you know when you chicken out at shooting your shot? this is that song where you didn't.

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lyrics:
I said listen can you hear my heart beat, you said hey I got somewhere to be
I said oh my god you acting so fine my eyes are all wide I make you my wife like
I said oh my god the way you move is driving me crazy
Please don't stop I need you now I need your love daily
Settle down for a second please, I ain't tryna pass out you make me so nauseous
Making me stumble my feet, I'm down on my knees you've broken my posture

Taking your time you're stuck in my mind, don't know what's right I gotta rewind
Taking your time you're stuck in my mind, don't know what's right I gotta rewind
Taking your time you're stuck in my mind, don't know what's right I gotta rewind
Taking your time you're stuck in my mind, don't know what's right I gotta rewind

I had to put a strap on me just to settle me down
You could ship to asylum or set me up as a clown
now I'm giggidy so giggidy and now I'm getting fidgetitty
I'm tryna make sense of it nothing gives me clarity, now wait

You got me acting down bad, I can't believe it's exactly as it sounds man
So much trouble just to get myself together huh
Now Imma listen just so I can remember

I said listen can you hear my heart beat, you said hey I got somewhere to be
I said oh my god you acting so fine my eyes are all wide I make you my wife like

Hey, can you go and move outta my face, I've been tryna settle shit in my pace
I've been tryna make shit my way, my way my way yeah

Hey, can you go and move outta my face, I've been tryna settle shit in my pace
I've been tryna make shit my way, my way my way yeah

Taking your time you're stuck in my mind, don't know what's right I gotta rewind
Taking your time you're stuck in my mind, don't know what's right I gotta rewind
Taking your time you're stuck in my mind, don't know what's right I gotta rewind
Taking your time you're stuck in my mind, don't know what's right I gotta rewind

Hey, can you go and move outta my face, I've been tryna settle shit in my pace
I've been tryna make shit my way, my way my way yeah

temptations

Osmosis

careless

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[Intro]
The stars don't shine, they fucking stare
The night doesn't fall, it folds into despair
I was born to bleed for a future I hate
Chained to a fate I never helped create

[Verse 1]
Screaming through teeth ground down to dust
Nothing left but rotted trust
I tear at the skin that won't peel back
Every breath's a heart attack

Mirrors laugh when they see my face
I don't exist, I'm just disgraced
Hope was a fucking joke I inhaled
Now it's poison every time I exhale

[Pre-Chorus]
Tie my soul to the black below
Where silence grows and angels choke

[Chorus]
I don't wanna dream, I wanna detonate
Shove my name in the mouth of fate
I carry this hate like a second spine
Every crack screams, you're not fucking mine
Pull me apart, there's nothing to save
Writhe in the wreckage, then piss on my grave

[Verse 2]
Blood on the wires, gods in decay
I stabbed my faith and watched it pray
Every lie they fed me sweet
Turned my tongue into a fucking leash

Voices crawl through the static haze
Begging me to end my days
They said keep climbing, don't look down
But the summit's just a burial ground

[Pre-Chorus]
Dig a hole where the liars sleep
I'll drown in guilt and die complete

[Chorus]
I don't wanna dream, I wanna detonate
Shove my name in the mouth of fate
I carry this hate like a second spine
Every crack screams, you're not fucking mine
Pull me apart, there's nothing to save
Writhe in the wreckage, then piss on my grave

[Bridge]
Crucify the echoes, sever the thread
I'm not alive, I'm just undead
Don't call it healing, don't call it light
This is vengeance sharpened by spite

[Breakdown]
Let me fall, let me break
Let me drown in my own mistakes
Rip my fucking tongue out to silence my fear
There's no god left, just the voices I hear
Drag my corpse through the filth I denied
I was never fucking meant to survive

[Chorus]
I don't wanna dream, I wanna detonate
Burn my name and all I fake
I was built to rot in a world this vile
Not to beg for peace with a plastic smile
Pull me apart, there's nothing to save
Writhe in the wreckage and dance on my grave

[Outro]
If peace exists, it's not for me
Just dirt and whispers where I used to be
Let the worms inherit what I couldn't kill
I was never alive, just standing still

careless

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