I see him each morning, hair askew, face needing to be mowed with an electric razor, a face wrinkled and weathered by experience and decisions good and bad.  None the less, I am thankful he is looking back at me; I'm still alive and thankful to have another day.  
Peter's poetic meditation begins like a prayer and becomes deeply introspective into how life has changed the man looking back at him.  His initial inspiration was Arvo Part's "Spiegel im Spiegel" but for this reflective journey, he asked pianist Debra Buesking to accompany him which she does  with great feeling and eloquence.  I come into the picture as the one invited to bring them together for a memorable moment, a great honor and a labor of love for two of my favorite Soundcloud artists.  More of Peter's thoughtful music and spoken word can be found @https://soundcloud.com/user-264930040/tracks, and more of Debbie's beautiful playing can be found @debra_buesking.

Some Words for Mr. Part:

Dear God, just look at the state of you - what the hell happened?
Did time do that all by itself?
Chiselled and scraped with gentle, temporal strength?
Yesterdays now patterned well with telling tales of wear and tear.
Always took such good care that you ticked every health kick box
But all the ticks collect their tocks, bundling up the time we thought was
dangling spare.
And wrinkly skin comes out to play, crafting plots with crumpled neurons
badly frayed, and
Liver spots about the edges worn of happy recollections,
Waltzed away, invisible to the swinging of that penduled clock.
Take your eyes off it for just a minute and you’ve lost a day,
And then a decade’s worth of wry reflections,
Lovingly to fold them up and let them lie in memory’s pocket.
Those lines that contour of your brow, a biography of creases now
And all cut down so very deep.
Each epidermal void crevasse life’s stylus tracks a scratching past
Evinces of a record no mortal hard re-format could delete.
And of your eyes, sallow yellowed at the margins, framed by corvid feet
Rigid-set to well outlast whatever bargained span of life your good Lord
deems replete.
As if your face lampoons of age itself, wrecked and bent
Of scars that trace minutiae, carved in master sculptors’ stone
And none too soon, for just that task and that alone, recording compressed
of the past..
We both know well which ones are smiles and which the pain that heaven
sent,
The former few, soft of the flesh, the many others sunk unto the very bone,
The harshest welt of any sole upon the universal cobbler’s last.
But does it help to so reflect, or but to hurry time’s neglect?
Of such consideration circles wrapped in worry tearing down
All edifice of self respect, the towering pit of pity comes once more to town,
Parades a circus fine of talents, self deprecating jestered clowns
And galloping horses all the while stampede about the rounded ropes
Vespered peace forever sought, just out of reach, concedes of futile, now
confounded hopes.
So what of forward self projection, folding the creases back behind
And out of sight to speculation on future solaced peace of mind?
Perhaps again the crashing wall of fast reality, solid bricked
Determines upward focus but to fall, as if to gravity’s grounded truth
Tricked of consequential solitude, rimed of age, aching of the aged sick
No respite there nor rectitude as once you found in torrid youth.
But perhaps I’m speaking out of turn and out of place,
For though your memories sear and burn as if to carbonise some
worthwhile trace of validity
On that unholy visage lit by lives lived long before….
It matters not and changes nought, not a jot nor yet a thought
For you and I know better than to seek a settled score from comment fair
After all, you are I, staring back at me from the mirror mounted there.

Inspired By Mr. Pärt's "Spiegels" (Peter, Debra Buesking, David; final production)

We are always moving and never in the same place again. It seems better if we take care of all loved ones and the places we live and visit. Wishing everyone a very Happy New Year ,Thanks for all the wonderful sharing of music and Positivity,

Críochnaíonn Aisling Amháin, Tosaíonn Aisling Nua. ( One Dream Finishes, A New Dream Begins )

Synth drones accompany Alto Saxophone and Tenor Recorder tracks. 

Image c/o Corrie White (Pinterest)

Liquid Air

Цілував

Night's Lullaby

Intergalactical Classical Ad lib Piano performance Live on an early 1900's standing Piano.

Photography from me. The Piano is a family heirloom that I have inherited from my mother's mother.

