🕯LOATHING🕯

The next track from my EP.
produced by 
https://soundcloud.com/whos-that-clown
https://www.youtube.com/@WhosThatClown
and
https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng
https://www.youtube.com/@splashgvng

Heard this beat and instantly loved it so please go check these 2 out ^^
really talented producers
Loved making this one and hope if you're reading this you fuck with it.
more coming soon!

thanks all
🕯

Love, loathe, love, loathe, love, loathe, love, loathing (I’ve got the bullets loaded)

Life’s still getting me down, (it’s still getting me down)
Nightmares, holding me down, (I’m still seeing you now)
I’m still doubting myself, (still doubting myself)
I’m still working it out, (but am I making it out?)

Seen the summer coming, then it was over,
Gone missing, since you said it was over, now
Started drinking, and we knew it was over
The sun setting got me looking for closure, now

Wishing I was somebody else, I’d change the way I act,
Know I wasted the chance, and I can’t take it back,
I’ve been looking in the mirror lately, where you at?
If you hate me, it’s ok, cause I ain’t coming back… 

Lifes getting me, lifes getting me down, (lifes getting me down)
Who’s getting me out, (lifes getting me down)
I’m counting the days,
I’m always counting me out, (lifes getting me down)
Cause I’ve been counting my lives, and I’ve got 2 left now, (last shot with you)
They're in the chamber and they’re ready to help me… 

What if told there’s another way?, Lifes getting me now,
What if I told you I was never the same?, Lifes getting me down,
What if I told you I could end it today?, Keeps cutting me out,
Then I could sail away, Keeps holding me down,

Finish me

LOATHING

LOATHING - Prod theSoundClown / Splashgvng

Eden!sEmpty w/heyzbee & Wokely - Fallout (prod. Sapjer)

Vails x Clown “My Darling”
I saw your body next to mine 
My darling 
I was holding on your hand , whilst your feet was in the sand 
I saw your conscience leave your mind 
My darling 
Nothing ever made much sense, even in the past tense 
I hoped you’d call out for my name
My darling 
But you weren’t making any sound, so fuckin lost and never found 
I saw your passion leave your heart 
My darling 
I couldn’t help myself but cry, I know you really fucking tried
I saw this person break your bones
My darling 
It was harder than I thought, wish I could
Of played the part 
Just to save you this time
My darling 
I’m sorry that this went this way I really fucking wish I stayed 
MY DARLING 

These fucking seasons start to change 
And I still burden all the blame

I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I CARED
MY DARLING
there was differences in us 
But nothing ever changed my love
I saw your body next to mine 
My darling 
I felt your grip slip right away
And now I’m hurting every day 
I miss the way you use to say
My darling
If only i had it some how 
I think my mind could rest for now
Do you regret not staying by my side
My darling 
Cus now you’re leaving with no trace
And I’m sat here fucking disgraced 
I WANT YOU FOR THE LAST TIME
MY DARLING 

I saw your body next to mine 
My darling 
I was holding on your hand , whilst your feet was in the sand 
I saw your conscience leave your mind 
My darling 
Nothing ever made much sense, even in the past tense 
I hoped you’d call out for my name
My darling 
But you weren’t making any sound, so fuckin lost and never found 
I saw your passion leave your heart 
My darling 
I couldn’t help myself but cry, I know you really fucking tried

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My Darling

No Tomorrow ft. La Luko (prod. Lxst Ghxul)

well i found a little bit of comfort
you showed me something in a new light
that it didn't have to hurt
but im so grateful, and your so graceful 
i really do appreciate you 

what a vicious fuckin cycle
hung by the neck from a tight rope
my cells divide in odd ways when im next to you
i can't find a way to catch my breathe when you're in view
it's like i'm asthmatic 
hope we won't be back trackin
and i would carve it on my skin if it'd convice you that you're pretty
i found a comfort in the loneliness
i found in you a certain type of bliss

lay your head on my lap
let it down and let me brush your hair
take a breathe, you deserve it
baby when i die, i'll be holdin your hand

i've spent a lifetime with you in my head 
i found a sense of love i never coulda guessed
people spend their lives tryna find what we made
i think i fell for you after first names 

i've spent a lifetime with you in my head 
i found a sense of love i never coulda guessed
people spend their lives tryna find what we made
i think i fell for you after first names 
won't you hold me close, it gets cold in the night time
for several moments i could get lost in your light eyes

rest your head on my chest
take a series of deep, controlled breathes
whisper softly, your words on my neck 
tell me love, tell me what you want next

comfort in spring

Intuition w/ blospar & the sound clown ! ✨
Hope you enjoy ! 

Vails lyrics :
You Tell me stories  
Are they fantasy or fiction
I don’t need over complications
Or descriptions 
hear it back a couple
Times it’s my addiction 
I think it’s time that I express my intuition

starstuck lovers it’s the way that it was written
You got me smitten like a kitten so please listen
I think we could give everything we got
Cus otherwise we dont know
Like think I’d loose the plot

Hook

I’m really thinking I must 
But I don’t know if I should
I’ve tried restricting myself
Yet wonder maybe I could 
cause every thing that you say
Is making me dream away 
The present turns into past 
Start thinking bout this at last 

Dreaming about you is easy
But to turn that to  reality
With your words that you speak
It turns me fragile and weak
See me fall to my knees
I’m begging please let this be.
wish away all the stars
Cause this Seems like it could start


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Intuition (feat. Blospar)

Fade (Prod.TheSoundClown )

written and performed by backyard beetle
produced, mixed, and mastered by hitsomni