RECALCITRANT [2021]

TURN UP THE BAZZ!! ᕕ(⌐■_■)ᕗ ♪♬
thank you safeinsound for letting me release this one!

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ON TIME

FISTFUL

part of @teateamdesu - flavors vol. 2 compilation

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summit

ROCK.

ROBOT ROCK.

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ROBOT ROCK, REMIX!!

'UNSTABLE'
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"SEDAMI is a true inspiration for me. We had great flow and a very coherent vision of each section as we were working - the track felt natural to craft, each section led to the next rather than having a more defined song structure, resulting in a more fun and spontaneous experience for us. I'm incredibly proud of both of us and of the resulting track. It's truly and sincerely product of our vision and songwriting capabilities. I couldn't have asked for a better partner for this song, and I can't thank SEDAMI enough."
@lostandforgiven

@sedamimp3

🦊

Undergrowth

unstable

hostile & sedami - unstable

Lyrics :

uh, uh, uh, uh
and I trusted my faith like I would never suffer
(tell me how to feel safe in myself)

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear
i'm tossing my dreams like I will never suffer
You're so special to me - don't you care ?

(tell me how to feel safe in myself, tell me how to feel safe in myself, tell me how to feel safe in myself)
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

tell me how to feel safe in myself huh,
tell me how to feel safe in myself huh,
tell me how to feel safe in myself oh,
Will you stop sabotaging yourself ?

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my mother
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear
i'm tossing my dreams like I will never suffer
You're so special to me - don't you care ?

cause I lie to myself like I lie to my-
(is there something wrong with you no swear)
(is there something wrong with you no swear)
(lie to myself like I lie to my mother)
Is there something wrong with you? no I swear

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Hi ! This song is one of my most important works artistically speaking. I had a lot of fun blending multiple genres, and it's the first time I'm really putting my own voice in the front. 

I had something to express about how I've been struggling with existential questions, finding a love for self and some confidence. At the time I was hiding everything that I was ashamed of to everyone around so much I was scared of being perceived as weird and getting rejected. All of this which, indeed, was destroying me from the inside.

I'm very proud to show this project to y'all now. I hope you like it as much as I do !

Musically,

•♪x- HYKARVS -x♫•

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special.

DIZZEE RASCAL - SIRENS (RMX)

thank you https://soundcloud.com/teateamdesu ily <3

check out the full comp below !!
https://soundcloud.com/teateamdesu/sets/flavors-vol-2

ty for listening !

butterflies

the members of this megacollab:
@heyaephyn @alowofficial @amethxyst @aumhina @darcysavisa @flareinthesky @hyperscores @imaginarypetrichor @o-mikamin-o @maae-ko @lingoturboo @gemaji @n8land @heyitsnoveci @ranipla @superzrussell @verdiict @willowindhi @zeemee

[Made for FORM's All Nighter Vol. 10, sadly rejected]

"are you my twin flame"

Production: aephyn, -Alow, amethxyst, Aumhina, BULBA, fits, HYPERSCORES, Imaginary Petrichor, lillybug, lingoturbo, maji*, n8land, Noveci, SuperZrussell, ZEEMEE

Vocals: amethxyst, Kazuki, lillybug, n8land, Ranipla, verdiict, willowind

Final Arrangement: Noveci

lyrics:

n8land:
Forever sounds like a long time
Couldn’t help going though changes
I am not-the same girl from tmr land
Don’t even know who’s in my mirror

Terrified that you won’t stay mine
I don’t want to become strangers
Already went through that firsthand
Are you my (ah) are you my twin flame

lillybug + Ranipla:
Lost your touch, and circle the drain (it's burning me, burning me)
I broke your trust, please forgive me again (it's burning me, burning me)
I'm not worthy of, your dying embrace (it's burning me, burning me)
But I can’t help it I’m just like a moth to a flame (it's burning me, burning me)

willowind:
I could never find 
Anything that could calm my mind
Know I’ll reach you again I’ll try
Losing faith but I’d rather die
Looking for you in every life
Through the clouds tear apart the sky 
In the end it’s just you and I
In the end it’s just you and I 

Wait around like it’s not the same
With my arms wrapped around your waist
I could do it all, tell me what it takes
We could slow it down, girl it’s not a race
You’re my twin flame 
Roll the dice like a stupid game
Run it back I ain’t got no shame 
And I feel it last when you say my name

amethxyst:
Cause you remind me of
The sun on my skin (the sun on my skin)
I could come back a million times
'til I realize I'm lost again (I'm lost again)

verdiict:
Cause every time I think about the day that we met
I hear your voice
It hits my heart like a comet
You’re the half of me
And I can’t believe
It was destiny
We were meant to be

amethxyst:
We used to stay up past bedtime
Now all of that's been left astray
As we grow up
We drift apart to a new day

lillybug + Ranipla:
I'm not worthy of, your dying embrace (it's burning me, burning me)
But I can’t help it I’m just like a moth to a flame

Kazuki:
A ghost in the glass where I once used to be (I can’t have you see me like this)
Looking familiar, but not like me (Not when everything is amiss)
I’m no longer the person you yearn for (I can’t have you see me like this)
So stop looking for something to restore (Now my heart feels like a crime, Singing a broken, pitiful rhyme)

dream clinic feat. amethxyst & willowind - twin (flames) [ANV10 Submission]

the weight of the air shifts around you, and you become encapsulated in a shell of moisture.

into the deep

grape milk