Back In My Arms

Every scar’s just proof I try… To love. To live. To stay alive. 
If you’ve ever been scared to love again, this song is for you.
#ShowMeLove #SoulMusic #EmotionalBallad #HeartHeals”

Show Me Love Won’t End

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Crazy Life • TOLKA BUTCHER

Midnight Wounds

℗ 2025 TB Records, under exclusive license to EMI Records Ltd.

Released on: 2025-08-29

Artist: TOLKA BUTCHER
Lyricist: TOLKA BUTCHER
Producer: TOLKA BUTCHER
Executive Producer: TB Records, Inc.
Composer: TOLKA BUTCHER

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Crazy Life

I don’t feel like me…
I don’t even know who that is anymore.

Woke up staring at a stranger’s face,
My reflection don’t know my name.
Every scar, every sleepless night,
Took a piece of me I’ll never find.
They say I’ve changed, like it’s a crime,
But I killed who I was just to survive.
Don’t tell me I’m fine, don’t call it growth,
I buried that version, I dug the hole.

And I don’t recognize my hands,
These are not the dreams I planned.
Every smile feels like a chore,
I don’t feel like myself anymore.

I don’t feel like myself anymore,
Every step feels strange on this floor.
I’ve been rearranged, torn apart,
Built new walls around my heart.
I don’t feel like myself anymore,
And maybe that’s what hurt is for.
I’m alive, but I’m not who I was before,
I don’t feel like myself anymore.

People say, “I miss the old you,”
No shit — that version wouldn’t have made it through.
You want her back, but she’s long gone,
Burned her down just to carry on.
Strength ain’t free, it’s got a cost,
And the price was everything I lost.
I’m still here, but not the same,
A body with a different name.

And I don’t recognize my hands,
These are not the dreams I planned.
Every smile feels like a chore,
I don’t feel like myself anymore.

I don’t feel like myself anymore,
Every step feels strange on this floor.
I’ve been rearranged, torn apart,
Built new walls around my heart.
I don’t feel like myself anymore,
And maybe that’s what hurt is for.
I’m alive, but I’m not who I was before,
I don’t feel like myself anymore.

Don’t tell me to “move on.”
Don’t tell me “it’s just life.”
I’ve been bleeding in silence,
While you handed me knives.
If I seem unrecognizable,
It’s because I chose to live,
I had to kill the old me…
So this one could exist.

I don’t feel like myself anymore,
Every step feels strange on this floor.
I’ve been rearranged, torn apart,
Built new walls around my heart.
I don’t feel like myself anymore,
And maybe that’s what hurt is for.
I’m alive, but I’m not who I was before,
I don’t feel like myself anymore.

I don’t feel like me…
I don’t feel like me…
Anymore.

I Don't Feel Like Me

Latasha, The Wind of Heaven Is Behind You

“Falling Into Peace” – Tagalog Version
Verse 1

Sinubukan kong kumapit
Pero bawat pag-ibig, dumudulas lang palayo
Panibagong paalam
Panibagong pangakong napunit at nagugulo

Dati kong tinatanong,
“Ako ba o sila ang nagbago?”
Akala ko, kung ibibigay ko ang lahat,
Doon sila mananatili sa tabi ko

Pero sa dulo, pareho lang ang istorya
Ako na naman ang nag-iisa, pasan ang sakit na di maipaliwanag…

Pre-Chorus

Tumakbo ako, lumaban ako
Sa bawat aninong nasa isip ko
Sinisi ang mundo, sinisi ang mga kasinungalingan
’Di ko nakita ang katotohanang nasa loob ko lang pala

Chorus

Nawalan ako ng pag-asa sa pag-ibig muli
’Di ko alam kung saan magsisimuli
Ibinigay ko ang lahat, pero nahulog pa rin ako
Parang apoy na nauupos sa impiyerno

Pero sa katahimikan nakita ko
Na ako lang ang kailangan ko
Lahat ng sakit ay unti-unting naglaho
At nahanap ko ang kapayapaan sa aking sariling alon

Bumibigay… bumabagsak…
Bumabagsak sa kapayapaan…
Bumibigay… bumabagsak…
Hinahanap kung sino ba talaga ako…

Verse 2

Dati kong sinisisi
Lahat ng pusong lumayo sa’kin
Pero ang totoo,
Natakot lang akong hayaan ang isang tao na manatili

Ang basag kong piraso
Nagpaniwala sa’kin na ’di ako karapat-dapat ipaglaban
Pero natutunan kong
Ang paghilom ay dumarating lang kapag lumakad ka sa liwanag

At ngayon alam kong ang nakaraan ay dapat maglaho
Para may espasyo sa mas magagandang araw na lilikhain ko—

Pre-Chorus 2

Hindi na ako tatakbo, hindi na ako magtatago
Sa salamin ng isip kong ito
Bawat peklat, bawat pag-iyak
’Yun ang nagdala sa’kin sa kabilang panig

Chorus (Final)

Nawalan ako ng pag-asa sa pag-ibig muli
’Di ko alam kung saan magsisimuli
Ibinigay ko ang lahat, pero nahulog pa rin ako
Pero ngayon, bumabangon ako, napuputol na ang sumpa

Sa katahimikan naniniwala ako
Na lahat ng kailangan ko ay nasa loob ko
Nawala na ang lahat ng unos
At natagpuan ko ang kapayapaan sa sarili kong hakbang

Bumabagsak… tumataas…
Umaahon mula sa lalim…
Bumabagsak… tumataas…
Ngayon tunay na akong malaya…

🎵 “Falling Into Peace” Tagalog Ver.

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https://youtu.be/a8LRpaHj1Wk

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