dilaudid blues 2ᵐᵍ coming sooner then ya think
 https://soundcloud.com/monnityzhu
sorry been kinda lagging on dropping shit having issues wit distributors/spotify blabla but i got tons a songs for ya heres one off the album
lyrics:
shit ain been workin still been servin, lurkin in the darkness never turnin,
so cold but im still burnin, so sick numb the hurtin,
turn off the lights close the curtains, imma end all of my burdens,
cant let shit worsen, but somedays im barely a person

i barely know who still fuck wit me, bby dont even tryn trust me,
still a dirty fucked up junkie, fried my mind still gettin money,
just 2 live past 20 im lucky, even when life so ugly,
if i cant get high im more then grumpy, sometimes everyday feels like monday,
now im high now im gone, pretend that nothings wrong,
and sing 2 myself this song, all day all night long,
never felt like anywhere i belonged, all them times i was wronged,
all that evil that was spawned, then wait till im called upon

shit ain been workin still been servin, lurkin in the darkness never turnin,
so cold but im still burnin, so sick numb the hurtin,
turn off the lights close the curtains, imma end all of my burdens,
cant let shit worsen, but somedays im barely a person 

shit ain been workin still been servin, lurkin in the darkness never turnin,
so cold but im still burnin, so sick numb the hurtin,
turn off the lights close the curtains, imma end all of my burdens,
cant let shit worsen, but somedays im barely a person
sometimes im barely a person, i cant let this shit worsen,
jus tryna numb all the hurtin, so sick tryna numb all thats hurting

dilaudid blues 2ᵐᵍ

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new clothes

numb (prod monni tyzhu)

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Free for All + Euro @gfelds

dilaudid blues 2mg double album coming end the month (may) 
heres a lil broken song from my heart ♥ (this not the album)
lyrics:
and i scared spend my money dont wanna go broke again,
dont wanna b down the street wishin i was dead, instead i been tryna get 2 the bread,
when it rains im glad i got a roof, i cud lie aroun gettin hi forever thts the truth,
but rents so much in this city, i kno if i ain tightein up shit gon get shitty,
and i kno if i go no one gon miss me, i miss u still bby until all the highs mixin,
wish i cud apologize jus once n ud listen, im sorry i been thinkin bout goin missing,
i been thinkin if it wud matter, i been thinkin bout way after,
i thought they was reaal but they all actors, all my old friends my biggest detractors,
still in my dm apologizin, but in the public eyes u still lyin,
and 2 move on i jus been tryn, ignore the lies n side lining,
jus wait till is my timing,

everyone turned on me,everyone turned on me(x100_)
everyone turned on me so i went way past em, sorry i crashed out so hard back then,
who gon give a fuck when im dead, who gon give a fuck fill my head wit lead,
liquid death cant pour no less, i been down bad stuck in all the stress,
sorry that i always leave such a mess, sorry that i jus want out my flesh
sorry i always get so depressed, when the highs all gone nothin2 repress,
when we useda work the pill press, fentanyl im sorry for all the deaths,
yea lost so many friends, and yet it still never ends
i jus miss my friends, i jus miss my friends
still talk 2 em even tho they dead

healing music 2 demo

my clothes

i still talk to you even though you died (healing music demo)

my album finally.. dedicated to all those I lost over the past few years  you will never be forgotten. rip damacy, shi, dawn, denis, scarfo and many more
released in collaboration with kitty on fire records
streaming: https://fanlink.to/db2
(for the dragon i was searching, then i ate it and took its purpose )
im 2 hot for harm reduction, i need all the drugs 2 function,
whole world done corrupted, got my girl waitin on instructions,
shoot at cops we on fukshit, they useda beat me give concussions,
now im the one who get 2 bustin, over the smoothest production

money an illusion get 2 spendin, burn my credit is endless,
brain keep breakin keep descending, no more exits infinite fences,
imma buy a big pendant n neckless, big diamonds big drugs im trendin
mufukr we come thru reck shit, sellin drugs then i spend it,
dreamside 2099 representin, till past final endin, 
burnin burnin hell i was servin, sell smack out the suburban,
slicin dicin all u rats n vermin, off the dope i get 2 turnin,
demonic form the inversion, doin dope like a perversion,

dilaudid blues 2áµáµ
 reloa

streaming

2 hot 4 harm reduction ft juju (prod. slavery + loosieman)

my album finally.. dedicated to all those I lost over the past few years  you will never be forgotten. rip damacy, shi, dawn, denis, scarfo and many more
released in collaboration with kitty on fire records
streaming: https://fanlink.to/db2

rattlesnakes ft grbgman prod. thats creep

first new single from my next project 
available on streaming here: https://fanlink.to/wallsfall
art by @pngblasta on instagram
clothes available on www.egomackey.com 
dilaudid blues 2 cassettes still available on my bandcamp too much love


i been stuck staring at the walls, let depression waste my summer into fall,
we useda waste n burn cash at the mall, now im jus gettin high 2 stop withdraws, 
hope whoever you wit now answers your calls, i was always gettin hi jus 2 feel  small,
reminiscing still trying to recall, still tryna forget em cold days in montreal,
still stuck on my phone doin nothin at all, i dont want more love is always my fault

hope whoever u wit better and less distant, sorry i always go missin,
i jus been havin a hard time wit existence, im sorry i spent my whole life sinnin,
and so much bad i'm reminiscent, gettin high bein down the only consistent,
im not the one for love i say that every time, i always end up wastin way in my mind, 
always end up wit these drugs till i die, and i dont need no one worryin about mine, 

goddamn i miss havin friends, and someone 2 say they love me 2 the end,
now the times all blend, whyd it have 2 be u dead, 
cudn i have taken ur place instead...

