circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry (Outro)

ON SUM MARILYN MANSON SHIT
MY BABY SHE DOIN HER DANCE N SHI
IM INSIDE HA PANTS ND SHE DANCE
LIKE THEY FULL OF SUM ANTS OR SUM SHI
BABY GO DO YA LUH DANCE N SHIT
EAT HA.............COOKIE FOR DINNER
IMA SORE LOSER I DONT LOSE IMMA WINNER
SHE AINT EVA FELT DIS WAY MY FOOT ALL UP IN HA
IM NOT NEW TO DIS SHIT WONT REPENT IMA PROUD SINNER

[I DO NOT CONDONE ANY OF THE HEINOUS ACTIONS MARILYN MASON HAS COMMITED I AM TALKING PURELY FROM AN ARTISTIC/MUSICAL SENSE.] 😭😂✌️

MARILYN 25

CALCiUM

shitty accumulated beat work; from dec 2024 - may 2025, artwork by me
sorry if the transitions are wack i lost the project file i made compiling the beats.

dm me for pricing. butchfox on discord, other links in bio.

clips w/ @elxnce @kmoethekid @kingfelix @ticoxxx @seraphicwings @artisama @silasroe @dreamno7e @bbyazul4k @4diegoborn @histarkey @manmelter @gmodravemix

rehash

Said i owed you a profit, I know
Whatever it is, you might have lost it
Just keep going, don't stop
Thinking about the days we hated each other
Do you hate me now? (If you do, that's alright)
You tell me that i'm in your sleep in every weather (Can't get it back, all you do is let go)

I don't want to go right to that place again
And everytime i cry, why does it end with the pain?

(If you ain't got no-)
No, love, if you hear me you know im not there right now
(If you ain't got no-)
Stay awake for me baby i know I've been gone
(If you ain't got no-)
No one left, it would kill me just to be like you right now, right now, no
(If you ain't got no-)
I know i bluffed it all, but baby (Don’t stop, D-Don’t stop)

We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
x2

I know i bluffed it all but baby
I know i bluffed it all but baby

Don't Stop, Go On Forever

IT'S BEEN 5 MONTHS!!!!

First, a tracklist:

1. [0:00-1:39] Kick the Ground
All done by me, inspired after just getting into music again by my friend Phyll. 
2. [1:40-3:51] Achorda & Cvrsed (@cvrsed1) – Ouch
Our work together was not split by drop, inspired by experimenting with my own approach on Footwork, as well as the work of DJPJMADEDISTRACK, a very amazing Footwork producer. 
3. [3:52-4:55] New Birds
Inspired by Tobi Lacroix & Wesley Stoker, extremely talented musicians with even better lyrics. I couldn't make anything that levelled to their work, but I tried my hardest from my own emotions. 
4. [4:56-7:03] Mousey
Inspired by dorian concept, and his usage of physical synths. This was the first time I had ever used a Moog IRL before!
5. [7:04-8:52] Improv #2 (Seaborne)
Inspired by a progression I couldn't get out of my head, as well as the Kenny Barron voicing. 

Second, a few words: 
I made it my goal in life to not totalize anything, to really concentrate myself around a balance of all structure– if it did exist– in my life. I got a ton of new books that I really love, and I have read through almost everything in my original shelf. I am a better person, I have learned from mistakes that I have definitely made and owned up to. I still hold on to something (not hope) that a lot of my past friendships would come to a resolution, but I found that that is not something worth centering myself around pursuing. I want to find people that I can center myself around, that I can let myself go in, and, most importantly, find the ability to completely collaborate with. I don't want to belong to any unjust hierarchy, any misinterpretation (if they exist), or anything I can fix to be healthy for the people I care so deeply for. 

P.S. I got a Harmony Korine tattoo and I love it.

Since I last spoke, ... I will add upon my words. (Tape)

Never again v1 + elxnce

first drop extremely ib @klypht

1K. genuinely thank you, i seriously did NOT think i would be able to reach that kind of milestone doing what i do, but it means the world, so thank you. 

I love you all, and a huge shoutout to everyone in @sounddesignday for pushing me to become a better version of me

new things soon, if i can :)

-jackson ryan "ssoh" burns

a thousand

Feora, Lucas Cooper, VGM Yume - Pokemon League (Night) - Pokemon Diamond & Pearl (Lofi)

chill deep vibey tune for studying or chillin

CALCiUM

dylan.