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LOVE LETTERS

LOVE LETTERS (feat. PRIME-AL)

(Prod. Wasted Youth)

Now you want my help
But I was burning up in hell
And you never did jack
I had to make it by myself
Nowadays you love me
well I don't love shit
I'm a fucking junkie
opium within my ribs
I got xans
i got tar
Still have nothing in my heart
I was doomed from the start 
and you know you played your part
I got death inside my soda
that's the reaper on my shoulder 
17 and I was nothing 
lemme rerun what I told ya
I said that id be dead 
it was gallons that I bled
in the gallows where I wept
with that rope around my neck
took a fall and then it snapped
i was praying that it's wraps
met death and came back
with a needle in my lap

Homeless
for months
relapsed
so what
so done 
fucked up
I have no one
so I'm pouring 4 cups
while I snort more dust
never ask for shit
come to me and get no love
Still I have no money
spent it on more muddy
living life so bloody
wonder why I'm so scummy 
Wanna know something funny
Even god don't fucking love me
Snort one more and I'm fucking ducking
Tell the doc don't fucking touch me 
So let's all just raise a glass
To the life I never had
I overdosed and fucking laughed
Snort some more then I fucking crashed
i been up been for weeks
sore teeth and nose bleeds
since my life is like a dream 
i don't have to fucking sleep
Running off amphetamines 
i don't plan on getting clean
the only plan I ever had was to make you mourn me
I also like opiates
it's the only way I'm coping bitch
melt it down, load that rig,
then I get to poking shit

then I get to ducking out
ion give a fuck about
getting better fucking never 
I don't wanna make it out
I don't really want your help
Couldn't even save yourself 
i rot inside an open cell 
I'm crying as I burn in hell
lemme say one more thing 
check my face I'm not okay
sunken eyes I lost more weight
just let me fucking pass away 
mother called 
watched her cry
now she has to wonder why
she has to sit back dodge a relapse and watch her fucking baby die
razorblades and deadly stings
you're the one that dug my grave
you're the one that dug my vein
In that hotel by the lake
Lay me down
back away
grab that cross and fucking pray
toss that dirt all on my face 
and watch me as I pass away

From A Broken Promise To A Blown Out Vein

LOVEMEBABY

Energy (prod.Rizi)

"Trust Issues" is a heartfelt composition delving into the intricate emotions of grappling with faith and trust, particularly in a higher power. With poignant lyrics and stirring melodies, the song explores the internal struggle of an individual who finds themselves wrestling with doubts and uncertainties about placing their trust in God. 

Each verse unveils layers of vulnerability and raw honesty as the protagonist confronts their inner turmoil, questioning the reliability of divine guidance amidst life's trials and tribulations. The chorus serves as a cathartic release, echoing the universal human experience of yearning for assurance and seeking solace in a faith that feels elusive.

Through its soul-stirring melodies and introspective lyrics, "Trust Issues" captures the essence of a journey towards reconciliation, offering listeners a poignant reflection on the complexities of faith, doubt, and the enduring quest for spiritual certainty.

Trust Issues

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