written/composed/produced/performed by me
mixed/mastered by @heylog

written/composed/produced/performed by me
mixed/mastered by @heylog

lyrics:
in my head
i lost touch with reality
am i dead?
oh no, i think they're afraid of me

how long am i gonna feel this way?
(passed out on my bedroom floor)
hey mom, do you think i'll be okay?
(can't feel my hands anymore)

if it's the last night for me
hold both my hands tight as i go in peace

cause i'm convinced
i have reached my end
(all these headlights blinding me)
i'm done, i quit
a white flag turned to red
(why is all this happening)

6am still haven’t been to sleep
7 hours trapped inside this dream
roll my window down and feel the breeze
then i feel a light fall over me
(could it be?)

finally, i am free

day by day, don't fear
it's not my time yet
i will stay right here
and find peace in my head

Traditional Lemko-Ukrainian ballad that has come to be the anthem to commemorate those who fell during the Revolution of Dignity

Oh, a duckling flows across the Tisyna
Duckling flows across the Tisyna.
My mother, please don't scold me so
My mother, please don't scold me so
 
Oh, if you scold me at this dark hour,
If you scold me at this dark hour.
I don't know where I'll die,
I don't know where I'll die.
 
Oh, I'll die in foreign lands
I will die in foreign lands.
Who will dig a grave for me?
Who will dig a grave for me?
 
Oh, strangers will dig my grave,
Strangers will dig my grave
Won't it be a pity, mother?
Won't it be a pity, mother?
 
Oh, my son, how could it not be a pity?
My son, how could it not be a pity?
You were laying on my heart,
You were laying on my heart.
 
Oh, a duckling flows across the Tisyna
a duckling flows on Tisyna.
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Гей, плине кача по Тисині,
Плине кача по Тисині.
Мамко ж моя, не лай мені,
Мамко ж моя, не лай мені.
 
Гей, залаєш ми в злу годину,
Залаєш ми в злу годину.
Сам не знаю де погину,
Сам не знаю де погину.
 
Гей, погину я в чужім краю,
Погину я в чужім краю.
Хто ж ми буде брати яму?
Хто ж ми буде брати яму?
 
Гей, виберут ми чужі люди,
Виберут ми чужі люди.
Ци не жаль ти, мамко, буде?
Ци не жаль ти, мамко, буде?
 
Гей, якби ж мені, синку, не жаль?
Якби ж мені, синку, не жаль?
Ти ж на моїм серцю лежав,
Ти ж на моїм серцю лежав.
 
Гей, плине кача по Тисині,
Плине кача в по Тисині

*Note about interpretation & translation:
I have found versions that use either "плине" for "flow/swim" or  пливе  "float". I chose to emulate Піккардійська Терція (Pikkardiyska Tertsiya)version from Western Ukraine who use  "плине" in the traditional Rusyn dialect manner of expressing the meaning for flowing/floating.

Plyve Kacha (Пливе/Плине кача по тисині)

cathedralfeelings

Time stops for you

Buy / Stream

Winter Snakes

1997-10-26 (Supper Club, New York, NY, USA) 
Only known to be performed this one time

I'm All Over It Now/Have You Seen Her (Elliott Smith Original)

prod. glue70

https://open.spotify.com/album/6NXAZUZ7G5DX3qGBteukVI?highlight=spotify:track:5sRzpyszeLy7hweMXSMJ3s

Proud

I wanna make you proud 
Look at me listen 
yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh x2

Whenever I’m not around
Just know I’m always with you
yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh

Don’t wanna have to shout
Can you not just hear me out now
Just wanna make you proud 
I want you to love me how I am now

I wanna make you proud 
If you could wait a while 
yeh yeh yeh yeh

Maybe you don’t see it now
But give it time and you will see
yeh yeh yeh yeh

Don’t wanna have to shout
Can you not just hear me out now
Just wanna make you proud 
I want you to love me how I am now

Sustaining

Elan Noon