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It is never too late to say sorry to the ones you love.

All proceeds go to Hospitallers, a battalion of volunteer medics helping those injured in the Russia-Ukraine conflict.
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Anima - Sorry, no air (bdstf repentant blend)

Another mixtape, another mistake. Come get broken with Noa Kurzweil (from VOICE ACTOR).
 
https://www.nts.live/shows/voice-actor/episodes/voice-actor-11th-september-2023

Breaking People w/ Noa Kurzweil: Taka  110923

@syberkid

~ Tracklist ~

John T. Gast - Track 8
Løksa - Green Adaptor 7
Yoyu - All Dharmas
Windy & Carl - Balance (trembling)
Hiram - Sonn
Serge Bulot - Cassiopée
Namlook - The Gate To The Milky Way
tarotplane - the misunderstood abandoned aquarium of the afterlife
UNKEN REFLEX - 12.03.1988
David Sylvian - Answered Prayers
Deuter - Night Rain
luko - Heal
Oslac - 08
Concave Reflection - Gas Reel
Aleksi Perälä - FI3AC2391110
ALHU - earthseed1 (ft. kindtree)
LOG - Log 1
Mosam Howieson - Explorations
Autumn Of Communion - Solar Image (Mick Chillage Remix)
adham shaikh - journey to the sun
X.Y.R. - Black Sky Chant
Ishq - Valley Rain (Summer Mix)
Gallery Six - Leaf Fall
Dilate - Oblivium
Evigt Mörker - Intetheten
Namlook - Satellitenstadt
queniv - Hervonden
Gigi Masin - Ship Beetel
Aythar - Moonchild [Seagull version]
Spacetime Continuum - Floatilla
Ludwig A.F. - Glass
Oophoi - Harvest Moon
Deuter - Spirales
Nadia Khan - Port Ana
Biosphere - Birds Fly by Flapping Their Wings
Dream_E - DreamFour
Craig Padilla - Beyond Beta

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As we enter the midsummer-solstice season, I wanted to share this recording from a glorious sunny morning last year, now archived on Deep Mind Music ☀️

This is the set I played 8-10AM on Sunday at @comebyefestival in Wales for @umbilicalchords, in their cosy fuchsia~draped ambient dome.

Playing ambient in the early hours of a festival is always really special for me, as everyone’s minds are open and unwound, the gentle caress of nature is all around, and it feels the best backdrop for swirling into imaginal worlds 🌿

Hope you enjoy this wistful meander through tall breezy grasses, golden sunshine, and drifting clouds ~ a mix for daydreaming, nature-wandering, tea-drinking, sunbathing 🧡🌞🌾

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Downloads Enabled ~

Deep Mind Music

Sybil ~ Deep Mind Music Vol.30

@syberkid

~ Tracklist ~

Jon Keliehor - The Beginning of Time
Martina Testen - Exploring the Mesnjak Forest (Slovenia)
Purelink - Wade Into A Wide And Complex Circle
Pontiac Streator & Ulla Straus - Item 11
Klaus - Gus
Chad Munson - Capillaries
Tdel - Make Noise 0-Coast
UNKEN REFLEX - 03.11.1987
Rezo Glonti - Pastiche (Teenage Engineering OP-1)
Inhmost - Nightsky
Aleksi Perälä - FI3AC2271040
Doctrina Natura - Dream VII
cv313 - As The Light Closes In
Michel Banabila - New Energy Forms
Atom™ - Texturen IV [Part I]
Donato Dozzy - Let It Go
Lee Anthony Norris - Perpetual(Autumn Of Communion)
Spherical Aberration - Valley Of Dreams
Hüda - Unreleased
Akasha Project - Rhoden Gold Picknick 2
Ground Tactics - 444Hz High Self (L0v1n Pr3s3nc3)
Malibu - The Things That Fade
Eterna - Garland Of Shame

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As we enter cosy-season, I’m really happy to share the next Deep Mind Music mix with you all. This is a re-recording of the set I played for @transience-archive at WHOLE festival last year. A 6AM set in glistening morning light for tired beings and expansive minds 💠

This one is straight from the heart, I hope you find something in this journey ~ a soft evaporation into vaporous clouds, a space for quiet reflection, a shimmering fractal of emotion 🤍🦋🤍✧｡⋆.