Timekeeper (Live)

Heartbeat In A Spring Night

A Night In Heidelberg * Instrumental

Original Lyrics & Vocals by Heidi-Marie

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Sunrise creepin', 
phone's a-ringin' loud 
Another Monday, 
lost within the crowd 
Boss man barkin', 
deadlines in my face 
But somethin' shifted, 
ain't no time or place 

For stress and worry, 
anxieties that bite I flipped the switch,
 turned off the inner light 
Used to chase the paper, the designer clothes 
Now I'm chillin', 
 watch how the garden grows 
They say I'm lazy, lost my drive and zeal
But I'm just livin', 
 how I truly feel.

Couldn't give a flying f-, nah, 
 not a single one 
Your drama's a circus,
 and I'm already done 
Got my own vibe, 
 my own rhythm, my own sun
Couldn't give a flying f-, 
 where you're comin' from.

Yeah, I don't care, 
 let the haters talk 
My inner peace,
 I'm about to take a walk 
Don't need your opinions no drama, flawed
My vibe's on cruise, 
disregard the squad 
They wonder why I'm smilin', feelin' free
It's simple, man,
 I'm just bein' me
No expectations, 
no need to impress 
Just livin' life, with zero stress.

Couldn't give a flying f-, nah, 
 not a single one 
Your drama's a circus, 
and I'm already done
Got my own vibe,
 my own rhythm, my own sun 
Couldn't give a flying f-, where you're comin' from.

Yeah, I don't care, 
let the haters talk 
My inner peace,
 I'm 'bout to take a walk 
Don't need your drama,
 your opinions flawed
 My vibe's on cruise, 
disregard the squad
They wonder why I'm smilin', 
 feelin' free 
It's simple, man, 
I'm just bein' me 
No expectations, 
no need to impress 
Just livin' life, 
with zero stress

Couldn't give a flying f-, 
yeah I don’t care
let the haters talk
My inner peace
I’m bout to take a walk
Don’t need your drama
Your opinions
flawed
My vibe’s on cruise
Couldn’t give a flying f-
Not a single one
your drama’s a circus
and I’m already done

Zero stress, yeah, 
that's the key Just me, myself, 
and liberty. Word
Couldn’t give

Produced in the
ARAPA Music Studio
Sydney - Australia

Artwork:  #azcreativestudiosydneu

Flying F's

Tranquil Disruptions Inside Imposters

🛑🌍💥💢🔥🔥🔥💣⁂©All Rights Reserved 05-2025
©Lyricist, Mixer, Mastering, Pro License & Creator: Lady ElectroTrek
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TITLE: FALLEN DREAMS IN A FAILING WORLD
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LYRICS:
 (Verse 1)
Shadows stretch long on broken ground
Echoes of dreams that made no sound
Golden streets now cracked and grey
Living in a world that's lost its way

(Verse 2)
We chase the sun but it's burning cold
Silver whispers of stories told
Broken hearts and skies that weep
The promises we made but couldn't keep

(Chorus)
Fallen dreams in a fallen world
Stars collide and the truth unfurled
We hold on tight as the winds unwind
Searching for hope we can't seem to find
(Verse 3)
Rivers run dry where life once grew
The skies turned pale from endless blue
Mountains crumble hearts turn stone
In this fallen world we stand alone

(Bridge)
But still we sing through the weight of night
Through the endless dark we seek the light
Hand in hand we walk the line
Dreamers lost but we still shine

(Chorus)
Fallen dreams in a fallen world
Stars collide and the truth unfurled
We hold on tight as the winds unwind
Searching for hope we can't seem to find

War Hurts Everyone

Fallen Dreams & A Failing World

Fallen Dreams In A Failing World

::.Stay Tuned.::  
If you can, please check out one of my newer tracks--I'm not sure if the system didn't put it out with the feasible algorithm...IDK 
https://soundcloud.com/electrotrek/coming-down-from-going-up
Thanks, in advance if you can>>

🎵💥To refute the headhunters who ASSUME stuff....
Special Bio notes extended: 
I have worked with a lawyer to sign several petitions for human rights outside the USA. I signed to stop the Syrians from being murdered in the middle of the night & to end rape of women & children, & to free hostages. The United Nations needs a wakeup call! 

