Q U E S T I O N I N G . ETHEREALITY

don’t let us down
there’s plans to be made 
spinning round and round
inside an unclear vision
I don’t wanna be
waiting forever
forever ever after 
to only find no way out
nobody means to be
left out tossed to the side
guess i’m just playing 
dead 
that’s right
i’m hollow
got no crowd to witness 
colossal burning out  
cuz i’m afraid 
of losing out 
on everything 
i never want to be 
alive with nothing left for you
i’m all worked up 
cuz yesterday 
i figured out 
nothing’s ever what it seems to be   
so please just
don’t let us down
wish i made someone proud
like i see in all my visions
I don’t wanna to be
waiting forever
forever like a coward 
screaming please god take me now
nobody likes to be wrong 
these days we are all right
guess i’m playing
dead right
i’m so awful
got no will to face this 
try again tomorrow 
take another shot 
boy 
talk in perfect circles 
give em what they want
but i don’t wanna
be afraid 
of missing out
on anything 
i still can’t believe 
the things 
some words can make you do
you’re all worked up
cuz tomorrow 
might figure out
that everything
was always just a dream
(it’s just a dream)
(it’s just a dream)
one big dream
(it’s just a dream)
(it’s just a dream)
(it’s just a dream)
one big dream
(it’s just a dream) (it’s just a dream)
(it’s just a dream)
so please 
(it’s just a dream)
don’t let us down

O N E  B I G  D R E A M

might have crossed a line
gonna need a little more time
to give it time
to pass the time

figure out where a mind
goes when it doesn’t know
closin’ down this old familiar town

here we go

who is gonna be the one
who is pickin’ me up
when i’m falling down

cuz i’m fresh n’ full
of bad ideas now
i’m going on after midnight
yeah nobody lives in this town

might have to stand in line
gonna need a little more tonight
make it like
the first time every time
figure every thing will be fine
know when it’s time to go
close down the karaoke bar

shoulda known

who is gonna be the one
who’s pickin’ up
when i dial it down
what am I fishing for
who let you into their house
i’m going home after midnight
nothing to worry about

doubt
never repeat
should be livin’ without
feeling so guilty

who is gonna be the one
who is picking me up
when i decide to settle it down
but i’m looking for
another place to hang out
you said you’d call after midnight
there’s nothing to see here now

might have crossed a line
might have crossed your mind
might have crossed the line

D O U B T

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what life is like
On a-Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, darling, kiss me
Fill my heart with song
Let me swing for evermore
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you
Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for evermore
You are all I worship
All I long for and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, in other words
I love you

F L Y  M E  T O  T H E  M O O N

[{(    P A R A D I G M    )}]
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i’m out 
i’m all out
out of ideas
i’m so out 
and 
all alone 
reaching
for the phone
to reach out 
i’m about 
to fade 
out
but 
I put in 
so much 
time
on working out
the kinks 
tryna figure out
the point 
the point of life 
no
that doesn’t sound right 
there you are 
we are entwined 
like animals 
fighting to survive 

i’m in 
i’m all in 
this time 
it’s real 
i’m so in tune 
with 
everyone else’s shit
it’s so bizarre 
how anyone 
figured out
they would get this far 
i’m ready to quit 

another night
god speed 
you 
one of a kind
stare at windows 
pray the light
it don’t shine
i’m in my own way
all dream
no work 
no play
what is real 
in the paradigm
i lead astray

i’m out 
i’m all out
outta control
i’m so out 
all along  
chasing 
a perfect song 
to reach out 
i’m about 
to blow out
but 
i put in 
so much 
time
wasting everything else 
to think
i’d ever figure out
the point 
what 
point is it 
contrived 
when 
it don’t sit right 
who are you 
when you’ve got nothing

another night
praise be these 
one of a kinds
there the love goes
traded 
like
new dollar signs
i’m in my own way
no sleep
no work 
no pay 
living in a paradigm

on your feet now 
child 
you got something 
left to believe 
it’s all you want 
it’s all you need 
so 
why
don’t you just ask
 god 
for everything
 for everything

alright
god 
please
another night
gonna stare out 
the window
wait for your light to shine
just like 
the way
those dreams
evaporate 
please let me stay

another night
god speed 
you
one of a kind
staring at windows
framed inside 
a purple light 
but 
I’m in my own way
no dream
no force
no fame
so 
what is real 
in the paradigm

no 

perception 
obsession 
perfection
i lead astray

no

P A R A D I G M

it’s a miracle
 no one 
got caught up living 
at the end of the world 
so it seems 
it’s too late 
for rambling on 
got my reasons 
forgive me
 if I seem
 a little bit angry

