vox by @gendr-fvvk
produced and mixed by me
cover art by me

- lyrics -

mspo:
promised me you would stay by my side
shouldn't be surprised it was just a lie
break my brain a thousand times
please just look me in my eyes
my chest it falls, you're uninvolved
in everything that i once loved
take me back to when we met
so i can keep you as a friend

brainrot (ft. GENDR FVVK)

dante red - movinglikeazombie (elii4h flip)

w/ @m_spo

out on spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/3ySTArH1cFvdzt3xMyDEpD

lyrics:

but i won’t tell u that, yeah, i’d never say a word
i'll never speak the facts
sayin' it out loud, this all sounds absurd 
but i won’t tell u that, yeah, i’d never say a word
i'll never speak the facts
sayin' it out loud, this all sounds absurd

i was standing on your porch actin' like i didn’t care
but god i fucking melt when you give me that stare
i couldn’t hate u yeah even if i tried 
and i fuckin' need you u in my life

but i won’t tell u that, yeah, i’d never say a word
i'll never speak the facts
sayin' it out loud, this all sounds absurd 
but i won’t tell u that, yeah, i’d never say a word
i'll never speak the facts
sayin' it out loud, this all sounds absurd 
 

thinkin of shit that i won’t let happen
i'm makin' up fights in my usual fashion 
i just gotta get outta my own head
sorry i over slept, stayed up thinkin' of u in my bed 

i jus want to be with u
i jus want u by my side
but i dont know what to say or do
so i'll jus b alone til that day that i die

now ur standin' at my door tellin' me u have to leave
i can't fuckin' bare it I jus stare in disbelief
i can't forget u yeah even if i tried 
said i fuckin' needed you u inside my life

but i won’t tell u that, yeah, i’d never say a word
i'll never speak the facts
sayin' it out loud, this all sounds absurd 
but i won’t tell u that, yeah, i’d never say a word
i'll never speak the facts
sayin' it out loud, this all sounds absurd 

sayin' it out loud, this all sounds absurd
sayin' it out loud, this all sounds absurd

absurd (w/ mspo)

vox + additional prod by @swotll

lyrics:

i gave you my heart
will you make it up to me?
is this real
you're making it hard
makes me wonder why you're here

please dont talk behind my back
why u talking at that smack
ur like a burden in my back
and im with you and i cant stand it

you're like a plane and i cant land it
im just tryna fix my damage

damage (ft. swotl)

sex 2

𝓲 𝓵𝓸𝓫𝓮 𝓫𝓪𝓴𝓮𝓷𝓬 ♥

brakence - 5g (elii4h remix)

challenged by @darcysavisa
made in under 24 hours

i nominate uhhh
@schbwp + @thatcherblackwood + @2manycolors

this is my first time doing this lol

huh? [wardubs]

got a random burst of motivation to make this for swagfest then i just forgot about it for like a week 😭

also i have discord server! it's dead as hell but i sometimes post samples n stuff here 
https://discord.gg/VQkmMSfTRX

ericdoa - 2008 (elii4h remix)

surprise bday drop!! :3

last year was fucking CRAZY. i moved out, got started on HRT and i've just been chillin and it's been so awesome both for me mentally and creatively. i've genuinely never felt more alive than i do now, like for the first time i feel like i can just be myself and not give a fuck about what others think about me.

i appreciate all the support on my recent songs, it means a lot to me that you guys love my stuff as much as i do. i don't plan on stopping anytime soon.  <3

WHO CARES A FUCK??

healing++

san holo - we rise (elii4h remix)

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