i been stuck staring at the walls, let depression waste my summer into fall,
we useda waste n burn cash at the mall, now im jus gettin high 2 stop withdraws, 
hope whoever you wit now answers your calls, i was always gettin hi jus 2 feel  small,
reminiscing still trying to recall, still tryna forget em cold days in montreal,
still stuck on my phone doin nothin at all, i dont want more love is always my 
fault
yea is always my fault, i been stuck staring at the walls, let depression waste my summer into fall

healing music 2

staring at the walls/summer into fall (prod. vilhelm) healing music demo

https://fanlink.to/asong
www.egomackey.com
new album soon love you

if this is the end heres a song (healing music demo) 🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊

SKINNYBOY2K - FUCKED UP (FT. KILL GABEE) **PROD. SKINNYBOY2K**

prod. relic 
bog monster in tha lake
he’s coming after you

lyrics-

Not fine by me
i don’t wanna go
i been seein faces
underneath the snow 

face in the gravel 
i got dirt on my shoes 
thought you knew the answer
but you didn’t have a clue 

bog monster in the lake
he’s coming after you 
he already chose ur fate
so you didn’t have to choose

now you don’t know 
i been all these places that you don’t know 
i been all these places that you can’t go
now i’m stuck beneath the white snow 

i been in the snow 
surrounded by the dark 
imma bite your boat 
like a great white shark

underneath the snow ft. willowcore {relic}

you don’t know me when i go out like bobby
willowcore mix 
@adioboy @pigchrist

they don’t know me 
they don’t know me 
they don’t know me 
they don’t know me

yeah i smoke og 
yeah they don’t know me 
yeah i’m in the party 
yeah i feel like kony 

they don’t know me 
they don’t know me 
i smoke og yeah so i’m so T
they don’t know me 

yeah and they don’t know me
yeah i feel like kony 
don’t ask me 

i remember the first time i smoked a blunt 
i was fourteen in the living room choking 
2 laced my blunt and i ain’t ever been the same since 
i was smokin bad Fragrance

smoke it out the bong 
cough it all up
ur going out like bobby 
i don’t give a fuck 

think i’m helen keller
i can’t see 2
i think ur a jake 
so i won’t smoke with you

imma smoke you
imma smoke you
i think ur a jake 
imma smoke you

and ur a stacy
i’m with facy
the way i chief this blunt 
you would think i’m kevin spacey 

and it’s not abt the words 
it’s how the song go
and it’s not abt tha paper
it’s tha strong dope 

i’m in the copelow 
i’m in the copelow
but i know what they don’t know 
i be in the dope smoke

Shoutout To The Gals ❤️

Dont Know Me w/Facy [Prod. Facy]

music video: https://youtu.be/HeHaKssR7_8?si=redi3wEieS8zIwBQ
love you friends hope you enjoy.. listen in order for proper healing frequencies, cries for help, etc thank you
streaming: https://fanlink.to/healingmusicII
clothes: www.egomackey.com
art by @dirtbound13 on ig 
physicals otw soon just wanted get this out soon as possible

lyrics:
i know u wont be the ones 2 kill, i’ll prolly jus get offed by fentanyl,
tryna stay away from all pressed pills, payin 2 much this shit gotta chill,
why my plug flakin on me still, took away all my freewill,
so i been stuck cant even stand still, cant even handle,
reply later when i feel better, prolly by then i forget her,
prolly jus thinkin how my head hurts, tryna numb it all til i jus burst,
wish the best but it ends worse, i can never rid this curse		

do you see the light at the end of the tunnel,
do you find yourself unloveable,
do you see the light at the end of the tunnel,
do you find yourself unloveable,
do you see the light at the end of the tunnel,
do you find yourself unloveable,

always in trouble, take 2 much start seeing double
spent 2 long being humble, got2 high stuck in a bubble,
useda hustle move em bundles, tryna get out the struggle, 
bury all my past like a shovel, but they still looking through the rubble

i cant love, i cant hate...
i just want an escape
before it all goes and breaks

light at the end of the tunnel (prod. panter) <music video out now>

rip damacy rip kira rip shi rip denis rip the real
dreamside 2099 forever 
clothes: www.egomackey.com cassette /vhs releases on my bandcamp
my email: winrawrs@gmail.com
i make music for myself and sometimes share it with the world
new videos on my youtube -- all my albums/ep's on streaming
lot of my songs were deleted from here over the years by haters but they're still available on streaming (especially for some of my albums if they look incomplete on here)

numb (prod monni tyzhu)

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