I don’t know 
where I stand
 by what’s beneath me 
but i can sense 
change hanging in the air 
more than a few
wise assholes
on the internet 
could ever tell me 
what’s going on 
inside here

it’s the wrong way to find 
meaning of life
 out in the ether 
no paradise
 leaves you dead on a hill 
no good advice
 comes at a price
 eclipsing sanity
 it’s the wrong way to find

the grass is greener 
on the other side 
guess that’s where
my story will begin
 someday gonna
end up in heaven 
yeah
it’s just like me 
to say something so grim

how ‘bout finding peace
outside capital 
how ‘bout
mother fuck the government 
planets perfectly align 
while we sign on dotted lines 
never lost hope
till it started making sense

wouldn’t you like to try
 to live a life 
of profound meaning
 to not justify 
giving up
on your dreams 
how many times 
can we defend
 and rely 
getting by
on what you’re given
 wouldn’t you like to try

got a feeling 
can’t find the time
 clock’s ticking 
now make up your mind
 everybody else here 
put in billions of years 
when are you gonna 
wake up and see
 there’s no such thing
 as ‘freedom is free’
 there’s no such thing
 ‘cause Your freedom ain’t free

it’s the wrong way to find 
meaning of life 
out in the ether
 no paradise
 leaves you dead on a hill 
no good advice
 comes at a price
 eclipsing sanity
 it's the wrong way to find

M I R A C L E

ONE LIFE


[VERSE]
out there is no sign
of life after all 
but i’m feeling like 
there is something here
somebody take the wheel
there’s no time 
like the present after all 
it’s alright 
now 
get to the point 

[PRE 1]
wanna know 
why I feel
how I feel
so surreal 

[CHORUS 1]
like 
the tide 
and the moon
codependent
like 
the mountains 
need the forest rain

[VERSE]
there could be a light 
at the end of the tunnel
what do we fight for
why disagree 
when freedom means

[CHORUS 2]
peace on Earth
is codependent on  
doing unto others
inflicting zero pain
it’s just another day
where everything 
is everything 
and we all have a right to be 
anything we like to be
that’s LIFE
it’s alright 

[PRE 2]
why do we feel
what is real
how does it feel 
to know we are one with 

[CHORUS 3]
the sky and the stars
never ending
over the horizon
where would you rather be
so raise your hands 
for the world you see
praise the land 
embrace in 
all of her glory     
cuz it is up to us to keep
from destroying 
everything in sight
but we just might
pull it together 
in time
don’t have to say goodbye 
we only get

ONE LIFE

O N E  L I F E

O H
darling please
be one 
with the rock 
tied n’ bound  
in my dreams 

O H
N O
so I’ve been
acting like 
no one thing is
bothering me

H O L Y
where goes the time?
and why is the end
of the world 
always on my mind?

let it be
something 
profound
aspire 
believe 

follow 
lead
find out 
what’s inside eternity  

Y E A H

lonely 
unjustified 
when 
caught in a chemical swirl 
easing my mind

let it all 
play through 
wait until 
the end 

I    D O N ’ T

know why she 
reminds me of you 
don’t let go to your head 

T H E   L I G H T S 

shine on you 
heavy and blue 
Mr Modern 
lying left on read 
can’t get enough 
of that thing that you do 
Miss Lovin’ you more

S H E    S A I D

let it all play through 
wait until the end 

I   D U N N O 

how we are  still 
conspiring to 
completely
fuck with your head 

T H E    L I G H T S

shining 
bright 
brilliant 
true
Mr Make up
lying on the bed 
can’t get enough 
unfollowing through 
Miss lovin you more

S H E    S A I D

no one else
knew me 
before

S H E   S A I D

D A R L I N G   P L E A S E

all hope is lost 
counting 
every night 
down 
one by one
 just mad enough 
to fall in lust 
romanticized

when all hope is gone
 and 
you find yourself 
an automatic write off 
please 
take me out
 right off the edge

go

all hope is lost
 turning the lights 
down yeah 
it’s no fun
 fooling everyone 
who wants to see us die

yeah

when all hope is gone
 dream of a new friend
 find the silver lining
 blow your brains out 
no
 not today

no

there you go now
 wide awake
 killing space n' time
 nice to know you
 never change 
here’s to our demise

yeah 

right

what god forsaken reality 
did we ever try n' believe?

