Abuse (feat. Vails) (prod Jake Adkinz)

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lyrics:
i'm sorry that i tend to scare you
i'm sorry x4
i don't mean to scare you
i know i'm awful
i know that sometimes i can be a handful
i don't wanna come off like i'm not grateful
people in my city makin' me hateful 
forget all the memories drinking a cup full
yea b you is forgettable
old friends, they call me an addict 
if you wanna see an addict yea this could get tragic
ill disappear real quick yea just like it's magic
i don't mean to scare u girl i'm sorry 

i been so fucked up, i been rolling up, i been smoking dope
been had a broken heart, ever since the start
n ever since the start i haven't been so smart
n ever since the start i haven't been so smart
feel like i have a curse on me
i don't think that it's possible for me to be happy 
what a tragedy what a tragedy 
guess its my destiny though guess it's my destiny though
this is my destiny ho, n ima never stop
why tf would i stop, i'm not at the top
getting fucked up doin' what i do it's how i move
it's how i move, ya it's how i fuckin' move

imsorry (prod. aureola x faidenn)

Eden!sEmpty w/heyzbee & Wokely - Fallout (prod. Sapjer)

Vails x Clown “My Darling”
I saw your body next to mine 
My darling 
I was holding on your hand , whilst your feet was in the sand 
I saw your conscience leave your mind 
My darling 
Nothing ever made much sense, even in the past tense 
I hoped you’d call out for my name
My darling 
But you weren’t making any sound, so fuckin lost and never found 
I saw your passion leave your heart 
My darling 
I couldn’t help myself but cry, I know you really fucking tried
I saw this person break your bones
My darling 
It was harder than I thought, wish I could
Of played the part 
Just to save you this time
My darling 
I’m sorry that this went this way I really fucking wish I stayed 
MY DARLING 

These fucking seasons start to change 
And I still burden all the blame

I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I CARED
MY DARLING
there was differences in us 
But nothing ever changed my love
I saw your body next to mine 
My darling 
I felt your grip slip right away
And now I’m hurting every day 
I miss the way you use to say
My darling
If only i had it some how 
I think my mind could rest for now
Do you regret not staying by my side
My darling 
Cus now you’re leaving with no trace
And I’m sat here fucking disgraced 
I WANT YOU FOR THE LAST TIME
MY DARLING 

I saw your body next to mine 
My darling 
I was holding on your hand , whilst your feet was in the sand 
I saw your conscience leave your mind 
My darling 
Nothing ever made much sense, even in the past tense 
I hoped you’d call out for my name
My darling 
But you weren’t making any sound, so fuckin lost and never found 
I saw your passion leave your heart 
My darling 
I couldn’t help myself but cry, I know you really fucking tried

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My Darling

[ZBee]

I tried my best, but I’m not enough 
I did everything, I’m not what you want
I’m so upset, yet I feel so numb 
This ain’t the first time that I did it all
I’ll hide my feelings, don’t let you see
If I did you would see the real me
I need something, left with nothing 
In the end I guess I am unlucky 

(Stop)

Don’t you know I’m in love
Need something else or I’m gone 
Not feeling it it’s not fun 
Little do you know what I’m on

[eden!sempty]

love do you know what im on
ive been faded for summers im gone
tempermental i changed my tone 
im tryna in feel in vain but theres none
Hold meeee
until im gone
Im goinnnnn
Remember this song
your love 
im glad that its gone

[ZBee]

So tell me what I did wrong
Speak out and then I bite my tongue 
Speak out and then I bite my tongue 
Too close I got burnt by the sun 
Too much I think that I’m done

not what you want (feat. eden!sempty) (neverforever)

Crystal Mind

Produced by me
Mixed and mastered by me

A voice note from 4am in 2016, the first synth-pop song I ever produced in a DAW using VSTs when I was 14, a song I wrote inspired by Breathe Carolina when I was 19, plus some extra beats I produced in Japan in 2021 
💜💜💜

Lyrics:

It's 4 am, you know I adore you
I really need to sleep, but you're always in my dreams
You, my feelings for you
I'm giving up my feelings for you
They leave me incomplete, from both lack and oversleep
It's 4 am, you know I adore you
I really need to sleep, but you're always in my dreams
I'm giving up my feelings for you
They leave me incomplete, from both lack and oversleep
I wake up, hardly able to speak to myself

And it's you and this city, that shine brighter than the sun
If I'm not one too many, then we're not already done
And I can't say much for you...
And I can't replay what we've already been through

It's a little too much, when you say it like that
But not for me, yeah
It's never enough, when you play it like that
But not for me, yeah

And it's you, you I'll leave behind
You and your crystal mind

They can't order me to stop dreaming

And it's all of the silence, that reflects the broken past
If it's already finished, then why would I turn back?
And I can't say much for you
And I can't tell you what you've never been through

© Shipwreck City Records 2024 
Vocals and lyrics published by Strung Out Songs / Sony Music Publishing 2024

Crystal Mind

Crystal Mind (Prod. Dreamsi)

lyrics

i see you move and the way that i feel
is so enticing i want something real
i know that deep down my heart is still need of some mend
i’ll do my best but tonight we can pretend

all of these lights on and i can’t tell
oh where i am but this life’s so swell
know we can do this yeah do this still
just feel the fire like burning hell

plenty want love but their love don’t end well
many don't realise that their smoke ring bells
we all wanna wear the pants but not all clothes need belts
just drop your pride don't be someone else

everything goes, everything goes
but it comes back, no one knows, no one knows
just push that, push that door just push that door
like what are you fighting for, girl like what is in store

she hopping in for a few days
i’ll turn these days in to nights
soon you’ll be living it nice
then you’ll be doing it twice

uh i've seen this life of just making cash
why wouldn’t they tell me that
know now won’t be taking back
'coz yes my love is strong but my value stronger

i don't wanna see you all, love me back
i wanna see someone, trust me back
been in this cage so long, trust me that
every time i’d leave , my world goes blank

this pain just goes in stages 
and right i’ll grow

i still got love for you
but i couldn't care
'coz i live in the moment, the moments right here

lets take a break and get some fresh air
and come right back if we're readier

everything goes

everything goes (ivn)

@hoeplessboy 
- 
sometimes i wish that i would drop dead 
suffocate just to end the pain i'm feeling 
tho its hopeless 
I can't control this 
(I) 
sometimes i wish that i would drop dead 
suffocate just to end the pain i'm feeling 
tho its hopeless 
I can't control this