“rememberme” more like remembermycharges

My Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ninewaterss/
56Ca$h's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/56cashh/

(Written in December 2020)

existential ft. 56ca$h (prod. ninewaters)

gunnr - flash! (prod. pakzz) #GUNNR10KFC

conclusion; the end of an era
produced by @idlyblare
<3

lyrics:
sing me a song and tell me everything is normal
its been months since i had felt at all, im tryna keep it formal with the
things that i say to those who don’t quite get the most of me
its harder to find out when
they’re leaving

find me a stone & write my name in tiny letters
if u throw it far enough then you and i are stuck together for the
rest of our years or just as long as you put up with me
i know that it has to end
you’re leaving

so if i go
no complaints
we’ll take it slow
until we break

i shop the windows of this breezy inner city
hoping for some inspiration, maybe i’ll find something pretty in the
regurgitation of my life in front of you
i put myself for sale, just wondering
if you still want me too

i break the habits of my past, im nothin better than a
old pair of shoes that no one wears until they gotta
but its
nothing personal
something terminal

i saw the rain
reflecting off your windowsill
i took the pain i gathered
turned it into chlorophyll
who knows the way
we’ll fall back into open arms
i tried to find it comforting
here i am with battle scars

learning to lose

chlorophyll [idly blare]

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prod.bequite
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lyrics:
i'll try
try and fix it 
try and fix it 
i'll try
i feel so alone
i feel so alone

dead guy walking around can’t even talk right 
tough guy said he don’t need friends he don’t need no one
love life looking so tragic he ain’t for no one
gun fight straight to his head he ain’t fight no one 

keep on looking to the sky just to save my soul
but there’s only one place i’ll go 
in the end its all just torn 

i tried everything i could but it dont feel right 
i did everything i could but its still not fine 
i do everything i should just to lose my mind
still in line for the day that i lose my life 

and its all in my grasp
and i didn’t wanna say goodbye 
no i didn’t wanna say goodbye 
but i didn’t want a second time

digress lately have a feeling i should try less 
no text prickin’ all my fingers with a thumb tack
tragic, nosebleed, do you even know me?
please just go and save yourself 
‘cause there’s nothing left for me

keep on looking to the sky just to save my soul
but there’s only one place i’ll go 
in the end its all just torn 

i tried everything i could but it dont feel right 
i did everything i could but its still not fine 
i do everything i should just to lose my mind
still in line for the day that i lose my life 
try to run and hide but you can’t survive 
it happens over and over again 
try to run and hide but you can’t survive
no you can’t survive 
fuck! 

nah nah 
and its all in my grasp
and i didn’t wanna say goodbye

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i got too many pics on my line
i got too many thoughts on my mind baby
we dont see the same now i feel blind
i been making songs just to pass time baby
she dont want me singing like that
she dont want me feeling like that
baby i got scars on my back
i got weed in my lap
i got ur head in my lap
the whole room claps when i snap
but im gonna cry when i get back
i will cry when i get back
baby i cant call u if its night time
please dont let me hold u back if its not the right time
we only live once so i want u to have a nice life
every time we argue feel like im the one to break ice
i dont live the same life
bae i dont expect u to save mine
if tonights my last night u kno imma pray right
baby ill be okay u dont gotta stay like
im a grownup these things shouldnt waste time
i spend hundreds on programs to perfect the voice lines
but u say i sound best when i sing on car rides
i think its ironic how the only way that i can say my thoughts to u
are all in my files
i got lyrics for miles
void in personality
i fill it with style
angel numbers showing up
im waiting for the angels arrival
n i been crying so much lately feel like a child
havent seen u in a while

withdrawal broke my conscious
slowing up
pouring up
five missed calls im fucking up
all these texts ive been stalling
im sorry
its not u baby
its me
sometimes i feel like i can see the future
every day that i dont record i feel like a loser
i dont like people so i make money off my computer
catch me in the back of the party sipping shooters
i been trying to make some shit that sound newer
but every single thing i make just sounds the same it never ends
i kno life is beautiful but all i see is streets from my window
feel alone in a room full of people

blind  (p. Elvix)

[intro]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

[verse]
I have a habit of running away from all of my problems
I know I should solve them
it's becoming less like it is an option and more of a bother
put the blame on my father
I'm chronically smoking narcotics to cure all of my conflicts
astonished at what I've accomplished
still im unwanted
I'm always exhausted
this system is toxic

I'm tempted to test if I'm bulletproof
the only escape to this cruel abuse
you made the mistakes but you're mad at me
your betrayal is something that frightens me
I'm constantly seen as the enemy
I never wanted to admit defeat
your failure to change your insensitive ways
caused the double-edged sword to devour me

[chorus]
So talk your shit behind my back
you've always been just like the rest
you never ask what's in my head
a zombie trapped inside my bed
and comment on the way I sleep
I've given room for you to speak
pretend you gave a fuck 'bout me
I've always been the black sheep