I wonder
 if “somehow” meant 
“to be” down the line
oh 
would her light 
outshine the stars? 
intertwine within her magic?
 forever after?

oh now i’m caught in the crosshairs
 so fire away
 god damn if i’m on a stage
I think i’m making up lines

SAYONORA
 guess things don’t change 
yeah
 this looks like a reprise
 here’s to our demise

S A Y O N A R A

Hey 
it’s been a while 
so long 
yeah it’s true
I heard the weight of it all
got the best of you 

There’s nothing 
like tomorrow 
just a day n’ night
wishing more than anything  
we traded goodbyes
 
Borderline 
outta sight n’ mind
where do I begin?

Hey 
it’s been way too long 
since the last weekend 
wish that I was wrong 
and you were here 
my friend

So i’ll take on the sorrow 
yeah we are banding 
whatever unified strong means 
The end?

So it’s borderline 
outta sight this time
where 
have you been
loving life?
give in nine to five 

no it’s not fair 

Was it what you wanted? 
was it what you had?
was it what what you wanted?

steady as she goes 
wondering if that was real
steady as she goes
wondering if i’m real

wasn’t what you wanted
wasn’t what you had
wasn’t what you wanted 
wasn’t what you had
wasn’t what you wanted 
wasn’t what you had
wasn’t what you wanted

was it what you wanted?
was it what you had?

B O R D E R L I N E (v2)

ECSTATIC MOTION

our days are numbered 
ecstatic motion 
hold on
now don’t you cry 
you are the light 

you’re ruining the fun
imagine what we could have done 
there’s a hole in the sun
she’s setting fire to every one 

I AM THE UNIVERSE 
I AM ALL THAT SURROUNDS
I AM THE PROPHECY
a burning castle collapsing  


ECSTATIC MOTION
you are 
ruining the fun
look at what you have become 
there’s an error in the sun
she leaves a mark on everyone 

I AM THE UNIVERSE 
I AM LOST
I AM FOUND 
I AM INFINITY
forever devouring 


IF IT’S THE END
THEN IT’S THE END
IF IT’S THE END 
LET IT BE

IF IT’S THE END
THEN IT’S THE END
IF IT’S THE END 
THEN LET IT BE THE END
THE END

LET IT BE THE END
THE END 
IT’S THE END 

IF IT’S THE END
LET IT BEGIN


I AM THE UNIVERSE 
I AM LOST
I AM FOUND
I AM TRUE DIVINITY
forever expanding 


I AM THE UNIVERSE 
I AM ALL THAT SURROUNDS
I AM THE PROPHECY
a burning castle collapsing

Ecstatic Motion V2 2

I’m at the point 
of no return 
you drop a hint
i’m out of style
how the stars align
now i’ve been 
there for a while

gone for days 
outnumbered
by one more 
ill fated 
open hand
and my first mistake 
was the last 
i never had

over thinker
you’ve always had me
running in circles
forever long
give up wanting 
something 
nobody has to offer

so I heard 
another version 
an unknown fact
you’re still 
in denial 
with a price 
to pay 
and no way 
to reconcile

over thinker 
everyone’s watchin’
each pretty footstep
she’s taken wrong
eye for an eye
lost in a shuffle 
just to know you 
and the 

over thinker 
loses time

what is wrong?
what is right?

over thinker 
you’re losing time

what is life?
who am i?

over thinker 
you’re outta line

is she the one 
who would stay 
by my side 
forever after?

over thinker 
you’re outta time 

is it better 
to dismiss 
impending decline?

I hold my soul 
up high 
with intention
to keep 
the beast at bay
but if he wants 
to feed 
he’s gonna find 
a new way

over thinker
you’ve always 
had me
running in circles
forever long
keep wanting 
something 
nobody has 
to want you
and the 

over thinker 
loses time

what is wrong?
what is right?

over thinker 
you’re losing time

what is life?
who am i?

over thinker 
you’re outta line

is she the one 
kissing me 
goodnight 
forever after?
over thinker 
you are out of…

time after time
day after day
there will 
always be 
a struggle 
and forever 
we will 
know pain
but the second 
it takes to breath
is enough 
to void 
the fear
 
and the light 
will forever 
burn high 
at the end 
of that road
and you can 
come down 
when you’ve found 
the right place 
to be 
the one 
you call 
home

over thinker 
you’re losing your…

over thinker 
you’re out of your… 

over thinker 
you’re losing time

over thinker 
you’re outta line

what is wrong?
what right?

over thinker 
you’re losing time

what is life?
who am i?

over thinker 
you’re outta line

do we fall in love 
or do we 
say goodbye?

over thinker 
you’re out of time.

