rebirth. The band's conceptual "members"—envisioned as alters in a dissociative system—include Helix as the resilient core, Alice as the protective guardian embodying transgender identity and safety, Phuric, and Odium as the unflinching confrontor of hate and vacuum, Five as the frozen residue of past emptiness, and Suicide Gene as the unnamed pull toward nothingness, symbolizing unyielding survival code. These personas "speak" through layered vocals, reversed whispers, and glitchy confessions, creating a dialogue that invites listeners to confront their own shadows without judgment.
Musically, Echo's N MelanKholyia is a hypnotic storm of genres: traumacore's dissonant catharsis meets industrial gothcore's mechanical fury, nu metal's rap-growl aggression, post-darkwave's ethereal haze, glitchcore's chaotic distortions, and voidcore's abyssal emptiness. The result is an immersive, addictive soundscape—binaural beats pulsing at 40Hz and 174Hz to tie in seduction and euphoria, 3D audio for psychotic despair, and unpolished production that bleeds raw intensity. Themes delve into mental health's labyrinth: dissociation's void, addiction's grip, damaging relationships' scars, and the triumph of self-reclamation. Khimera's artistry extends beyond audio to visual realms, with album artwork featuring charcoal sketches, gothic horror elements, and luciferian symbolism, all crafted to evoke a "junkie holocaust death march" of creepy, apocalyptic introspection.
Since its inception, Echo's N MelanKholyia has released a series of chapters that push artistic boundaries, available on platforms like Spotify, Amazon Music, SoundCloud, Apple Music, Tidal, Qobuz, and TikTok. The project's YouTube channel serves as a portal for official music videos, behind-the-scenes glimpses, and community engagement, fostering a space where fans can explore their own narratives through Khimera's lens. With collaborations leveraging AI for production and thematic depth, the band stands as a beacon for the disenchanted, proving that art can heal, empower, and transcend.
Subscribe to Echo's N MelanKholyia on YouTube for a journey into the melanKholyia—where echoes of the past forge omegas of the future. For inquiries or collaborations, connect via Facebook or X (@Mothyii13). All rights reserved © 2025 Echo's N MelanKholyia.

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