I have used my Hohner Harmonica for music here.
I Have a fingerless synth guitar which I have used here.
I have a MOOG Theremin.
I have a pan flute which I have used here.
I have used drums that I actually broke a thick wood stick playing so hard. Let me tell you standing drums are one helluva a good workout! 
People have lied about me doing porn & stole a modeling account I belonged to & rewrote my stats & changed my eye-color, then said I do escort & porn...Which I never did & it was a German Agency. 
*Former Fierce Model Talent Agency Model --I was accepted based on my art neveu facial bone structure.
*Former 54 Once Model Agency from Peru Model
*Former Cologne Germany Agency Model
*Former Royal Talent Academy Agency Model
*Former Comic Con Model, Artist, Musician, & Concept Character Creator Winner
*Former OMP model with the Spotlight Multi-Award-Winning Michael Rosen Photographer out of Chicago requesting to use me for a project.
*Winner of a wood placard from Chicago's 92.3 FM Radio station for Voice Over Advertising with the help of a Chicago Photographer who did wedding photography. 
*Former Muse Cube Model with a few times Spotlight Winner for Digital Artist, & then just Model. 
*Asked by the President of the USA to be on an advisory board & get paid, but turned it down.
*In my early modeling days: I was invited by special invite to The Cartier Jewel Event as told I was 1 in only 100,000 selected to have received this honorary privilege. 💎
🎃Celebrate Halloween with my video clip from Instagram>>
https://www.instagram.com/p/DI2OWYoRZOb/
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😎🎵👉🏼🙌🏼🎵🔥As of 10-08-2025:) My SoundCloud Playlist Sideline Spot of Artists is:
https://soundcloud.com/electrotrek/sets/lovely-lounge-legacy
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Recent Update: 🎥~🎶Newest 18 minute+ Track release 
https://soundcloud.com/electrotrek/the-magicians-lair-the-binding-illusion
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🎵📝Bio:
Intro:) Lady ElectroTrek is an artist of varying fields... who doesn't feel like she can be crammed into one genre. She creates where she feels the spirit of the moment takes her.../' Lady ElectroTrek has done live choir performances, even had an experience with TV group performance. ElectroTrek has been on radio, different stations--won an award out of Chicago, & received a radio artist plaque for her efforts. ElectroTrek has won group trophy for best in regional singing. ElectroTrek was asked to be a select member of 8 singers called: "The Pantherettes" as a freshman.
ElectroTrek grew up knowing she had a desire to sing, but never anticipated that she would one day take part in a burgeoning exploration of creativity within the instrumental field.
Electrotrek first learned how to play the flute recorder, while attending a private school & studying under a German teacher. Arthur was her teacher, & later saved her life from freezing to death in the snow, when her stepfather 'conveniently' forgot to pick her up & left her there while he was in another town away from where she was going to school & she was left outside until past 8:00 o'clock at night as a middle school child. No cell phones back then, & no money was given her for in case of emergency. The fact that she has survived many abusive encounters, is indeed a miracle in itself.
ElectroTrek has taken flute classes with a popular YouTube teacher from Utah. She has a Sterling flute imported from Australia.
ElectroTrek studied some guitar underneath an aunt of hers who was a Music Major & a music shop owner. Although she never bought instruments from that aunt's shop, due to her relocating over 1500 miles away.
ElectroTrek took piano lessons with a German piano teacher who was very strict to the point that he would hit her hands with a solid wood ruler that had a metal edge & left her hands stinging. Told her that her homework from school was not as important as the piano & demand her to cut her nails off, though they were only moderately grown out. She later switched to a teacher by the last name of Miller, but that proved to only bore & be drawn out to the point of ridiculousness, & only seemed as if paying for lessons but not allowed to progress became evident of being taken advantage of. She then found solace & understanding under her stepfather's brother's wife's teaching.
From there she began to gather tidbits from reaching out to several high-end Professionals & has expanded on trying many new things.
Her life is a story of working against constant odds & mistreatment & she can hold her head with dignity. She has earned her right to be treated as an equal & not cut in half & projected upon by predatory narcissists. Assertiveness is her right to maintaining her boundaries.
ElectroTrek has been involved in many things outside of music as an altruistic activist & rights advocate...& signed many petitions to prevent cruelty & abuse.
An Indian photographer once nominated Lady ElectroTrek for a Nobel Peace Prize on a public forum for her voluntary commitment & diligent work to protect underage models against human trafficking.
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🧠👉🏻🎯
FYI: Answer the Q: :D NO I'm NOT a robot! Robots don't wear expensive perfume, have a social security number, have a driver's license issued to them, & have blue, aqua or green veins. Robots do not have menstrual cycles nor experience Amenorrhea--which I have... & do not have one of the rarest eye colors--I do. Robots don't get goosebumps when getting cold. Robots do not get hypothermia--I went on a White Water Rapids trip in Hell's Canyon --My boat flipped over & was suspended in mid air for what seemed like 45 seconds before it capsized. I survived being drug up a steep cliff, with my hips & legs temporarily paralyzed & my lips had turned purple due to lack of oxygen & severe cold in the month of September. So a nurse, the guide & his dad & his daughter saved me from freezing to death. Stripped me down to just my panties & saw my naked natural tits & got me in a sleeping bag & the two women got inside stripped down to generate body heat to revive me. Robots don't go through that--I'm 101% HUMAN. So enough of your needless assumptions & projections. I play Piano, Guitar/Electric guitar, Harmonica, Flute Recorder, Synth, Pan Flute & Drums, I sing, write, compose, won award for a Comic-Con Convention contest for being an all in one package deal>> digital artist, model, music, & concept. etc. Don't hate me because I have times where I can create faster than you. Don't hate me because I'm from European bloodline but live in America. I have causes I support & I stand up to those taking advantage of others.
The American Red Cross has certified me as having a rare blood type---They or their needles withdrawing the blood don't lie...I have given blood before.
Because of owning acreage I keep busy, I am involved in saving certain wild life or species...I have pets, & I bleed like any other human--red, not oil. When was the last time you saw a robot with pierced ears? I get this can be a dirty, cutthroat industry. I prefer to enjoy the mature & sincere folk that remain within this music industry. Don't hate me because you think I'm on one political side or the other...I'm INDEPENDENT & will help or correct either side...That's how I roll. ...>>