Black Sheep (prod. DESPAIRINTOASHES)

produced by jolst and metlast
mastered by nate2timez
mixed and written by me




you tip-toed
your shadow

you tip-toed past the bedroom
your shadow cast from the lit moon
shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax
i’ll hold on to what i once knew
regardless whether any of its true
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

go back to a time when i was defenseless 
oh god i must resist this
i’m playing with the damaged
parts of my mind, that might never recover
it’s hard to define, what’s black and white and color

fall leaves reminding me that it’s over
dissociated 3 months to find closure
just to figure out that life sober
isn’t what i want it sounds torture

isn’t what i want that shit sounds like fuckin torture 
thought i saw her in the background just found out it’s not her
now my heart is broken the way she ditched me at the concert
baby girl it’s all for you don’t you leave me with my heart hurt

you tip-toed past the bedroom
your shadow cast from the lit moon
shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax
i’ll hold on to what i once knew
regardless whether any of its true
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

shows through the window every night you stabbed my back
now when i comes november i isolate just to relax 
memories scattered across my brain just like its glass
if i combine the pieces in my head i might relapse

u tip-toed past the bedroom (metlast x jolst)

(Lyrics)

Oh-oh
Ohh-ohh
Ohhh
I don’t know I might be stupid for all this but I really don’t know what else to do so…yeah

I know you’re sad and tired (I know I know)
I wish I could lift you higher but I cant (Ohh)
But just give me a chance (One last time to be your man)
Even you know that I’d kill for you
Even myself but I didn’t so I’d live for you

I don’t mean to be a bother I don’t mean to annoy you (sorry this whole situation is just fucked I don’t what to say)
I just wanna adore you
So bae put your hand on mine
I don’t wanna go the road we’re going
So hold on tight

Til the end of time
Cus I know all your secrets
I know what you’re keeping
I know you got bodies
I know where you keep em
Hope I don’t join em when you decide to leave
Oh why did you end up leaving

Like after everything I’m so confused on how you just gave up like I- 
I can hear-
Like I can hear you wanting to leave
Like I don’t- I tried I really tried for you I stg I did but I-
I just don’t know what to say anymore I’m sorry

And after everything like I’m still proud to love you that’s what’s crazy

-Isaiah

before i go

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PUSH ME / JEALOUSY (Prod. Brexkdxnce)

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lyrics:

I guess you’re into high school kids 
so let’s go to a math class
teach you fucking lessons about who’s ass u cannot grab
let’s get into this lecture, hope you get ur questions right 
Cause every answer u get wrong I’ll smack ur ass big time

Here’s something to think about
The girl was only 16 
Minus only three years and now she’s 13
Minus three years on u and you’re still a fucking adult
Did this simple fucking math but you don’t like care at all

bitch what the fuck, are you on fucking shrooms?
not only that are you on a fucking minor too?
Give me something bladed or something that can shoot,
I’ll pop your fatass until you look like a fucking flute
Uhh

Don I’m fucking mad, you’re the S tier rage bait
God I’m fucking done I just wanna see you lay dead
lay dead, dying on the pavement 
face it, all these dudes hate you but I wish you just stay dead

DIE MOTHER FUCKER DIE I dont like you
CRY MOTHERFUCKER CRY I dont like you
THINK MOTHERFUCKER THINK I dont like you
SCREAM MOTHERFUCKER SCREAM like you always do

Look at you on insta, i can count the pimples 
all the dots on ur face, that shit always visible 
how the fuck you 21 and 50 at the same time
You make Jack Nicholson look like a solid 9

BITCH YOURE 21 ON ROBLOX AT A DAMN MCDONALDS
THINK UR FUCKING COOL IM ACTUALLY ASTONISHED 
ANY GIRL DATED YOU, BUT HONESTLY THEY DONT COUNT
UR MAIN WAY OF TALKING IS DISCORD HEY LOOK AT WHAT I- oh fuck

YOUR ASS CANNOT PULL SHIT, I BET YOU FUCKING STINK (fart)
MOMMY KICKED YOU OUT THE HOUSE CUZ SHE THINK U A CREEP 
BEG UR SIS FOR SHELTER AND THEN U WENT AND DRANK BOY
I KNOW U WERE LYING WHEN YOU SAID YOU WERE DRUNK BOY

THESE TEXTS YOU SENT TO THIS FUCKING MINOR BY THE WAY
ARE HONESTLY THE FREAKIEST THINGS IVE SEEN TO THIS DAY
I BET UR MOM SAW THIS AND FUCKING WENT INSANE
BOY I HOPE YOU MAD CUZ IM STILL NOT FUCKING DONE (yay!)

REMEMBER THAT DUDE ZINFUL, HE WAS FUCKING WEIRD
CRAZY THAT THE BITCH HE TALKED TOO WAS ACTUALLY LIKE 13
WE MADE THAT DISS TRACK ON HIM, I KNOW YOU REMEMBER
FOR-SHADOWING THE FINEST BETRAYAL THAT IVE HEARD

REM YOURE A PEDO GUYS HES A PEDO
IMA KEEP GOING UNTIL UR ASS IN JAIL
THINK UR FUCKING SAFE BOY YOU KNOW I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE
INTERNET SAFTEY IS IMPORTANT AINT IT?

REM I KNOW YOU HEARD MY DISS, YOU LIKE FUCKING ANAL
YOU LIKE LITTLE GIRLS BUT WERNT U TOO PUSSY TO SAY IT
SAID UR ASS WAS DRUNK BUT NOBODY BELIEVES IT
FUCK YOU REM UR SMALLER THAN MY PENIS

Oh yea pyro told me yo ex didn’t fuck u cuz ur dick small.

welcome to math class kids!

when all is said and done, will you remember him?

welcome to math class kids!

EEEEEE

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