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Sybil ~ Deep Mind Music Vol.32

NYX - Returning Light - 18/12/24 - Voices Radio

We round off our wheel of the year on Voices Radio with a special dedication to all the wonderful friendships that make up our lives. With songs & sounds dedicated to the warmth, depth and love of our platonic relationships, we celebrate the magic and necessity of our other-significant-others. With a heart-exploding 11:11 segment by brother-from-our-NYXie-mother Josh T, this episode is a dewey-eyed ode to our love for our crew and the music and creativity that binds us together. 
This show was compiled and recorded by Shireen & Josh T on a residency at Bidston Observatory Artistic Research Centre, featuring song selections from the wider NYX family.
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NYX - Daughters
Merely & Malibu - idle citi  
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11:11 by Josh T 
Aphex Twin - Avril 14
Marine Eyes - Filler of Hearts
Radiohead - Iditoteque
Bjork - Hyperballad
Dialect - Late Fragment
♥★♥★♥★
Cosmo Sheldrake - Evening Chorus
Dylan Henner - The Peach Tree Next Door Grew Over Our Fence 
Maddison Cunningham - Life According To Rachael
Gia Margaret - La langue d'lamitié
Joan Shelley - Coming Down For You
Andy Aquarius - Bell-Shaped Days
serpentwithfeet - Fellowship
Damsel Elysium - Empathy is a Muscle
Warpaint - By Your Side
You’ll Never Get To Heaven - Setting Sun
Chassol - Birds Part.I
The New Eves - Mother
Alice Phoebe - My Girl
ANNA & Laraaji - Receiving
Lily Lyons - No One Leaves
Big Thief - Mythological Beauty
Mark William Lewis - Simpla Passion 
Mountain Man - Boat 
Carole King - You’ve Got A Friend
Charlie XCX - Everything is romantic featuring caroline polachek
Oklou - family and friends
LCD Soundsystem - All My Friends

NYX - All My Friends 19/02/2025. [Voices Radio]

Inside the River (live)

James K [live] @ Lost Music Festival 2024

Sounds for the arrival of Spring with Sybil.

Sybil @ Kiosk Radio 24.03.2025

Cruising music @ The Horse Hospital, July 2025

Interview excerpt - David Wojnarowicz
The Roches - Star Of Wonder
Eva Birch - If I wasn't scared
Loyal - this is a setup
250666  - Gucci Flip Flops On Einstein Beach
Angelina Nonaj - I'm only happy when its complicated 
Tara Clerkin Trio - Exquisite Corpse 1
Elaine Howley - See Saw Seen
Al Jay - WHY SHE GOTTA ASK ME
Whistle & Klont - Aaeiaiaeia
Aleksandra Zakharenko - liberation
Elysia Crampton (E+E) - Sword
Oliver Coates - Soaring X (feat. Malibu)
Sega Bodega & Dorian Electra - Teenage Dirtbag
Voicenote from HT

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Just a mix 4 fun ~ Recorded at home on a terrible mixer : < )

Featuring various found Samples + tracks from Tomutonttu, John Wizards, Luke Vibert, Zazou & Bikaye, William Orbit, Conrad Schnitzler & Wolf Sequenza, Cabaret Voltaire, Xosar, Shackleton, Golden Teacher, Oni Ayhun & Tshetsha Boys, Jack Patten, Red Axes, MU, Mim, A Made Up Sound and K. Leimer.

What If I Was Who I Said I Was And Then I Did What I Thought Who I Was Would Do

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they / them 🌀💗✨🌱

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What If I Was Who I Said I Was And Then I Did What I Thought Who I Was Would Do

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