i like how i'm feeling now
all alone away from the crowd
i've had enough of talk
all i wanna do is get lost
on my own, in my room
wont be hearing from me soon

but i hate how i miss you so
think i'll just throw away my phone
and i doubt you'd notice one fewer text
when you're so busy with all the rest
so i'll give up, take back my heart
was dumb to give it from the start

tho i wish you had asked me to stay
i'll convince myself that i'm ok
and yeah i guess everything's chill
even tho i love you still
so here i go, back on my own
cause none can leave you if you're already alone

feeling now

Inside a Whale (feat. An Actual Whale)

anything at all // cunty girls get everything

trying to think of the future feels like looking for a cure
or keeping a shirt becuase at some point i’m going to learn how to hem or turn it into something cute for them 

I lost myself at the park 
you’re being silly don’t start

but my eyes just went dark
don’t worry itll come back 

i think i’m dying does it look like that
no it doesnt

are you sure it doesn’t look like that?
i’m sure it doesnt

i’m trying to think of the next part 
flipping pages til i’m a famous circus star

just don’t flip too hard

Don't Flip Too Hard

I wanna go on a road trip 
just you and me 
lets have a burping contest
i bet i could win this 
youll see

I wanna ride my bike through prospect part
i wanna run with kayt by the river
and i want my sister to come stay for dinner before i get bitter
before i get bitter

i wanna go on a road trip
I wanna forget time exists at all
do you ever get that feeling like the shelf above your bed is gunna fall 
and smash your head while you sleep 
and no one will know until the morning 
dozing off hoping 
it wont be too bloody 

we're gunna go on a road trip 
we're gunna blast our favorite songs
we're gunna pack some lunches and stick out
hands out the window feel how fast that we're going 
how fast are we going?

Road Trip! (Phone recording)

I've been in a funk thinking about all the love that i let go 
feeling like a stubbed toe
i know this pain will leave but right now i'm weak in the knees 
been in this quarter life crisis for a month or so 

just try eat my greens make sure i'm leaving the house 
this broken heart wont fix itself 
broken hearts dont fix themselves

so I try to find the silly after writing down the bad stuff
where is all my good luck
did i use it all up

for now i'll practice my fart jokes
let my friends hold me 
practice feeling cozy

Practice Feeling Cozy (Phone Recording)

Dude 3 (Phone Recording)

I've got a stick in my eye
i stubbed my toe on the chair over there
no, i'm not gunna cry 
i just hate saying goodbye

there are 1440 minutes in a day 
times that by 3 and i'd still wanna stay 
lets just go for one more ride
when you leave, i feel i might die 

but i'm getting used to it
you keep coming back 
i'm getting used to this 
you're so pretty when you laugh 
you're so pretty when you laugh 
when you look at me like that
i think i might pee my pants 
i think i might pee my pants

I Might Pee My Pants

I been showing you all my arteries but you just want to take me to all these parties 
i don’t want to be seen with you, i just wanna be the art hanging in your room 

is this what happens when we say i love you too soon 
I was on page 52 while you were writing the epilogue with your mom 

wish i could stomach not getting it right or was strong enough to watch you cry without losing my mind 
or maybe we should have spent more time talking cuz i can’t seperate my thoughts from my body 

and i miss blankie too 
together, walking other people’s dogs
playing in the snow on mushrooms 
the world felt like my living room

THOUGHTS

I’m a little nervous to talk when its just you and i but 
if you listen really close 
to the static between our skin you’ll hear my mind going
crazy asking all kinds of questions 

asking about your dad
asking about your kitchen 
asking about the times you felt like yourself and what songs take you back to them 

and i know i’m shy im pretty quiet 
i learned young thats its best to be silent 
so my thought ratio is off 
everything good is stacked three bads tall 

thank you for being alive 


And i know i’m shy im pretty quiet 
I learned young that it’s best to be silent so

my thought ratio is off

everything good is stacked 3 bads tall

feeling now

elfpie

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