im in the trap gettin smacked like a white btch
yah fkd up see it in my iris
everything i do she be tellin me she like it
chokin on the d she need the heimlich

if u call me ain abt the paper im declinin
everytime i step outside the house yk im stylin
all u do is stay at home on yo phone dkridin

all black fit w white shoes
shawty say she love me gotta tell her i dont like u
shawty got me fucked up i cant be no side dude
focus on the future not the past coz its behind u
tabs got me stuck to the couch js like glue
shawty its ok if u don wanna turn up i do
how many times i gota remind u
shawty its ok if u don wanna turn up i do

wake up in the mornin brush my teeth and then i cook up
sit down at my desk and do a line im sniffin good stuff

go outside and smoke a ciggarette and sip modelos
amphetamine i ain eat skin turnin yellow

coke n ket after class w my brooo
idk what to say idk where to goo
i been steady goin up i been steady in my gloo
i been gettin pack gettin pack from my phone
feel the chemicals racin to my dome
at home all alone playin in the snow
blow i got blow in my coat
oxycodone i been movin sloww
w my day 1s still never switch never fold
on the same sht u been on shts gettin old
i been makin moves u on notes sayin gold
boy gettin mad at a screen gettin trolled

u not on sht u js do it 4 the gram
shrooms touch down i js took a couple grams
tap in i can get pressed and the phrams
first off the plane whenever it lands

i love the fall and the winter
eyes so wide cant get any bigger
seratonin release crystals in my liver
i can feel all my organs wither
boi we the same age why u call me mister
puttin in so much work i got blisters
love my girl so much but i cant stand her sisters
its been so damn long can u tell me why u still bitter

bitter

we got big sticks like the army
cmon baby come w me we gon party
i been gummin molly
i cant stand hardly
drugs in my body i been feelin gnarly

walk round late @ night only light out is the stars
girl im tryna have a good time dont start
didnt mean to hurt you have ur best intentions at heart
all alone noddin off right inside the dark

baby listen to the words i say i been fked up everyday
ketamine n mda fryin tf out my brain
i cant even form a thought
look at all this sht i bought
ian never gona stop poppin pills until i drop x_x

gurning rollin off the molly my heart hurting
hurt me all ur words are harsh and they burn me
burning eternally all this pain im deserving
suffering and endless sorrow ion wnana see tomorrow

braindead braindead
i cant form afkn thought
hangman hangman
kick the stool and then i drop

broken wings and wilted petals
fk a plea ill never settle
fightin battles with the devil
whats my problem i got several

y u always wna hurt me
laid 2 rest ontop a gurney
pills they got my stomach churning
pills got my stomach

white tile bright lights
my life feels like scifi
stuff my mouth with cyanide
stuff my stuff my cyanide

circus

prod. takuori
@mqxixo

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

take a knife, take a knife
stab it right into my back
u dont even have to kill me
think i’ll have a heart attack

feels like love is what i lack
i dont even deserve it, i deserve to keep hurting
bad with feelings but im learning

moxi:
do me how you said u would u said u’d cut me right
i dont wanna feel or move please leave me paralyzed 
love it when u look at me let me stare in your eyes
i wanna stay with u forever please dont end my life
i have nothing i wanna do except be with you
i dont think i’ll last long tryna miss u 
send ur blood and tell me if you wanna stay
cuz i’ll just pull the plug now n throw it all away
stay by me i need you yea i been paranoid
come closer and talk to me yea i love your voice
i’ll stay by your side yea its my choice
i’ll do you right once we rejoice

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

sedate me w/ moxi (takuori)

elbpi - numb 2 everything

prod wintr
@p7e  and corpse disposal @corpse-disposal

https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/

mixed and mastered by me
lyrixx
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hurt me so bad 
in every worse way
but you’re actions is killing me
every fuckin day 
the drugs that you take
the K to the face 
when we all die 
will it all be erased?
oh how you hurt me
i love the way i bleed
lick the scars on my body
the sounds of you steady rotting 
pin me
bite me
do me so bad 
wanted everything that i had
oh it hurt so bad
the last cut was so bad 


last night….
another relapse….
i jus wanted everything to just go back
wanted everything to go back


steady lying to yourself sayin youll get help 
every single day you wake up 
a ghost in a shell
relapse another cut
i cant help but fuck it up
i cant help but make myself really wanna throw up 
i make myself so fuckin sick
its not my fault i told you i was toxic 
blow my brains on my walls
no ones to clean it up
i cant ever stop i swear im so stuck up

I fell in love with the pain i inflict onto myself

@benadryl-fan-club

prod @p7e

@elbpi 
lyrics

bleed me a river
toxic goodbye
you could be my bloody valentine
drowning in the dark
whispers from the edge
echos in my head
getting highs from my lows
sedated with no soul
bitch i hit the bottom hard
sipping drank, and popping bars
blow up, and die
cause im a star
bitch im rolling m-cat
leave this plane, my eyes is rolling back

@yungketaslime 
lyrics

soon..

elbpi - bloody valentine w/ keta prod wintr #bfc

“Now I have neither happiness nor unhappiness.

Everything passes.

That is the one and only thing that I have thought resembled a truth in the society of human beings where I have dwelled up to now as in a burning hell.

Everything passes.”
- No Longer Human, Osamu Dazai

--- lyrics ---

i can’t be anything but how i feel
i’m stuck in my skin
why wont it peel?
i’m surrounded by demons all of the time
the least i could do is close my eyes
and go blind
pick my skin
get to my nerves
and rip them through

i’m telling you
theres nothing worth living for

i’m not human anymore 
i’m not human anymore 
i’m not human anymore 
i’m not human anymore 

i’m not human anymore 
i cant do it, no i cant do this
i’m not human anymore 
i’m not human anymore—

i can’t be anything but how i feel
i hope that someone sees thru
…i hope forgiveness heals 



no longer human (16kibo)

prod @bleakpuppet
master @g0re4ngel
mix @g0re4ngel @gutzxx

lyircs 

@ipodfreakx

i just wanna wake up , party like were 17
tell me u got drugs yk ima fien
drag my body down throw it into a ravine
oh my gah suicidal bitch she wanna touch on me

yeah u tried to tell me different bitch yk im not enough
turn my body down yea u already fucked me over once
ion rlly give a fuck yeah yk im tryna cuff
oh my gah bitch ima slash ur gut into a slush

lets go to the party bitch i will pick you up in limousines
oh my gah bitch ur to pretty like a movie scene
and i know u wanna fuck with me i seen it in ur dreams
molly stuck with me , drinking , overdosing on the stream

oh my gah bae ur pretty i been cutting over you
taking so much drugs making sure im highest in the room