respite

NEW SINGLE w/ the fantastic @absolventmusic

enjoy yet another December 31st song  :)

Lyrics:
feel the cracks beneath your feet 
is the fear that’s in your mind
the one that helps you get to sleep 
i need to be 
on the other side of whatever is underneath 

cuz i think there’s something hidden underneath 
a rip that’s hidden in the seam 

i don’t know if it’s all or nothing 
(can we) skip the line bring me to the ending 
so i can see just what it takes 
if i’ll be waiting until this breaks 

looking through the glass, I see reflections of my past 
all the good times gone, it’s been too long, time runs away too fast 

i’ve been waiting patiently for life to let me live again 
that year long void, a path destroyed, asking will it ever end 

when life gets grim, and the pain seeps in, I like to play pretend, cause in my mind it’ll all be fine, the question is just when 

cause I know, just what’s at stake, so i’ll wait until this breaks

until this breaks (feat. absolvent)[prod. LIVING PUFF]

I Don't Wanna Be That Guy (prod. kiranaito)

https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229/youth-santana?si=d1375d62267945108ccb686b18c447ba&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

residential - youth (cover)

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

Listen on Spotify!

Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

scrap from learning to lose
+ alternate art i did not end up using
prod. @wisssery
much love, enjoy <3

i wrote the lyrics in a notebook so i will not be putting them here my bad guys hope u can understand

middle ground [wisssery]

Produced by @pekarot_161 & @xlhc
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
It's a hat I wear these days
It's just one of many
I keep a picture of you in my pocket
I'll commit this to memory
You are the missing piece I never knew I needed
But you fit in so seamlessly
And after all this time I still can't believe it
I found my family

But do I actually deserve it
I feel like a serpent
That slithered in to take
What is not his away
Impostor
I fear I'm an impostor
I shed my skin
I'm a monster
You let me in
Now I'm not sure if I can measure up

I'm not sure If I can be the one
To bear this weight on my shoulders
There's so much expected of me now
And I'm still tryna figure out
How to care for myself
While being there for someone else
It's not so easy
But I know that you'll be there for me as well

Dad Hat (Prod. Pekarot & Extra Large Holiday Card)

new acoustic single featuring the talented sophia milone!  

my new album 'for better or worse' releases THIS MONTH! March 24th!! Can't wait to share :)

Lyrics:
I've been searching through these blank pages 
story written in hidden language
follow the signs, to a different life 
I've been looking for
open up the door
I've been waiting for this to break 
all this hurting to turn into gain
darling tell me am I really falling 
cuz looking at you is like looking at scarlet 

(hook)
savior of my youth 
come here show me why I've been missing you 
searching for truth 
but then you opened up the door 
and I'm just staring through the framing into you

(soph)
deep impressions 
where I've been laying for what feels like months 
got up cold and tired 
routine habits push and shove 
tie up my grievance with a grimace 
and a cup of tea 
it seems romantic in your eyes 
but I wasn't being me 
I was looking but not for you 
a fountain hidden away just out of view 
a voice calls my name
did I hear that right 
follow it anyway
and walk right through the open door

(bridge)
for where this heading 
I thought there was nothing 
I looked at the timing 
that I put my trust in 
am I even ready 
is this even right 
but it all doesn't matter with how I feel tonight 
can we go on? 
if we don't where to start 
take me as I am 
if you can 
and ill keep you as the

open the door (feat. soph)[prod. King Theta]

Track 9 on my album 'for better or worse'!

produced by @livingpuffy 

Lyrics:
grey skies through bloodshot eyes 
i still can’t feel a thing but at least i’m trying 
take me there to a place i’m not terrified 
can you see in my face all the black and blue i hide 
it takes a toll when you walk in circles 
working miracles just to find a new low 

when you found me 
i had nowhere to hide 
broken felt dead inside 
transparence amplified
took the long way 
to find a reason why
needing to rectify 
strung out from taking my time 
ill call it bad but youll call it luck 
meet in the middle shake off this rut 
that i’ll kick when i find my place 
when you found me 
you caught me in my fall 
had nothing left to give 
so i gave you my all 

start to think that maybe i’m colorblind 
pull the shades feel the light as i try to remind myself through the fear and doubt
what it’s like to be strong when the lights go out
but maybe i’m wrong and maybe you’re right 
that we’re not all gone to win a desperate fight
and i know that 
it’s beginning
if you’re with me
then i’m winning

when you found me [prod. LIVING PUFF]

p. greyskies

I’d rather sit in solitude
cause I don’t wanna talk to you 
your brain is like a molecule
it’s tiny and it breaks me down 

I don’t wanna feel this way
doesnt matter if you feel the same
that person haunts me every day
but frankly you deserve the pain 

broken pieces on this broken path
you hurt my soul and you stabbed my back
they took my time and they spent it fast
I finished first and treat me like last

take me back and ill see it through 
your my home and im coming soon
call my mom and tell her im cool
she grabbed my hand but im falling too


talk to me and i dont care about you
and their asking me  what id do without you
and frankly i dont know
but you can ask they got a lot about you
and the pressures gone so i can be without you 
can you hold my hand so i can be around you
I know I can’t talk and say the same about you 

your the one that held the bullet first
I just load the gun 
and your the one that’s hurt
I’ll  find a way leave a hearse
but your the one that’s getting purged 

save my soul come to learn
this shits disappointing 
like losing her
different issues sit inside the fur
but this needle here is still finding her

broken pieces on this broken path
you hurt my soul and you stabbed my back
they took my time and they spent it fast
I finished first and treat me like last

take me back and ill see it through 
your my home and im coming soon
call my mom and tell her im cool
she grabbed my hand but im falling too

solitude

new single & music video 'Us In Context' out now !

when you found me [prod. LIVING PUFF]

evan carr

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