for better or worse

featuring @decksmusic

produced by 5head and Yeezo

Lyrics:

sunset, not yet, falling again 
cuz i’ve been upset, force fed things that you said 
is my head, spiraling n dying as i’ve been 
trying is violent 
silent as nothin 
face me, baby 
try me and maybe
you can be safety 
cuz it’s on the daily i’m 
dying 
always trying 
to be fighting 
but the truth is 
i’m just tiring 
(pre-chorus) 
and i’ll just waste the night away 
searching for your remedy 
cuz all my luck just seems to fade 
when you’re not here next to me 

(hook)
can i keep you safe in my head?
far away from what wants me dead 
when you’re not here can’t seem to forget 
that i need you closer 
you’re my four leaf clover

waste time
face my
fears all again
its like i back track
snap back
years in my head
so could you tell me something
that i could pretend to care about?

watch the street light
chase my
tail in the night
i’ve got a death wish
headless
nothing is right
i can’t seem to get back up
when my face is in the ground

so hold me
when theres nothing
consoling
i’ve been searching for solace
nonsense is blurring the lines
i can’t do this
through it all in my mind, so

clover (feat decks) [prod. 5head & Yeezo]

new song featuring the GOAT @cherryrizla

more stuff coming soon...

Lyrics:

making wishes (feat. cherryrizla)[prod. King Theta]

love is war (feat. sideview drive)[prod. 5head x King Theta]

NEW SINGLE w/ the fantastic @absolventmusic

enjoy yet another December 31st song  :)

Lyrics:
feel the cracks beneath your feet 
is the fear that’s in your mind
the one that helps you get to sleep 
i need to be 
on the other side of whatever is underneath 

cuz i think there’s something hidden underneath 
a rip that’s hidden in the seam 

i don’t know if it’s all or nothing 
(can we) skip the line bring me to the ending 
so i can see just what it takes 
if i’ll be waiting until this breaks 

looking through the glass, I see reflections of my past 
all the good times gone, it’s been too long, time runs away too fast 

i’ve been waiting patiently for life to let me live again 
that year long void, a path destroyed, asking will it ever end 

when life gets grim, and the pain seeps in, I like to play pretend, cause in my mind it’ll all be fine, the question is just when 

cause I know, just what’s at stake, so i’ll wait until this breaks

until this breaks (feat. absolvent)[prod. LIVING PUFF]

new single off my new album 'for better or worse' coming March 24th!!

production by the amazing @kingtheta

Lyrics:
(verse)
taking my time 
stuck in decline 
i been told to smell the roses 
but i can’t find them 
and i’m still hopin 
for all of this to get better in time 
if i turn a leaf would it change my mind?
cuz i’m feelin hopeless staring at the progress 

(pre-chorus)
i don’t want this but i still need this 

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

(verse)
shouldn’t this be easy?
but i’ve got a pocket full of reasons not to be free 
and it takes its toll 
trying to take my mind off of all the things 
that i can’t control 

(pre-chorus)
i’ve been faking my progress 
in hopes i can stop it 
i thought it’d be simple 
the truth is it’s not 
(yet i still)

(hook)
like to think that it’s coming along but 
my feelings change and i’m so damn wrong (hey)
wanna say that i’ll fix my ways 
but if i do what will i be? 
this life is exhausting 
my problems they haunt me 
ill
give it another day 
drowning in all this weight
if you still wanna change 
make sure it’s steadily 

make sure its steadily

steadily [prod. King Theta]

Track 1 on my album 'for better or worse'

Guitars by BENNYKAAY 
Drums by me

Lyrics:
i’m waiting for something i don’t know exists 
imperfect reflection of a hope for happiness 
can something remind me why i started this 
from the start to end 
feel like i’m lost again 

i’m waiting for something i don’t know is true 
a perfect example of what I’d want this to do 
but i worry what the story has for me and you

give me a second just enough so i can empty my head 
a second chance that I could use to heal
clinging to moments where I thought that it would all stay the same 
my coping method cuz i still feel 

lost (x2)
so if you read between the lines 
you can see why this is dying 
but until then 
i’m spent 
wasting away, never enough

beginning of the end 
or the end of the end of the beginning 
i try to keep my head up 
but there’s always something missing 
darling 
what’s missing darling 
what’s missing?

at the beginning or the end 
i think i’m lost

clover (feat decks) [prod. 5head & Yeezo]

evan carr