LAZERDIM1300 - u lucky bastard [Shadowm1XX] ↑_(Φ w Φ;)Ψ

final single before healing music iii - album out so soon  right around the end of spring or the beginning of summer
w/ https://soundcloud.com/4ntifreeze
https://fanlink.tv/pastmyself
www.egomackey.com
and i been stressin close to sick, praying that i ain far from rich,
fumbled plenty opportunities but sumn gotta stick, if i keep it goin cant switch,
wondering will i die from this, why do i still try with this,
just to get so sick, just to make me act a bitch, when the withdraw hits, 
life sometimes just feels like shit, and nothing else really feels like itll fix,
when i know its been killing me, killing me for years just so softly, 
hide away get sick just to save my body, already lost my mind by now probably, 
and i been stressin close to sick, praying that i ain far from rich,
fumbled plenty opportunities but sumn gotta stick, if i keep it goin cant switch,
wondering will i die from this, why do i still try with this,
just to get so sick, just to make me act a bitch, when the withdraw hits, 
life sometimes just feels like shit, and nothing else really feels like itll fix,
when i know its been killing me, killing me for years just so softly, 
hide away get sick just to save my body, already lost my mind by now probably, 

what do i need to do, to work it out,
what do i need to do, to get past myself,
stuck in my head for years, barely was ever here,
tried to face my fears, and the mistakes now i see clear, 
im sorry if i did you wrong,

sometimes i needa smoke a lil, just to keep me from cryin,
past few years been tough too many friends dying,
but shit you know i sitll gotta be tryin, stayin stuck on the past ain healthy brain fryin, 
romanticizing bad times got me lying, to myself this life can get frightenin, 
stick to the code, dont let them take my soul, 
lost a few years trying to get a hold, of myself take back control, 
life gets hard life gets cold, but you gotta keep it going cannot fold, \
what do i need to do, to work it out,
what do i need to do, to get past myself,
stuck in my head for years, barely was ever here,
tried to face my fears, and the mistakes now i see clear, 
im sorry if i did you wrong,

streaming

get past myself (prod. 4ntifreeze) healing music iii so soon

Production/Mix By @redd40music
Vocals By Me @montoya411xx
Instagram @motheralwaysss @redd40.music

Masked Up (PROD. REDD40)

Clock (Prod. ZOZ)

thanks to everyone who is on this project 
art by @_virus2020 

streaming 

relax or relapse (prod. bronzeye)

inanimate object (prod. bronzeye)

frankenstein

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=crXmQoXnZr8

ig @stairtown @7supplyy

u know I’m awake with my eyes closed yuh
doing all this white a fast life but moving slow mo
baby I know that you hate these drugs yeah I know
if I don’t stop myself yeah I might go
im with two sick we two high yeah we fried hoe
i thought all my life imma die hoe
i don’t wanna see your face in my iphone
you say I’m a big mistake yeah I know
i can’t see
i can’t breathe
it hurts my chest when you’re leaving me

stairtown - awake prod. 7supply **VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION**

hell

one by one

Face it(sm)

rip damacy rip kira rip shi rip denis rip the real
dreamside 2099 forever 
clothes: www.egomackey.com cassette /vhs releases on my bandcamp
my email: winrawrs@gmail.com
i make music for myself and sometimes share it with the world
new videos on my youtube -- all my albums/ep's on streaming
lot of my songs were deleted from here over the years by haters but they're still available on streaming (especially for some of my albums if they look incomplete on here)

inanimate object (prod. bronzeye)

ego mackey