Intro:) Lady ElectroTrek is an artist of varying fields... who doesn't feel like she can be crammed into one genre. She creates where she feels the spirit of the moment takes her.../' Lady ElectroTrek has done live choir performances, even had an experience with TV group performance. ElectroTrek has been on radio, different stations--won an award out of Chicago, & received a radio artist plaque for her efforts. ElectroTrek has won group trophy for best in regional singing. ElectroTrek was asked to be a select member of 8 singers called: "The Pantherettes" as a freshman.
ElectroTrek grew up knowing she had a desire to sing, but never anticipated that she would one day take part in a burgeoning exploration of creativity within the instrumental field.
Electrotrek first learned how to play the flute recorder, while attending a private school & studying under a German teacher. Arthur was her teacher, & later saved her life from freezing to death in the snow, when her stepfather 'conveniently' forgot to pick her up & left her there while he was in another town away from where she was going to school & she was left outside until past 8:00 o'clock at night as a middle school child. No cell phones back then, & no money was given her for in case of emergency. The fact that she has survived many abusive encounters, is indeed a miracle in itself.
ElectroTrek has taken flute classes with a popular YouTube teacher from Utah. She has a Sterling flute imported from Australia.
ElectroTrek studied some guitar underneath an aunt of hers who was a Music Major & a music shop owner. Although she never bought instruments from that aunt's shop, due to her relocating over 1500 miles away.
ElectroTrek took piano lessons with a German piano teacher who was very strict to the point that he would hit her hands with a solid wood ruler that had a metal edge & left her hands stinging. Told her that her homework from school was not as important as the piano & demand her to cut her nails off, though they were only moderately grown out. She later switched to a teacher by the last name of Miller, but that proved to only bore & be drawn out to the point of ridiculousness, & only seemed as if paying for lessons but not allowed to progress became evident of being taken advantage of. She then found solace & understanding under her stepfather's brother's wife's teaching.
From there she began to gather tidbits from reaching out to several high-end Professionals & has expanded on trying many new things.
Her life is a story of working against constant odds & mistreatment & she can hold her head with dignity. She has earned her right to be treated as an equal & not cut in half & projected upon by predatory narcissists. Assertiveness is her right to maintaining her boundaries.
ElectroTrek has been involved in many things outside of music as an altruistic activist & rights advocate...& signed many petitions to prevent cruelty & abuse.
An Indian photographer once nominated Lady ElectroTrek for a Nobel Peace Prize on a public forum for her voluntary commitment & diligent work to protect underage models against human trafficking.
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*A non-quotidian smidgen media tip matter about me:
~ Here's my brief summary:-) .::. The art of character acting in still frame can be like a sempiternal lively soubrette on a night stroll after the 'high' of visiting her lover>>>

