https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead

lyrics
(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen
Why you gotta act like this
You fucking up my life n shit
Sparked a blunt n took a hit
I’ve been waiting for the end of it
Feel like Gucci I’m so sick of this
Grab the gun I’m gonna end this quick
Like the ocean my head will split
I’m talkin bout that Moses shit

(autumndropsdead)
let the ocean split, i could make a list
for every time i fucking lied
 it would've made you pissed
i'm sorry about that again
how long ago did it get to your head?
i know you aren't proud
yeah you hate me now
cause i turned out fine
let me lay it out
every night i'd cry
but would never shout
holding on for life
till the truth comes out
i'd take my spine, and tear it out
i can't bare it all
i got too much weight
and it really stings
so i contemplate 
i'll let my body hang
and they just say to let it roll over
they say i'm extraordinary..
and i'll admit it's kinda scary

(cyzun)
You tell me that you love me but I really don’t see it
I’ve been lying on the floor eyes glued to the ceiling
I really wanna die but you gave me a reason
Heart so fucking cold you must be a heathen

heathen w/ autumndropsdead (ahnboi)

(i say, every day
i been shaking, every day
just a mess, in my brain
in my face, you make me ashamed x2)

but you called me in the right time
in the night time, wishing for a red light
so i can cross over to you, inside ur new life
100 years is like our cap, i mean, i realize

i cant live, forever
i wish, this world was, better
instead, i am scared of, the times
that i might be gone, and not realize


i coulda done so much better
instead i hope she doesn't leave, ohhhh
i cant imagine
a life without, ur loving, and your kisses, they all mine

my life was fuckin horrible, took time and really tried
to be good by myself cant take the pressure, the meantime
im holding up myself, just like a king, i did it well

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teddy
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i wish you didn't spend your time
throwing up cuz you're so damn high
mixing pills with the liquor
as a pastime
lacing the trust i had for you, with anger and lies
i miss you but i don't miss you
i should've done better, but i was in love with every one of your issues
because we shared them
no sobriety in moments that we carried them
every memory, and moment, imma bury it
cause all you are is a blast to the past
ion mean it like that, you're just bad for me
im bad for you too, mixing drugs with you
i should've let you go 
when it was long 
overdue

I Could've Done So Much Better w/ teddyboi (prod.ural)

i got a brittle old heart that could break from a glance 
i got a busted up guitar and my only pick is my hand
and i ain't made it this far without taking a chance
some people see some bits and pieces of me it's not who i am 'cause

they say there's time 
they say they in love too hell nah
this life of mine
don't mind breaking me every time  

she got a beautiful voice
i like it when she sings 
she looks a bit like neile adams i look like steve mcqueen 
and i ain't made it this far without taking some drugs 
how much of me is even left?

they say there's time 
they say they in love too hell nah 
this life of mine
don't mind breaking me

life of mine w/ acey

i dont feel well
i been in my own hell
I don't even feel like myself
you hold me deep in a cell (x2)

I don't feel right
all the days go by
I dont even know why
why you did to my mind
its never what it seems
so now I'm stuck inside the seams
I'm sleep deprived, i hear the rings
I'm never feeling anything
I'm never feeling what i 

i dont feel well
i been in my own hell
I don't even feel like myself
you hold me deep in a cell (x2)

you had me ruined from the start
you stabbed me deep inside the heart
i know you thought that it was art
but now its sending me to dark
i know you never even cared
you had me bleeding just to stare
i know I'm fiendn for the stairs
I'm going to climb up, make it there

i dont feel well
i been in my own hell
I don't even feel like myself
you hold me deep in a cell (x2)

I don't feel right
all the days go by
I dont even know why
why you did to my mind
its never what it seems
so now I'm stuck inside the seams
I'm sleep deprived, i hear the rings
I'm never feeling anything
I'm never feeling what i

i don't feel well (prod. nitro)

Prod. cxrter + Yunny Goldz

Lessthanfriends:
https://soundcloud.com/1lessthanfriends
https://linktr.ee/lessthanfriends
https://www.instagram.com/1lessthanfriends

Lyrics:

Bins:
yeah its been a while, I been on my own
right now I think I need you, hit me on my phone
yeah I really wanna see you, I feel all alone
yeah I been here for a while, I been on my own (x2)

LTF:
baby you were the only thing
i could call home
ever since you left
i been feelin so alone
why she always start problems
when i hit her phone 
if she really loved me
guess ill never know

but i know now what i wish i did
dyin in the booth bitch im high as shit
feelin like i died but i never got to live
tried to kill myself and it haunts me still
yeah it haunts me still

yeah it haunts me still
smoke a little bud
cause i dont want to feel
and i miss you still
if you come back
we could help each other heal

Bins:
yeah its been a while, I been on my own
right now I think I need you, hit me on my phone
yeah I really wanna see you, I feel all alone
yeah I been here for a while, I been on my own (x2)

had to do it by myself
no I never needed help
no I never needed you
I never needed all that hell
and how I did it on my own
I had to do it alone
you never hit me on my phone
you only left me in my zone

no one ever wanted me 
they only wanted me to leave
I know I never really seem
i never followed in your lead
I never really knew a thing
i know i couldn't really bring
no, i couldnt really see 
you would better after me

yeah i knew we got along and now we're moving on
or that we never get to talk so I'm writing on a song
but i hope you feel the best, you were better than the rest
we should of stayed just friends, don't know whats now next

yeah its been a while, I been on my own
right now I think I need you, hit me on my phone
yeah I really wanna see you, I feel all alone
yeah I been here for a while, I been on my own (x3)

For A While (ft. LessThanFriends) Prod. cxrter + Yunny Goldz

i have had a lot of hard times in my life but when talking about love i freeze....every love is like a wilted rose falling apart petal by petal till there's nothing left but dust.

w/Luvflorent - Leaf (prod.LUI)

Eden!sEmpty