reach for the past, but it's already gone

first single off new EP coming November 5th!
produced by living puff

lyrics:
i’ve been missing the simple moments 
far away i’m just working towards this 
it always echos in my mind 
you always echo in my mind 
easy levels and blank expressions 
familiar faces and first impressions 
always echos in my mind 
it’s hard to leave that all behind 

where does the time go 
i’m starting to slip 
only miss you when the rents low 
i’m losing my grip 
cuz it’s all downhill from here 
i think all downhill from here 


(catch my fall, catch my fall)
will you
catch my fall
i think that i’ve had enough 
all these breaks in my life 
i think it’s shakin me up
so i’m asking you is there something left 
or is all of this just a memory i can’t have 
all these stories that haven’t been written 
is it what’s to come 
or is it all just fiction 
i hear your constant echo in my mind 
if it’s really from the past then 
where does the time

downhill [prod. living puff]

single #2! new EP out November 5th!

featuring @bruiseronline

produced by @kingtheta

lyrics:
(verse 1) 
funny how they always call it a “good”bye 
when all i ever really felt was a big lie 
i’ll never play it off like this was nice try
i’m settling for nothing, lay me down on a land mine 
am i numb? 
is this anything i want? 
past the point, where i’m done
should i still be holding on?
ill say i’m disappointed 
truth is i’m just annoyed it’s 
not what i really wanted 
one more word i’m wasting my breath (fuck)

(hook)
it’s a cover up 
what i say to myself 
feelings bottled up 
i’m all alone and i’m trapped in this hell 
no signs just yet but i’m still trusting 
that you’ll be back it’s so disgusting 
are you gone or are you bluffing 
you’re in my head while i do nothing 

(verse 2 - bruiser)
you never called it out so now you're sitting by yourself
down and out, i'll play my part - did you play your cards right?
so don't get teary-eyed in my demise
is it a point to make or am I missing something?
i'll say i’m disappointed but i’m just annoyed 
it’s not what i wanted don’t waste my breath 

(bridge) 
while i do nothing, it brings you back 
try my best to just leave you in the past
are you gone yet?
are you bluffing?
in my head while i do nothing

while i do nothing (feat. bruiser) [prod. King Theta]

last single off new EP out 11/5!!

featuring the great @decksmusic

produced by @livingpuffy

lyrics:
i’m not stupid 
i can feel it setting in
i’m just paralyzed 
while i’m staring at the edge 
and on one hand i still think it might begin 
but this afterglow is still wearing thin 

and this all ain’t 
how it used to be 
and i’m wondering
what it meant to me 
take my hand and i’ll meet you at the end 
but before you go give me one more glance

(decks)
i just wanna see the end of the tunnel
life sucks when u live in a bubble
i just really gotta get it straight
pass time in a somber state
when the walls are closing in
i need to breathe before i swim
pretend that the times are good again
in the same ways
yeah, and when i finally take a stand
hope that they’ll see me as a friend
or maybe someone instead
of nothing

one more glance (feat. decks)[prod. living puff]

produced by @kingtheta and @livingpuffy

featuring the amazing @carlby

lyrics:
(verse)
well i been thinking bout the ol days 
the ones not covered in these flames 
and i’ve thinkin bout it all day
tryin not to call you again, what you might say
i’ve got a sinking feeling 
don’t like this energy 
what happened to the meaning 
are you a memory? 

(hook)
you’re living in my head 
oh can we start this again?
if i reach for the past
is there something to mend? 
im always falling off track 
you’re always part of the trend 

(carlby)
you're always part of the trend 
your songs still stuck in my head 
hate to admit it but you still know me best 
was it something i did?
was it something I said?
these days you're just out of reach
so I reach for the past
I got a sinking feeling 
we're lacking chemistry 
what happened to the meaning 
do you remember me?

(bridge/last hook)
can we start this again?
should we start this again? 
but should we start this again?

oh can we start this again.

reach for the past (feat. Carlby) [prod. living puff x king theta]

produced by ME!

lyrics:

what happened to the good moments 
the ones that clean this whole god damn mess 
what happened to the good 
cuz i just see the bad
you’re stuck inside my head cuz you’re the best i ever had 
oh won’t you tell me these good moments 
come crawling back 

oh ohhh
i hope you feel it too 
but sometimes hopes better than the truth
took some time til i realized what was missing 
good times, bright nights right back where when you were mine 
and i’d swear
this is where i’m supposed to be 
but 
changes come they push us away 
but for what it’s worth 
i wish i could stay  
oh baby 
tell me what i mean to you so i die just right 

i never wanna let go 
i’m not used to letting go 
i hope you feel it too (x3)
but sometimes hopes better than the truth 

what happened to the good moments 
the ones that fix this whole god damn mess 
what happened to the good 
cuz i just see the bad
you’re stuck inside my head cuz you’re the best i ever had 
oh won’t you tell me when these good moments 
come crawling back 

do they come crawling back?

while i do nothing (feat. bruiser) [prod. King Theta]

evan carr