you belong here.

WELCOME YOU BIG BALLS!! 
 LAST UPDATED: SEPTEMBER 20, 2025
PROFILE PIC: Shay, GHOST and Pals old OC persona

EMOJI STATUS!! 
🪶-touching grass
👻-listening to GHOST AND PALS
🌧-it's rainy/cloudy weather where I am
😵‍💫-feeling sick af
💥-self harm or some shit
🩼-idk what to do with my life
🫀-no self harm any time soon
🫧-bored, YOU CAN TALK W/ME! 
⛓️‍💥-at my mums house
💫-super bored
🕸-not gonna be on SoundCloud for a while
👁‍🗨- PLAYING ROBLOX
🐙-at my dads house
📰- DRAWING OR DOING ART
🪽-i hate what my life is doing rn
🛟-SLEEPING (rarely) 
🪼-showering times! 
🫙-I'm in school rn, DON'T TALK
🫨-SUMMER BREAK (or just the weekends) 
🌟-the day I finally become thin enough 
🥩-feeling worthless
😖-I just cried/crying? 
🎉-special event! (birthday party?) 
🦷-new music artist found/rediscovered?? 
🪐-found a new interest!! 
☆彡彡 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐭 ミミ☆

𝙸𝚍𝚔 𝚒𝚏 𝙸'𝚖 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚊 𝙼𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚎 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚣 𝚏𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝, 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚘𝚗, 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚒𝚜 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚣𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐😭✌

ｍｅｎｔａｌ ｈｅａｌｔｈ ｉｓ ｒｏｔｔｉｎｇ... 

I want to be a Vocaloid producer/vsynth user like Ghost💔😭

TOP 3 ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT:
1. GHOST and Pals
2. Madilyn Mei
3. Jazmin Bean

 HONORABLE MENTIONS (ARTISTS):
1. Crystal Castles
2. MARINA and the Diamonds
3. Lemon Demon
4. FEMTANYL 
5. STOMACH BOOK

TOP 5 SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. Colorbars - GHOST and Pals
2. 1-800- BBNO$
3. At least I'd Be a Cowboy! -Madilyn Me
4.Tho Im a Tortoise-Madilyn Mei

HONORABLE MENTIONS(SONGS) :
1. Alphabet Boy- Melanie Martinez
2. Broadcast Illusion- GHOST and Pals8
3. Fighting with the Melody- Jimmy Urine
4. American Healthcare- Penelope Scott
5. Ready to Die- Andrew W.K
6. Less than Three- DiskoWarp
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☆ fave colors:☆Gray, Navy Blue, Black, Brown, Forest Green
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☆fave thing to do☆: listen to music, imagine scenarios, sketch and draw, FANARTTSSSS☆
Pinterest exploring, roblox, on C. AI??? ╚══════✮❁•°❀°•❁✮══════╝
☆nationalitys: 🇧🇪🇩🇪🇷🇺🇺🇦🇸🇯🇸🇪🇲🇨

✯pronouns✯: 
(THEY//HE)!! 
OR JUST ANY PRONOUNS!! 🍮🎀

☆flags☆: Non-Binary, Aroace, Genderfluid, Lesbian, Transmasc
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༶•┈┈⛧┈♛ 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑠!!♛┈⛧┈┈•
Melanie Martinez
Mitski
Maretu and Hatsune Miku
MARINA
BANSHEE
Mother Mother
Sodikken
Cults
IhasCupquake!!
crystal castles
6arelyhuman
Lumi Athena
Kate Bush 
Yaelokre
S3rl or S3RL
Grimes
Pastel Ghost
Dua Lipa
NECO ARC !!
sopiaaaaaaajkl;3001
LEMON DEMON
VOCALOID!!
GHOST and Pals
Beach Bunny  
Nirvana 
ACDC
Mettalica
Andrew W.K
Jack Stauber
Jasmin Bean
My Chemical Romance
Mindless Self Indulgence
JUICE WRLD
Disko Warp
KITTIE
Will Wood and the Tapeworms
PUNK CHRIST
Pepoyo
PIERCE THE VEIL
𝙵𝚎𝚖𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚢l
STOMACH BOOK
Asteria
Odetari
Avril Lavigne
Alanis Morissette
Machine Girl
Korn
Deftones
The Living Tombstone
ACDC
Iron Maiden
RAMMESTEIN
GUMMYBEAR
AViVA
Baby Bugs
System of a Down
Green Day

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I honestly hate CRK and HH and Sprunki and TADC😭💔 it's too brainrotted and annoying

☆my fave fandoms☆
DDLC
zavodila FNF
Yandere Simulator
Sims 4
Alien Stage
Happy tree friends
Sanrio
Lacey's Wardrobe
SCP Dr Bob
Maryoshka
YAELOKRE
PJSK OR PROJECT DIVA
Sally Face
Betty Boop
Omori
Bloody Mary
Fran Bow
MLP
Ikigusare Idols
Needy Streamer Overload
Bendy and the Ink Machine
BFDI/BFB
Agretsuko
Splatoon!! 
Skullgirls
Please Don't hug me, I'm scared
Panty and Stocking
Danganronpa
Precure
Mad Father
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☆☆☆☆☆FaCts aBouT mE Cuz☆☆☆☆

☆ my self harm day is the 19th of every month since March 2025(≧◡≦) ♡

☆ my fave artist is Ghost and Pals or Yonezu

☆ my top fave fandom is Ghost and Pals

☆ I'm fr0m Germany

☆ my fave Melanie era is prob Crybaby OR After School EP

☆ I have ADHD, AND OCD

𖤐I LOVE DAYCORE MORE THAN NIGHTCORE!!

»»————> Thats it I guess<————««
MY DMs are open too okay💔


NO, NOT MY CHEESE CAKE, NOT MY CHEESE CAKKKKEEEEEE

i am an independent musician who makes silly songs for projects and personal enjoyment.

you belong here.

ellie