WHY IS THIS SO INDIE FUUUCKING AESTETHIC NEEDED 

btw, this song is about  bisexual polyamory haha, y'all made my gayest song the most listened to

Remastered version of this original song: https://on.soundcloud.com/iohmR0TW66S9Uz80R2

The Halcyon Days

Smokescreen (remastered)

Untitled

here's a video! https://youtu.be/7CRKxLCA33c

i had a dream about a girl
but this time it wasn't you
that hasn't happened before
felt nice to kiss someone new
i don't remember her face
but she had soft brown hair
not thin and dyed out of place
like the style that you wear

i felt happy when i woke up
and that's unusual

cause these days i'm stressed out, messed up
i'm forced to clean myself up
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
but we'll all get through it

i walked a mile by myself
considered options and plans
i realize i've got bigger fish to fry
and don't need you to hold my hand
you're in the same boat
focusing on yourself
so i'll take the letters that you wrote to me
and take them off my shelf

i don't smoke anymore
and now i don't have to

cause these days i'm stressed out, messed up
i'm forced to clean myself up
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
cause these days i'm tired, hungry
figuring out if i like me
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got my problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
but we'll all get through it

video!!!

life! (shitty quality demo)

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strawberry mentos (2017)

Verse 1:
Blue veins down you arms
Red blood in my heart
Purple feelings and lavender dreaming 
I don’t wanna let go
Chorus:
All these people in my room
 are making faces at me 
It’s getting crowded I don’t like it
I just need room to breathe
The monsters in my bed are trying to find
A way in my head
I’m trying to be alone but
You keep callin my phone
I just need a little time
I know you gotta say bye
And if I ever had the chance I’d tell you
Bridge:
Why
Would you be so kind when
I 
Ignore all your calls it
Hurts
Cuz you never had a chance with
Me
Verse 2:
White shoes in my hands 
Fresh air in my lungs
Burnt up feelings & black blue beatings
I wanna let go
[chorus again]
Why

Why?

Clover

"in a state of constant conflict i am certain i'm a burden."

mess up (demo)

This Year

I DON'T LIKE THE LYRICS BUT IMA POST THIS SHIT ANYWAYS

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ellie

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