O V E R  T H I N K E R

Stand up 
what do you love anyways
give me something real 
I overthink if i can feel
and if I can’t find that road lesser travelled down for ages
i’ll close that book 
i’ll change

i’ll praise the rhythm made up of reality 
abandon evil weakness 
for a sky line i remember like yesterday
where the sun will rise again
 
raise a glass 
for the unbreakable beating heart
and to the fabric of time 
falling apart

Wake up
we only float in blank space
but i fear of making something new
thinking i’m the one for you
what if I could just get back to before I’d met temptation

i’d change the rhythm 
question my reality 
envelop spontaneity 
and smile like when i first saw you and lost my way
but the sun did rise again

raise a glass 
for the unbreakable beating heart
here’s to the last 
indestructible beating heart
and to the fabric of time
falling apart

the sun will rise again

raise a glass 
for the unbreakable beating heart
here’s to the last 
indestructible beating heart
and to the fabric of time  
raise a glass
for the unbreakable beating heart
and to the fabric of time
here’s to the last
falling apart

F A B R I C  O F  T I M E

There is a line
evident of time
stage set by the water
the point is now
head spinning ‘round
searchin’ for comfort

making it up as i go
without a sign of control
i don’t know what i’m looking for 
on with with the show
is somebody gonna take a shot?
if your gonna give at all 
give it all 
give it all that you got

somewhere in time
i believe 
it was nothing but real
but something in the air 
has been troubling to me
that i just can’t see 

i feel the pressure under the weight now
of the oblivion trying to take me down
I feel the pressure under the weight now
let it roll let it ride
no i won’t back down
down and out 
out of focus 
or out of frame
yeah

Each day and night
infinite brilliant lights 
are shining down over bodies
i’ve got two feet on the ground
the world is spinning around
raise the roof 
hit the floor
get a move on
get down
 
By the way 
I remember where i was 
the very day 
my autopilot offed
changing my
centre of gravity
but i won’t expire
when nobody’s getting’ me 

somewhere in time
i believe it was nothing but real
yeah something in the air 
is so troubling to me
that i just can’t see 

i feel the pressure under the weight now
of the oblivion trying to take me down
I feel the pressure under the weight now
let it roll let it ride
no i won’t back down
down and out 
out of focus 
or out of frame

captivate 
release disarray
overcome uncertainty 

celebrate 
set the record straight
be whatever that you wanna be

eliminate
constrictions like fate
set the bar and rise above

assimilate 
all you create 
pull together 
yeah 
fall in love

I feel the pressure

i feel the pressure under the weight now
of the oblivion trying to take me down
I feel the pressure under the weight now
let it roll let it ride
no i won’t back down
down and out 
out of focus 
or out of frame
let the passion become ambition 
fly away

i feel the pressure under the weight now…….

P R E S S U R E

Black and white
Playing all the time 
And I crawl out from the bottom
I find a little peace of mind
And I know 
I’m so hollow 

Don’t ask why 
I follow who I follow 
Don’t act surprised 
When Nobody is special 
Don’t ask why 
I know 

Back down I slide 
Pray to god 
I might
And all I never wanted
I got it
I find a bottle and a light
That’s when I know
I’m just So shallow 

So Don’t ask why
It gets so hard to follow
I’m desensitized
When everything is normal 
Don’t ask why 
I know

W H Y

It always ends up impossible 
When envisioning us and I speak
In future tense
To make It all make sense
Have I something in common with
The remarkable amount of the ones
That are missed
Before I'm stranded with regret
If I am on your side
I'll always stay by your side
If only it were more than fear I could find
There is truth to this
I know
 I can feel it in my bones
Beneath my skin
Settling itself in
Memories 
They ebb and they flow 
As entities dance 
in the dark of my soul
I remember 
Not remembering anything
If I am 
On your side
I'll always be
By your side
If only it were
More than fear I could find
Alright 
If my heart would just decide 
I’d never have to lose and run and hide 
If only love
Could be so easy to find
So
Hand me Down 
To where I belong 
Hand me down
I'm already gone

HAND ME DOWN A10 - 3

I Can’t finish what we started 
Holding on to something I don’t wanna forget
Yeah I know what she wanted 
There’s gonna be another way 
Doing it again 
And again 
We fall apart
The same 

I am 
Bound by her mayhem
And why 
I keep finding myself coming back
I’ll never understand 

Maybe I’m the only culprit 
Holding myself accountable 
for a world I never saw fit
For anybody else
Those words might ring true
But he’s not he’s not gonna love you 
That way

I am 
Bound by her mayhem
 And why 
I keep finding myself coming back
I’ll never understand 

Now I can’t be the only one 
With my head up in the clouds 
Circling the lonely sun 
Trying to get my feet back on the ground 

I am 
Bound by her mayhem
And why 
I keep finding myself coming back
I’ll never understand

M A Y H E M

All songs and instruments written, performed, and recorded by me.

Q U E S T I O N I N G . ETHEREALITY

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