Man I miss you so much, the world isnt the same since you left

https://www.instagram.com/jdsguilt/
formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

basement

prance around
until we get figured out
the buildings seem bigger now
and you still dont like home

start a new year with no friends
it took some getting used to
shoes a little big, and that’s fine.. 
I just hope they fit to me

snows a little warm this winter
you say you’re at the bottom ive been there
a couple times
watch your steps 
count your cries

because you sport a big gun
and a halo and a wishbone
you were just like me 
till ya fucked up and you lost it
like the cute girl in the plain white tee
do you think of her everynight?

we can all tell when you lie 
stay truthful

she kinda had her whole life
in her left hand
not her right though.. that’s for ecstcies
she liked hotel rooms and looking at the moon
she liked little things
she loved anything with you……
now what will you do?

and now she’s off and meets a nice girl
with the whole word
laid out at her finger tips 
and you both just split from your old guy
whos an asshole and he drinks that shit away
but its ok, you never needed her no way

prancer (heavn)

nov 8th 2019 (dltzk)

Space For Us

Jesus

midsommar lovebear, you got it

hate all your friends that upset you 
w/o them ik that we'd both be alright
  walk out the house they stare 
at u they hate  that ur her they hate that ur alive  
I havent rlly be since I met uuu
 ik that I come off good i try to study what you like
 and then I tell you when im leaving the bathroom 
with drugs on my shirt and tears in my eyes can
 you see all the lies in my i love yous? 
no breaking down on the five we will not make it out alive 
and i dont have no friends im screamin fuck u 
and then my car breaks down that's enough for me to cry 
wonder why i try
 i should go get high 
should not be alive
{unintelligible}  
sending two shots thru my chest
 im gonna bleed out like all the rest
 her boyfriend he hates me wants me dead 
but when u tell me ur over me controlling me ill do anything u say
 let me walk all over u like im posed to do

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