my buddy satan

i love dogs. thank you to all the dogheaven members with the help on this album <3

a letter to my imaginary soulmate

here's a video! https://youtu.be/7CRKxLCA33c

i had a dream about a girl
but this time it wasn't you
that hasn't happened before
felt nice to kiss someone new
i don't remember her face
but she had soft brown hair
not thin and dyed out of place
like the style that you wear

i felt happy when i woke up
and that's unusual

cause these days i'm stressed out, messed up
i'm forced to clean myself up
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
but we'll all get through it

i walked a mile by myself
considered options and plans
i realize i've got bigger fish to fry
and don't need you to hold my hand
you're in the same boat
focusing on yourself
so i'll take the letters that you wrote to me
and take them off my shelf

i don't smoke anymore
and now i don't have to

cause these days i'm stressed out, messed up
i'm forced to clean myself up
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
cause these days i'm tired, hungry
figuring out if i like me
it's hard but i'll admit it
i've got my problems too
cause these days i'm pissed off, fed up
and my friends are dealing with
their own stuff
yeah they've got problems too
but we'll all get through it

video!!!

life! (shitty quality demo)

pass it on

strawberry mentos (2017)

Clover

"in a state of constant conflict i am certain i'm a burden."

mess up (demo)

Too Far Away - Wyatt C.S. Ruten

This Year

I DON'T LIKE THE LYRICS BUT IMA POST THIS SHIT ANYWAYS

pass it on

ellie