when all is said and done, will you remember him?

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(Written in December 2020)

existential ft. 56ca$h (prod. ninewaters)

gunnr - flash! (prod. pakzz) #GUNNR10KFC

conclusion; the end of an era
produced by @idlyblare
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lyrics:
sing me a song and tell me everything is normal
its been months since i had felt at all, im tryna keep it formal with the
things that i say to those who don’t quite get the most of me
its harder to find out when
they’re leaving

find me a stone & write my name in tiny letters
if u throw it far enough then you and i are stuck together for the
rest of our years or just as long as you put up with me
i know that it has to end
you’re leaving

so if i go
no complaints
we’ll take it slow
until we break

i shop the windows of this breezy inner city
hoping for some inspiration, maybe i’ll find something pretty in the
regurgitation of my life in front of you
i put myself for sale, just wondering
if you still want me too

i break the habits of my past, im nothin better than a
old pair of shoes that no one wears until they gotta
but its
nothing personal
something terminal

i saw the rain
reflecting off your windowsill
i took the pain i gathered
turned it into chlorophyll
who knows the way
we’ll fall back into open arms
i tried to find it comforting
here i am with battle scars

learning to lose

chlorophyll [idly blare]

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prod.bequite
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lyrics:
i'll try
try and fix it 
try and fix it 
i'll try
i feel so alone
i feel so alone

dead guy walking around can’t even talk right 
tough guy said he don’t need friends he don’t need no one
love life looking so tragic he ain’t for no one
gun fight straight to his head he ain’t fight no one 

keep on looking to the sky just to save my soul
but there’s only one place i’ll go 
in the end its all just torn 

i tried everything i could but it dont feel right 
i did everything i could but its still not fine 
i do everything i should just to lose my mind
still in line for the day that i lose my life 

and its all in my grasp
and i didn’t wanna say goodbye 
no i didn’t wanna say goodbye 
but i didn’t want a second time

digress lately have a feeling i should try less 
no text prickin’ all my fingers with a thumb tack
tragic, nosebleed, do you even know me?
please just go and save yourself 
‘cause there’s nothing left for me

keep on looking to the sky just to save my soul
but there’s only one place i’ll go 
in the end its all just torn 

i tried everything i could but it dont feel right 
i did everything i could but its still not fine 
i do everything i should just to lose my mind
still in line for the day that i lose my life 
try to run and hide but you can’t survive 
it happens over and over again 
try to run and hide but you can’t survive
no you can’t survive 
fuck! 

nah nah 
and its all in my grasp
and i didn’t wanna say goodbye

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i got too many pics on my line
i got too many thoughts on my mind baby
we dont see the same now i feel blind
i been making songs just to pass time baby
she dont want me singing like that
she dont want me feeling like that
baby i got scars on my back
i got weed in my lap
i got ur head in my lap
the whole room claps when i snap
but im gonna cry when i get back
i will cry when i get back
baby i cant call u if its night time
please dont let me hold u back if its not the right time
we only live once so i want u to have a nice life
every time we argue feel like im the one to break ice
i dont live the same life
bae i dont expect u to save mine
if tonights my last night u kno imma pray right
baby ill be okay u dont gotta stay like
im a grownup these things shouldnt waste time
i spend hundreds on programs to perfect the voice lines
but u say i sound best when i sing on car rides
i think its ironic how the only way that i can say my thoughts to u
are all in my files
i got lyrics for miles
void in personality
i fill it with style
angel numbers showing up
im waiting for the angels arrival
n i been crying so much lately feel like a child
havent seen u in a while

withdrawal broke my conscious
slowing up
pouring up
five missed calls im fucking up
all these texts ive been stalling
im sorry
its not u baby
its me
sometimes i feel like i can see the future
every day that i dont record i feel like a loser
i dont like people so i make money off my computer
catch me in the back of the party sipping shooters
i been trying to make some shit that sound newer
but every single thing i make just sounds the same it never ends
i kno life is beautiful but all i see is streets from my window
feel alone in a room full of people

blind  (p. Elvix)

(Lyrics)

Oh-oh
Ohh-ohh
Ohhh
I don’t know I might be stupid for all this but I really don’t know what else to do so…yeah

I know you’re sad and tired (I know I know)
I wish I could lift you higher but I cant (Ohh)
But just give me a chance (One last time to be your man)
Even you know that I’d kill for you
Even myself but I didn’t so I’d live for you

I don’t mean to be a bother I don’t mean to annoy you (sorry this whole situation is just fucked I don’t what to say)
I just wanna adore you
So bae put your hand on mine
I don’t wanna go the road we’re going
So hold on tight

Til the end of time
Cus I know all your secrets
I know what you’re keeping
I know you got bodies
I know where you keep em
Hope I don’t join em when you decide to leave
Oh why did you end up leaving

Like after everything I’m so confused on how you just gave up like I- 
I can hear-
Like I can hear you wanting to leave
Like I don’t- I tried I really tried for you I stg I did but I-
I just don’t know what to say anymore I’m sorry

And after everything like I’m still proud to love you that’s what’s crazy

-Isaiah

before i go

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PUSH ME / JEALOUSY (Prod. Brexkdxnce)

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lyrics:

I loved you like a brother, how could this be so true? 
I trusted you when no one would and now I feel screwed,
everybody doggin you, you’re piled with regrets,
well I’m hoping that you’re rotting in ur room feeling worthless

Donovan turner I don’t give a fuck bitch
Rot in ur grave cuz ur the one I trusted
Gave you so much money cuz ur fucking broke like
you’re not wanted and no one fucking likes you

You’re literally so broke you went and did a robbery 
but ur ass so poor you only stole 200
Told me that ur mom don’t look at you too fondly
faked an OD to get views insta kinda oddly

Fucked that I trusted you after everything,
I don’t even care that you carried all my streams
cuz after all of this, I do know one thing
Rem you’re a fake, broke lair I hope that u see


Next on my list you apparently like kids,
It’s not hard to talk to a grownup 
honestly grow up, ur a fucking adult
discord creep ass mother fucker at most

How the fuck we remember you when you fucking like kids
Diddy on steroids, Drake if he saw me
child pred locked up, hope you fucking like it
all the dudes in there see yo ass and they inside it

Now ur fucking gay, chocolate star into a circle 
asshole gaping wide, even gorlock crawls inside it
begging to the God above for some kind of worm hole
who knew that fucking portal was ur fucking asshole

you reap what you sow

EEEEEE

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