**** (Drum roll)My panegyric portion of Extra Special Thanks
for touching my life:-)
UPDATE: I want to THANK ALL OF YOU HERE for your support & fab compliments & for making my Cloud stay the best experience...
⁂My mother's parents are full blooded Europeans. One was 100% German & the other was 100% Norwegian. I cannot help what country I was born in... Neither can you choose your genetic DNA inherited.>>
The intense hatred towards Americans is evident...And some people are too dense to consider that we did not choose our leader & the faults of the Country. No more than you can choose if a thief targets you or IF Putin puts you on the run. Just STOP. 🚩
⁂ THANKS to ALL my NEW Followers & sending love to my longtime friends! You make the world beautiful & keep adding your magic to the planet...Remember you're irreplaceable! ;) 🖖🏻🤟🏻☮🕊🌞🙌🏻💐


☑Was blue check verified on Twitter as of =>May 4 2023:) --Later cancelled due to political unrest on the platform./'
⁂My Sundance Escapade song & video/Please Visit: https://www.instagram.com/reel/CqmNidpsSuc/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet
🎶⭐🧵I have done collaborations with the following amazing talents:
⁂ Mat Ward/No Mates Ensemble :)
⁂ MOO :)
⁂ Espen Skaar/DWA :)
⁂ Terry R. C./Tea R. sea :)
⁂J. L. T./T.I.T.
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**Some of Lady ElectroTrek's initial vocal music influences are as follows:
*Donna Summer
*Diana Ross
*Paul McCartney
*LeAnn Rimes Cibrian
*Olivia Newton-John [R.I.P.]
*Madonna--Mage of Change
*Lady Gaga
*Stevie Nicks
*Karen Carpenter [R.I.P.]
*Van Halen--With either David Lee Roth or *Sammy Hagar (*Happy Rocktober 13th Birthday;) 
So many more.....





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💥*ℌ𝔢𝔯𝔢'𝔰 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔦𝔱𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔟𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔶𝔢𝔞𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔘𝔨𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫𝔢...𝔐𝔞𝔶 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔢𝔳𝔦𝔩 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔟𝔢 𝔩𝔞𝔦𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔱, 𝔢𝔦𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔦𝔤𝔫𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 𝔬𝔣 𝔠𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫 𝔬𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔪𝔢𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔤𝔯𝔦𝔪 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔢𝔫𝔰𝔢.*⚖
⁂You can find me here, too...
https://distrokid.com/videos/watch/mv-vU1Lc3w8Z
📌Saepe creat molles aspera spina rosas 👉🏼🌹🌹🌹
⁂Cornix cornici oculos non effodiet
⁂𝕮𝖍𝖊𝖊𝖗𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝖈𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖇𝖗𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖎𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖚𝖆𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖞! :-*
𝕃𝕖𝕥'𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕦𝕤 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕕𝕚𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥 & 𝕨𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕖𝕥, & 𝕟𝕠 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕣𝕖𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕦𝕤 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣! 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 & 𝕡𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕝𝕝>>
I can now be found on the following>>
🕊️Twitter:) https://twitter.com/ElectroTrek ....
💖iHeart:) https://www.iheart.com/artist/electrotrek-35467144/
🌟Amazon:) https://music.amazon.com.au/albums/B09MN7CTM3
⁂My state law prohibits the following job interview questions:
prohibits employment practices that discriminate based on race, color,
religion, sex, age (40 years and over), mental or physical disability, national origin, or genetic test results. To do any of the following, constitutes employing discriminatory measures./'
⁂Tonight, I have received a notice that I have reached my maximum amount of people I can follow on the Cloud as of 4/10/2021. /' |: :|

⁂Keith Richards of the Rolling Stones quote:
"A painter got a canvas. A writer got a reams of empty papers.
A musician has silence."
⁂About love: It is utter nonsense to leave the generalization that if you give love, you get love in return. It is simply NOT true... When I look at abused children who have been entrapped within the confines of circumstances, all the love in the world doesn't STOP the abuser from seeing things in a perspective that will harness his faults he fails to identify.
⁂Some experiments may fail, but if we never tried, then we would not be moved to join on a path of something better...Why should there be shame? ⁂Experience can bring evolutionary changes. (Food for thought:)
⁂FYI: I have to admit I am not trying to find a particular genre niche in my musical endeavors...I'm just wanting to enjoy the expedition of the musical wheels! ;)