Some Girl Named Misery

plastic casket (p. thornskin)

this is a version of the first song I ever wrote that I'm definitely going to re-record, but I like the memories I have of recording it too much to delete it. It's from the perspective of a guy who used to be in a black metal band looking back on his career

Bleeding knife (laundry version)

sappy track about making the worst out of every situation. I wrote this song after a bout of really bad depression and immediately felt like laughing after I finished it, I really meant every word I wrote but for some reason that made it sooo perfectly corny to me that I can't help but smile when I hear it. 

I wish I was never born

Song about my mom. 

those bottle bottom eyes 
looksy that poisoned world 
those bottle bottom eyes 
looksy that poisoned world 

Sunburnt and left to sting too long 
ferment another minute on just one song 
all out of breath yeah the subjects been beat to death 
and you felt now how "wow you're really broke" 

and I hate my mother's hair I mean 
don't it kinda look like mine? 
just rolled on out of bed 
coffee held up next to mine 
smoking up all your pot that's fine 

but those bottle bottom eyes 
just see that poisoned world 
those bottle bottom eyes 
looksy that poisoned world
looksy that poison

when those bottle bottom eyes 
can't see that poisoned world 
those bottle bottom eyes 
can't see your little girl 
can't see your little girl 
looksy that poisoned world 


Boddolboddomeyesh

(im fucked up in the crip eating sun chips)
(harvest cheddar and what not)

i'm looking down from saturn
i wonder if i matters
when you're talking fix your stature
we out here smoking on that batter

i got molly on my body
i make bread, sorry not sorry
in my head that shit get dark
MIA how i embark

you not bite bitch you all bark
yall too nasty i could barf
m911 on my arms
MBCC we go far

i could give a seminar
my gun emo we keep scars
muzzle flashing in the dark
turn his body into tar

turn his body into slush
this shit red just like the blood
if this not backwoods its a dutch
i got good weed in my clutch

i got fanta in my mud
if you dont like it suck these nuts
when i go with her she need crutch
saw your bitch i hold a grudge

i got shells yeah i got slugs
if you steady talking tough
tat my name onto her butt
i fuck with whores i like sluts

i'm looking down from saturn
i wonder if i matters
when you're talking fix your stature
we out here smoking on that batter (2x)

i got molly on my body
i make bread, sorry not sorry
in my head that shit get dark
MIA how i embark

you not bite bitch you all bark
yall too nasty i could barf
m911 on my arms
MBCC we go far

I LOVE SLUTS (+shades)

When I’m your animal, I feel like something
So when you tell me eat, I’ll eat
And when you tell me breathe, I’ll breathe 
Whatever you need I’ll be
Whatever you need I’ll be
So bring me the leash 
I’ll survive off what you leave

I don’t have limbs
I destroyed them
I don’t need earth
You make my teeth hurt
So I just grind them
Until they don’t work (no)
Wish i was better at putting me first 
At putting me first (no)
Need time to digress
Wish I could hurt her

So when you tell me eat, I’ll eat
And when you tell me breathe, I’ll breathe 
Whatever you need I’ll be
Whatever you need I’ll be
Depends my mindset 
On if I leave earth
Know it won’t hurt her
Need time to digress 
On if I leave earth
Know it won’t hurt her
Wish I could hurt her

i'm your animal (prod. neverforever)

https://band.link/TPFII

effigy body - @effigybody
https://www.instagram.com/effigybody/

[INKIVI]
I thought you were everything to me
But now I know I was fucking wrong
Just pray for me
I hope I die really soon
Don't cry for me
I know you really won't

[sleepyjoss]
I need you
I know it’s difficult 
But try to see me through 
You don’t
You don’t need nobody unless you’re talking to me 
You don’t 
You don’t
You can tell I’m a fiend for your body by the way that I bleed
So baby can you tell me why you’re upset
Did you take the wrong turn are we home yet
I won’t try to bother you when I’m nauseous
I don’t need you
I don’t need you

[INKIVI]
I thought you were everything to me
But now I know I was fucking wrong
Just pray for me
I hope I die really soon
Don't cry for me
I know you really want

I Thought You Were Everything To Me (feat. effigy body)

I believe this is the 2nd song I ever wrote, probably when I was 19 or 20. 

Gone off to drink something awful
And she's rigid and broken up like the glass shards of a bottle 
Spit and slur what I ought to hear 
Steering clear of the whiskey is she? I hardly think she'll miss me 

Doubt it sorry but I'm not impressed 
You're no good really think you did your best 

Sea shell etchings on the floor boards 
Busted neon lightbulb hanging sideways off the door 
Flung thru the window I know to cover my ears 
Composed thru the stress the mess of unbecoming years

Head home sorry but you had your luck
You're no good always been a bitter fuck

And you've always been a burnout 
You've always been a bitter fuck 

Never ending October 
Gonna make it harder to keep it alone keep it sober
You keep on repeating some disorder call it 
Forever falling out of home out of order 
Come make it over 

Burnout Bitter-Fuck

i lose :) prod. silver+methboiswag+deadinparis

aka sleepyjoss
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i'm your animal (prod. neverforever)

effigy body

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