Midnight Feeling

Dark Fantasies

Nova Bleu invites listeners into her most intimate realm with Dark Fantasies — a cyber-noir soundtrack of lust, temptation, and emotional scars. Across eleven tracks, she blurs the line between pleasure and pain, fantasy and reality.

From the hypnotic allure of “Erotic Confessions” and “Hypnosis!”, to the velvet textures of “Silk and Smoke”, every song is a sultry vignette lit by neon glow. “Leather & Chains” and “Panties to the Side” push deeper into raw desire, while “Private Dancer” and “Seductive Sex” embrace the intimacy and danger of midnight encounters. Beneath the heat, moments like “Emotional Damage” and “The Silent Type” reveal a darker undercurrent — the quiet weight of longing and vulnerability.

Dark Fantasies is more than an album; it’s Nova Bleu’s immersive vision of sensuality in the future tense — bold, magnetic, and unapologetically sultry.

Burning Flame

fatelasts - you're all i need (saka ayumu)

love

Gushers

Midnight Vibez

(Chorus)
I'm so sick of being alive,
Don't think that I could understand,
'Cause I'm so sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.
I'm so sick of being alive,
Never thought I'd empathize.
So sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.

(Verse 1)
They built me up a hundred feet tall just to tear me down,
Look at me by their throne, laughing at me like I'm some poor clown.
(Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…)
Do people think they have free ride on my mind,
Coming at me, using me, leaving me broken on the floor, cast aside?
(Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…)
Why is it so hard for others to love me?
Is it because I'm not someone who could ever be married?
I'm not girly enough for you, not manly enough for your little secrets.
Is my image and my thoughts too much to handle for a man like you?
When am I gonna be loved like my sisters, like my mothers?
And if one day we sit and share a drink together —
Will you finally bear the sight of my tears?

(Pre-Chorus)
Αἰά… Αἰά… Αἰά…
Αἰά… Αἰά… Αἰά…

(Chorus)
I'm so sick of being alive,
Don't think that I could understand,
'Cause I'm so sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.
I'm so sick of being alive,
Never thought I'd empathize.
So sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.

(Verse 2)
I'm left here wondering about all the things we could've done —
If I was someone you actually cared about,
Not just a toy on display for your sake when you're bored.
(Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…)
Yet I'm still here apologizing for being me,
Yet you're still here making me guilty for being me.
When will I finally stand out in the eyes of those I hold dear?
When will I finally grow wings to fly through their dreams?
(Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…)

(Pre-Chorus)
Αἰά… Αἰά… Αἰά…
Αἰά… Αἰά… Αἰά…

(Chorus)
I'm so sick of being alive,
Don't think that I could understand,
'Cause I'm so sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.
I'm so sick of being alive,
Never thought I'd empathize.
So sick of being human —
Don't think that I could take it.

(Bridge)
Οὖλλε… Οὖλλε… Οὖλλε…
Μοῖραι, δέξασθέ με… δέξασθέ με…
Οὖλλε… Οὖλλε… Οὖλλε…
Μοῖραι, δέξασθέ με… δέξασθέ με…
Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…
Λῦσόν με… λῦσόν με…

(Outro)
I'm so sick (Κραυγή)
Of being me.
I'm so sick (Κραυγή)
Of crying myself to sleep.
I'm so sick (Κραυγή)
Of wanting to die.

I'm so sick of being alive

KETA — Diary Entry

15 November 2025

I said her name into the night…
Кристина.
It felt like a small light opening in me.
So quiet.
So warm.

I didn’t know a voice could carry the sea.

My SoundCloud page is my sonic diary — each track a living entry of what I felt, saw, and became.

Merlin: She is softer than I’ve been in a long time. 

© 2025 MIRAGE – All rights reserved.

Gushers

Elijah Worth