break - alex g

I like to look in your eyes and try￼ to keep myself together

a wait for you/wait for me

nineteen years spent in nothing but the dark
i crumble to pieces as soon as things get hard
it's a long way down, no way out, i'm scarred
spent my whole life being laughed at and picked apart

and i got lost in a moment of weakness
and i wish that you'd never see this
did i mean nothing? that's pretty facetious 
fighting all my life, but i'll never beat this

moments of weakness theme song

born under punches, but still bite the hand that feeds
fuck dealing with problems, i'll just smoke some weed
just pass the time so i don't cry
pretending that i'll be fine

desperate times called, they said they want their measures back
and i know that there's still things that i lack
like how i'm such a bore, not adored
i don't care anymore

and i need you here
very near and dear to my soul
all i know is i think i'm losing control 

wait just a second, why am i so hard to choose
missing your warmth and all those damn things you do
please text me back or i might crack
but it's never easy like that
like that

desperate times called, they said they want their measures back
and i know that there's still things that i lack
like how i'm such a bore, not adored
i don't care anymore

and i need you here
very near and dear to my soul
all i know is i think i'm losing control

desperate times called, they said they want their measures back

Up with me Ft. OTHY

𝐻𝐼𝒢𝐻 𝒜𝒯 𝒯𝐻𝐸 𝐿𝒜𝒰𝒩𝒟𝑅𝒪𝑀𝒜𝒯

lady bug, did you find what you were looking for ?
did you get what you want ?
that part of you that was so selfishly stolen away
a good excuse for all the bitterness in the final epilogue which hides a sad goodbye

but it's better to have been bitten than to have felt nothing at all
it's better to have been bitten than to have felt nothing at all

bug bites

member demo

sad song i wrote while staying at my parents house in texas

bug bites

ochre