produced by lava
lyrics:
love turn to hate so fast
what youve done please know i would never do that
this isnt how family works
i pray for the day i decay in the dirt

fuckin up my body and soul but it mean nothing
i dont want words want you for touching
i wanna prove you wrong be something
after all youve done how could you love me?

cuz actions speak louder than words
pray for the day i decay in the dirt
as my flesh rots i become one with the earth
as my flesh rots i become food for the worms

why god why do you do what you do to me?
why do my loved ones love abusing me?
pure love and acceptance yeah thats new 2 me
all these drugs that i love know they ruin me

toss n turn at night thinkin bout my past
ask god why he done what he has
why you put me through that
what could i possibly have done to deserve it

not a single soul in hell couldve deserved this
every convorsation make me feel more worthless
coz i am nothing you are everything youre perfect
break me down go ahead i deserve it

what the hell
what the fuck could i have done
just a shell
of who i once was

what the hell
why has my life treated me like this
im just a shell
they all told me that my head too sick
they told my parents i belong in a padded room for forever
all i need is u and me and well go crazy together

i miss the feeling of my life leaving
noddin off fall asleep then i stop breathing
i know you hate me your words dont mean a thing
ask god why he wont take me

pray for my decay

wake up in the morninin finish up my lines from last night
i cant go to sleep at night without you here right by my side
i cant do a thing right scaring up and down my thigh
hope u know that ur the fuckin reason for my suicide
coz were toxic
everyday im off it
pills inside my cup i got these pills inside my pocket
ever since u left me i aint been able to stop it
the day i finally pass you will forever be haunted
abuse my love btc i know u dont want it i been fillin up my body with all of these toxics
weve tried everything were runnin outta options
highest that ive ever felt is whenever were talkin

its alright nothing ever mattered anyway
i love it when im noddin off coz i dont never feel no pain
how long have you felt this way
i been so fucked up for the past couple days
i been so lovedrunk since the day i met you
remember all those times that you said id never leave you
hindsight 20/20 all your lies are see through
i was counting down the seconds right until i get to see you

hope that you can find in someone what i found in you
i dont like change girl i dont want nothing new 
why couldn't we stay together like we were supposed to do
cant believe that this is happening regretting ever knowing you
my emotions are controlling me
im in love with what were supposed to be
only time i think ive ever felt at peace is when ur holding me
getting fked up in the crib because im sad that ur ignoring me
never forget when you told me that "your love it is boring" to me

ruining my body anyway that i can
i wanna shield you from the world i wanna hold you in my hands
i cant talk to you when im off the xans
i cant do a thing im useless everything i cant

MarBLESODA!

big pump #wegetbandz #intoxikated (prod. astral)

pretty

i dont wanna see you again x🩷



ft. @gutzxx
p. sonbahar

x's ft. gutzxx

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marcy madeline - remember my name ft. zayyter *prod. marcy*

skinny pants

elbpi - juli i just want to be your god damn romeo

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prod @sti11missing , @hollywoods-most-haunted

jigsaw prod. sti11missing, hollywoods most haunted

produced by everett the goattttttttttttttttttt @everettlatte

everett:
what u wanna come by?
sry i cant rly talk rn im 2 high
when i look up
i see the wrong sky
money in my pocket ain't enough 2 get by

fuck life
get faded
wake up another day so jaded
fuck life
i hate it
can't take my heart jus break it

me:

woke up worst news i was broken
manic rage cant explain my emotions

ur the only one ive ever felt this way about
no matter how much time has passed ur the one without a doubt

i hear my soul call for you
u decline when i call out but i would not ignore you
peakin feel euphoria its nothing if not with you
does it mean nothing when i told u that i miss u

wake up take a pill ignore the feeling in my chest
hate the game of life fail every lesson every test
soul broke into two walk around so damn depressed
i gotta take so many pills if i wan go to bed

why u talkin bout us like were already dead
were so young got so much together left
theres shit i need to come terms with not ready yet
i can be there for u if u let me yeh

7 deadly sins
7 chakras
balance in the world in your face all around us
balance what the universe made when it found us
why u wanna go and start another life without us

i been diving head deep into all these powders
i been takin hella pills but it dont even matter
i miss when u were here n pretend to care
i miss before i found out lifes unfair

everett:

yeah i guess i nevr cared enough
apathetic 2 the bone wake up n take another puff
yeah i guess i nevr cared enough
cold to the touch just like a stone so pathetic it's in my blood
yeah i guess i nevr cared enough
apathetic 2 the bone wake up n take another puff
yeah i guess i nevr cared enough
cold to the touch just like a stone so pathetic it's in my blood