prod. smkbeats

Lyrics: 

I don’t understand why are you not dead yet?
I left you on the curb to bleed out
Your taking all this medicine it’s messing with my head
Why you always have to treat me like I’m bogus?

Chorus:
why is it always my fault
I always do wrong and I feel really bad, 
I can not live like this
I tried to hide it but I run from the past

Verse: 
My money getting high call it oxy
Your really funny bro comedy
Your just a sad loser wannabe
That’s why your making fun of me
But you are gonna see me on top
Call it Sisyphus cause ima push and I’m never gonna stop
Because I really want this
I’m not stopping for no one I gotta push my self because no one will do it for me
I already know what I want and your stuck questioning everything about me

Chorus:

why is it always my fault
I always do wrong and I feel really bad, 
I can not live like this
I tried to hide it but I run from the past

why is it always my fault
I always do wrong and I feel really bad, 
I can not live like this
I tried to hide it but I run from the past

Oxycodone

with - @555phoenix
prod - @siemspark & @daks9k

*humming :p*

baby are u clueless?
u make me feel useless
please just let me do this
sorry, i can't help it

i wanna be good for something
lived my whole life being nothing
lately feel like i've been slumping
please, just let me feel like something

tell me how ur feeling
baby, u know i regret that
sayin' all ur problems,
they were just a minor setback
miscommunication just makes everybody else mad
every time u stand up, 
u can hear ur bones crack

love story, but the pages were yellow
u looked in my eyes, the mood was so mellow
think i'm in love, but i cannot tell

(phoenix)
tell me do u ever get tired
of trying
over n' over n' over again
u could start all over,
but u'd just let them win, oh

girl, u make me feel useless
i got a gun to my head,
i'm fucking ruthless
n that new man that ur seein'
i'll leave him toothless
n' that boy after him,
i hope that u abuse him

u make me feel useless w/ phoenix // prod. siemspark & daks9k

that prod name go crazy LMAO

everyone say ty @ri4h

artwork by @lilpetrolstation

fallhard. w/ ri4h (prod. exbabyfitiluvvv beatz)

blame myself
i hope its not for not
i blame myself
holding to unrealistsic ideas
who am i now?
i cant grow
dug a hole
theres no one here but me
i dont know
will i keep going on?
break my walls
theres no one helping me
cant you see?
crying out
tears run dry im drying out
begging now
im begging now
im begging..

blame (prod. me)

self-prod 👽 https://eiburie.com ft. @tbhtaylr 🤩

lyrics:
- eiburie
this ain't java nor coffee
taking double shots, in the dome. I'm the toffee.
remember all the steps, to the cup, I'm the city key.
seeking stupid jobs, scribble blobs and the petty deeds
im mixing whole flows, super low in another key

- kyiono
sipping on that coffee mixed with the liquor
its fucking up my liver, giving me these shivers 
baby stop calling my phone can you not leave me alone 
i'm trynna focus on my life but you got me out my zone 

- eiburie
you called them
you called I don't care
the demons tried to get me but I wasn't really there
you lost it, the joke isn't cool
you like to joke about the things that really isn't true

- kyiono
the things that isn't true baby what id do for you 
i gave you all my heart and my loving 
and what you do back to me you just broke my heart 
you left me in the dark
you fucking hate me baby
you ain't love me from the start

- eiburie
leaving town, I'm a bird
in your state, shoutout hurb
kicking nuts across the curb
shifting glocks, bouta burst
kicking space into moon
bleeded stains in your room
come to close, I would move
P250 like my dune

- kyiono
imma stir u with a spoon 
poor it up in a cup, watchu get?
demons in your room 
off the mocha or the shrooms 
idk which one to choose 
eyes red bloodshot like a vial of this brew
over ice with the cream i'm in a dream 
pop a bean, life ain't really what it seems
i've been smoking hella green
i'm alone and aint nobody on my team
so I get to sipping lean like its coffee

- eiburie (x2)
this ain't java nor coffee
taking double shots, in the dome. I'm the toffee.
remember all the steps, to the cup, I'm the city key.
seeking stupid jobs, scribble blobs and the petty deeds
im mixing whole flows, super low in another key

java nor coffee

SPOTIFY

java nor coffee w/ taylr!

uh huh prod freger coinflip

w/ tigerstar - that's just what it is (p JUKUKO)

5/26
creds//
mix n master by me
prod @fum1ko


words//
Yet I fall again
For the same bitch that broke my trust for friends
I swear its seeming like the pain won't ever end
I swear its seeming like the pain won't ever end

Baby I don’t think you know how you talk to me
Even during all the snow you would walk to me
I will never find no shit like that again
But i’ve gotta try to move on cause I know it wasn’t meant to be
You meant to see
Baby i’m just tryna show you how much that you mean to me
Treat me decently, you’re so hard to please
Baby please can you leave

Baby tell me another lie
You do this every time
Baby please just tell me that it’s fine
Baby won't you stay another night
We’ll sit in my bed and cry
Speeding tears come watch them fly

Yet I fall again
For the same bitch that broke my trust for friends
I swear its seeming like the pain won't ever end
But baby I am holding on till there is nothing left
Yet I fall again
For the same bitch that broke my trust for friends
I swear its seeming like the pain won't ever end
But baby I am holding on till there is nothing left

I can't see a future with you
Fuck all of your issues
Hope I never miss you
I can’t fall again
I can’t watch you tear my heart again
Baby don’t pull that card again
Baby don’t pull that card again