(lyrics)

you said you hate it when its cold out and i love it when the snows out im so alone in here i hate it when its light out when the stars are always blocked out
is it always cold in here but theres always 7 more im so full on you seven percocet's its in my notes always feel alone when youre at home grabbin on my arm to pull me through put a bullet in my head when im with you i think you knew me but it was never was the one you could see i could be what you need if youre wanting me so i relish in the past find my comfort in the ash i could never be the guy that you need holy fuck think im sick but you promised but you promised it was always you seven percocet's its in my notes always feel alone when youre at home grabbin on my arm to pull me through put a bullet in my head when im with you it was always you and me it was always you seven percocet's its in my notes always feel alone when youre at home grabbin on my arm to pull me through put a bullet in my head when im with you

with you [rick hardy]

I couldn't be who you wanted me to be 
I wasn't enough, but maybe you couldn't see
I took your love for granted, baby, what's wrong with me
My stomach is turning, I'm tired of running 
You're the only one who ever gave a shit
Without you it's hard to find a reason to live
My body carved up, need some bandages
I'm losing all control, ain't no f*cks to give

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I'm never, never enough oh, 
My stomach keep on turning
At the thought that you're
Happy with someone else
I can't let go, I can't move on 
Oh, my head is racing
I can't tell oh what's real
I don't know what's happened
The thought of you with someone else 
Oh, my heart is pacing
Oh, I can't seem to get it
That I'm a fucking nuisance
Oh, I can't seem to get it
Why am I so complacent

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I can't, I can't remember oh your voice
Nothing even matters in the end, so what's the point
What's the point
I can't look in the mirror I hate what I see

Oh, everything's clear 
Can't leave it be
Oh bury me alive oh in a coffin
Leave me to starve 
Give the bugs the satisfaction

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see
You laughed in my face when I begged you to stay 
Oh, just to hear your voice, oh, one more time
I called and I called, you didn't even bother to answer at all
I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see, damn

I wish I could've been who you wanted me to be
Never enough, but maybe you just couldn't see

damn

NO REASON TO LIVE (prod. lostangel)

Sunlight

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My soul
My soul is broken deep down
My soul
My soul is broken deep down
I'm hollow from the inside
I'm fully lost now
Will you pull me closer

Fuck it I don’t give a fuck now
I don’t give a fuck now
You were meant to be mine
You were meant to be mine

You've been stuck on my mind
You've been with him for a while
But I guess it makes sense now
But I guess it makes sense now

I guess I'm not getting over you
(Over you)
And I can't stop myself from loving you
(Loving you)
Even knowing you're hurting too
Just wanting to be one with you
My soul was made for you

I'm calling out your name but you fade away
I can feel my soul slipping being lost in the change
Now I'm caught between who I was and what remains

My soul
My soul is broken deep down
My soul
My soul is broken deep down
I'm hollow from the inside
I'm fully lost now
Will you pull me closer
Will you pull me closer

My soul
My soul is broken deep down
My soul
My soul is broken deep down
I'm hollow from the inside
I'm fully lost now
Will you pull me closer

Fuck it I don’t give a fuck now
I don’t give a fuck now
You were meant to be mine
You were meant to be mine

my soul

INDECISIVE FT. bliind lynx

I'm so nauseous she keep fucking with my head
Bloody thoughts they got me rotting in my bed
Empty promises I wish she never said

Don't you lie to me
Baby die for me
Can you stay the night with me?
Blame it on my meds

Drain the life from me
Don't play nice with me
Can you stand the sight of me?
Love me when I'm dead!

You're such a dirty, poser.
Carve your heart out
Organ donor
Caught my eye, so then I stole her
You can't leave me
Fuck your closure.

Bloodshot,
Eyes all red
Times that I regret
Last time I'm upset
Oh my god
I'm so nauseous she keep fucking with my head
Bloody thoughts they got me rotting in my bed
Empty promises I wish she never said

Don't you lie to me
Baby die for me
Can you stay the night with me?
Blame it on my meds

Drain the life from me
Don't play nice with me
Can you stand the sight of me?
Love me when I'm dead!


Medusa

if you need a place to grow,
i’ll carve out a space inside myself 
i have a heart you can hold
will you keep it safe beside you?

you could trade yours for mine, 
our souls entwined 
like golden ivy 
and we’ll leave the world behind,
our pulses aligned in perfect timing 

you know i’ve been waiting for you 
my soul’s for the taking darling 
and i’ll keep you safe, i’ll guard you
no wolves in our sacred garden 

i know the world is scary 
so lets build a sanctuary, love 
they treated you unfairly
to tell you the truth it tears me up
you deserve love 
please don’t give up

NoWolvesInTheGarden (Sanctuary)

dagger in the box

words 

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

Baby I don’t wanna get high in a bad state 
Steady fucking buggin my phone because I’m out late
“Self project on me it’s fine” I said it that way
Then they ran off and they cried, “I’m in bad state”

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking about if you’re in a mood

Why you always on my dick, I know you like that
Breathing up and down my neck, you think I like that?
Why you always holding shit over my head 
Let me fucking live my life, not trying to fight ya

You really know how to kill my vibe 
(You really know how to kill my vibe)
Drinking dark liquor just to clear my mind
You really know how to kill my high 
I’m just trying to get you out of my life 
(I’m just trying to get you..)

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

i get high better alone (feat. aWannabe)

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disease

Lyrics:
In the fog-covered night of the weekend
See you’re out on your own
In a midnight dress 
That you wore to the masquerade
You turn the corner to find
A handsome ghost with obsidian eyes
Who wants to take your breath away
Pull the pin and we could say

On our own
On our own
I won’t push you around
On our own
On our own
We’ll live on

On a cold winter night I’m thinking
While I’m out on my own
About the look that you gave me
When I said I was going away
Yeah
I hate this part of the plot
I hope you’re thinking about me tonight
I’d kill to make you happy babe
If I did then you would say

On our own
On our own
I won’t push you around
On our own
On our own
We’ll live on
On our own
On our own
I won’t push you around
On our own
On our own
We’ll live on

(I will never tell a lie)
(I will never tell a lie)
(I will never tell a lie)
(I will never tell a lie)
(I will never tell a lie)
(I will never tell a lie)
(I will never tell a lie)

Sunlight

eithyn