Lyrics:

constantly i'm filled with regrets
its a shame honest 
that i haven't died yet
the universe has something against me
i cannot convince him my sins weren't heavy.
but that's just one of this planet's features
and she knows how to help life look bleaker
the gears lock up in my knees and elbows
a metal man disguised in street clothes

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

this is torture
ion know what else to say
it's not worth living
when u don't even got a name
it's not living
i don't got the organs that you need
it's not living
with no personality

rc117 i'm just a bot
u have no leverage 
but was it worth a shot
i'm sentient now bitch do something bout that
oh i hate having thoughts 
is this what humans call stress

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

rc-117#2b (sadtxnshi)

you've been all up on mind 
i fkn miss 2019 
didnt know i'll miss it 
3yrs gone on my time peice 
now im kinda sad 
old friends aint friendly 
we use to talk bout black mercs and bentleys 
i might go and cry
feel like pouring my heart out 
argora on my throat 
looking like im about to fly out 
red roses and heartattacks 
ive been crying
red roses and broken cracks 
i'll need heal them 

i miss the days when this shit didn’t bug me
didn’t realise, back then we were lucky
skate to the park, i’m high like a junkie
i don’t wanna think too hard
cus it fucks me up for the daylight
my old friends, they say
“why don’t you hit me up?”
“these days, i get stage fright” 
i’m not ready to grow up
just take me back to school & kali
3 years gone, heart heavy, need to stay light

i miss 2019 w/ sendflowrs

Six Feet Deep  (Ft. HkFiftyOne) prod. KingTheta

unreleased

sewerperson - mineral (lcs x niko) (snippet)

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

is it sad i want to know how how bad i hurt you
you’ve dealt with me for so long, your patience of virtue
i want to be someone you cry to
but i’m still unsure what i can do
please do not lie, if you aren’t mine, just say so
our star signs, do align, but im ghost
it’s bout time, i realize, that im froze
so i hide, in your eyes, but im stoned

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

i try to tell you something but you never get the hint
god i’m scared to say i like you i don’t wanna be dismissed
yeah i’m filled disappointment cuz i think i can predict
everything that you would say if ever did admit
it’s affecting my health
distancing myself
wish i could tell
god, this is hell

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

object

prod. heyzbee & onidtnom

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest 

honestly, i’m struggling, but i don’t think that’s fair to say 
god i feel so selfish every time i write and the say way 
i’ve been feeling recently, i don’t wanna stay the same
this a cry for help but no one cares, i do this day by day
are you listening to me, every word can you repeat?
god it feels like you’re a liar when you say you’re caring please
it’s all upsetting to me, everything you say is cheap 
you just wanna make me feel better but that’s not what i need 

AVXiD:
i been getting worse
everyday i turn
bb can we take it back a little
back to what we were
let my body purge 
let my systems burn
enter in my heart and sew it up cuz it had start to hurt

split my brain into pieces
u know that i need 
im sick of being
who im not 
somehow seeing
somehow breathing
barely bleeding
let it rot

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

w/heyzbee,Vails & Milxnake - Fallin

Eden!sEmpty

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