Ecstasy: June 2022

fromthevault-2021

@bonxxx
@ntsntsnts
@phofroggy

lyrics:

stand too close can you fallback?
and youre asking whats the worddd, idk that!
feeling like a nerddd
gotta catch espurr

its too cold outside its too wicked wicked wicked wicked!
and i know imma tweak imma fidget fidget fidget fidget!
frostbite on my eyelids... ion rlly like it!!
all these fools crazy its absurd

ye ye ye ye 
imma put in work
imma make it work
got glü on the shirt...

and you know we in the lab w/ the creww
we got leb on the roof we got bonx in the booth
and all i wanna tell you is i dont wanna lose you
i dont wanna lose you i dont wanna lose you i dont wanna lose youu

ye ye...

x2

@ntsntsnts

fallback *bonxpf*

@1hallow
art by @reneraattori

2x
i know i know
i know its hard 4u
i try my best
i try my best 4u
i feel like i
i feel like i need you
i hope you need me too
shed all my tears 4u

what makes u sad makes me sad too
its better to split it in two
i know you hurt just like i do 
its not that bad when im with you
i dont wanna b alone so please just hear me out
can you just wait a second, promise you wont regret it
im so scared of the unknown but i wont let you down 
whatever happens happens
just hope my heart can take it

#4u ♪｡.* 「hallow」

rest prod mino

One
Two
Three
Uh
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
We're we close?
We we’re like the most
Don't get too close
Wanna be alone
I would change it for you
Go through changes for you
Some think it's not normal
But I would do it for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
See I've made it for you
Never trusted for you
Took my veins out for you
Did everything just for you
Swing
Kick
Flip
Ship
Something random
Do whatever
Do something random
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
Should I change it for you
I know I shouldn’t for you
Take a bullet for you
I know I shouldn’t for you
Take a bullet for you

for you

prod. me (@rodmadeit)

lyrics:

get me through it 
i dont wanna stop now
yeah i cant do it
fck school so ima dropout
seasons change
but i dont and thats ok

i love u so much

pull up with the gang do a drive by
roll the windows down u say byebye
pull up fashion week i say hi hi
think this is my last goodbye x2

seasons change

Goth girl 
And she like cottage core 
She got holes in her neck 
From my sword 
From my fangs 
I’m like hell yea 
Vamped out at the SgD rave 

(Chorus)
She so pretty
Walk by her house everyday kno forget me 
Wonder if she’d ever wanna try to get wit me 
Why the fuck Am i trippen 
Who the fuck am I kidding ?

She a 10 I’m like 5 cut in 50 
Thoughts in my head make me feel shitty 
I might really jump i have no place in this city
Heart rot out many times I been sinning 

And latley 
I been crying
Beggin god like let me die B
In my car on the 5 go max speed 
Flip the whip in slo mo then pass b
Oh I don’t really know why they gas me

Oh I don’t know 
I’m gon pour a four
Bleed out on the floor
I’m rich yea I get to the souls
Yea I’m rich but don’t fuck with these hoes

Gothic rosary 
Around my entity 
No friends only Enemies 
So pls stop texting me

SGD9 GOTHIC ROSARY (aruit)

@lilkuudere
@odece

I don't know what to do
When I fall asleep I see you
I don't know what to choose
Either way I'll loose (x2) Life's tragic
Put the apples in the basket
Tore my heart so you could have it
When you got it you just vanished
Like you're magic
I'm so damaged
I'm okay though thanks for asking
I just need a little time to be alone then I'll keep standing on my feet.
I'm not dead, I'm not alive, something between something between (x2)
Yeah yeah
Something between (x2)

idkwtd (odece)

brayam: https://soundcloud.com/ogbrayam

lyrics: (´ ∀ ` *)

u aint shootin shit what u postin w that glock for
whats that glock for? whats that glock for?
beggin for a feature soundin like a lil sub whore
lil sub whore, you a sub whore
hoppin out the whip know i only ride in 4 door
toman in the back, toman in the back
bag comin in yeah i like to count a lil more
a lil more than u, a lil more than that

hop in the jet now we landin in japan
gettin a rack, countin up big bands
only rockin that bape brand
me n sora on the set yeah he my right hand
i been gettin to a check i just stick to the plan
this a crazy lil beat yeah shoutout to brayam
if u dissin on reserve you get popped like a tag, yeah yeah
only one way to go
i been shoppin soho
need a plug on the low
xans got me movin slow

(bridge)

u aint shootin shit what u postin w that glock for
whats that glock for? whats that glock for?
beggin for a feature soundin like a lil sub whore
lil sub whore, you a sub whore
hoppin out the whip know i only ride in 4 door
dreamstate in the back, dreamstate in the back
bag comin in yeah i like to count a lil more
a lil more than u, a lil more than that

(outro)

4 Door (prod. brayam)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

@prodmichael

lyrics:

ohhh x4
i cant keep doing this yea ur all up in my head
im so paranoid thinkn bout what u said
all these lies had me mislead
i was wishin i was dead

feels like i am falling down
falling down
will u pick me up when i am down
can u pls flip my frown

ohhh x4
spending all day crying
tired of all the lying
i cant keep on trying
up all night just typing

feels like i am falling down
falling down
will u pick me up when i am down
can u pls flip my frown

ohhh x4
i cant keep doing this yea ur all up in my head
im so paranoid thinkn bout what u said
all these lies had me mislead
i was wishin i was dead

ohhh [michaelwarren]

@1vacy
@ogbrayam
@ogpichu

i dont want u
why would u want me
u say it takes 2
but im not trusting
i can see right thru
ur not sayin who u really are
n its scary

who do u think u are
running around with my jar of hearts
oh bet u think ur really smart
but it didnt take u far

put me on the spot and u know i cant handle
know i cant stand u
know i cant have u
was it all for me
or was it all for you?
i cant take it, i gotta face it
everything is crashing on me cant fake it
i cant take it, i gotta face it
everything is crashing on me cant fake it

u cant hide it now
its all crumbling down
n its all coming out
i wont stop now

why u testing me?
i wont be solving
put the blame on me
and ill start laughing
what do u really see?
does it make you crazy?
what do u want from me?
can u just let me be.

why would u want me? +pichu [vacy x brayam]

MISTER MISTER (HOLLOW)

bitch.

lyrics:
that bitch like a dog like wooooof
pop me a percyy im feelin like woooooo
im in the back and im countin up blueeeee
she wanna talk now she givin me rooooof
bullets a whore they gone cum for ur mans pheeww
i mean they cum on ur plans pheeww
i mean they fuck on ur plans pheww
i might just fuck up ur plans
got marni on me
im wet like the sea
u fuckin a hoe
u fuckin a treesh
life lost in the streets
she lost in the sheets
im lost in the breesh
im gone off the weeeed
im out in LA i just touched down with keeg
she in the hotel but she dont got a key
ne-net on my body like pussy on me
and dont talk to me cuz ur pussy to me
why my name in ur mans mouth?
my dick in ur bitch south
yall be so obsessed with me like come n get ur mans now
headshot!!
man down
plssss delete ur soundcloud
u releasing music to 2 viewers and u somehow...

thinkin u the shit
we know u aint shit
thinkin u the shit
we know u aint shit

thinkin u the shit
thinkin u the shit
we know u aint shit
we know u aint shit

phewww w/ funeral (prod. guami)

enjoy.
-sora
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notes:
i'm my own worst enemy.

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