Ihy.Isaiah - 1

내 마음의 100퍼센트！

may you never forget me

every man gets his wish

Sérénade - inspiré librement de la Sérénade de Franz Schubert

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The Perfect Pair (shoegaze remix) - rlbeats *OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

In Repose by Lori Yamamoto

Depression Cherry

Wildflower

Teen Dream

Real Love

Agradece

with a woodchopper brain
and a bomb for a heart
i am tearing every single of my little thoughts apart
and i am waiting at the busstop for a bus that dont arrive
and i am realising now that its a metaphor for life
i wear a t shirt that was yours once and now its on my floor
and i am laying in my bed and i can’t get out of my door
and i think ground of floating lava shirts 
are you my newest death?
and then i try to roll onto the floor
to break my own head

and with a bolt scissor hand
and a thigh that is clay
i am shaping a statue that is shaped just like me
i am bleeding on the carpet but the carpet is red
and i am bleeding on my pjs i am bleeding in my bed
and i am sleeping unsoundly i waking in black
i am opening my eyes and feel the shape of world come back
i think im blinded by depression but i know it couldn’t be
yet i feel like im blind cus i can’t see people see me


and now my skull is an ashtray 
cus that is my lunch
eating my feelings so they dont leak out 
chain-smoking menthol cigarettes and laying flat on the ground
hoping i can wake up tomorrow without
the haunting pain that is living i just want to breathe
an air that is air and doesn’t sound like forgive me
i want what i can’t have
and i can’t have what i want
which is for someone to put a gun in my mouth

and with a brain that is mine
and a heart full of shame
i am trying to let go of the balloon that is the blame
and i dont know how to act around the people i know
if i am happy im annoying but if im sad i am alone
i’d do whatever you tell me
i’d melt in the sun
if someone would just give me some directions i’ve got none
cus if i knew what i was doing do you think it would be this?
i am tired of being so tired and feeling like shiiiiit

Woodchipperbrain

Better than a chicken jumping rope backwards!

In Repose by Lori Yamamoto

Egregious