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mixing/mastering done by Isaac Brown (insta @virtual_atrocity.wav). 

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why i was not in my own body

lyrics.

all my soul alone
they sing, noise and plea

I walked across the field in your name
I raised a home in the blind holy mud of your veins
and why
why are you called that (god)

and I walked through the field in your name

lame and tethered
they find our bodies
we aren't just sailors
we named the sea

and your followers are gone
and your followers run home
and there's no-one near
and your followers are all gone

see through my noises
hold back my hair when I choke
see through my mutterings
and I will be witnessed here all along
all along
hair long
a long
ride home

followed across a field

spring, we went drinking at the dam.

summer, my grandmother laughs about a minor car incident a long time ago in a big kitchen with some of her sisters.

the dam

the sunshine girl is sleeping
she falls and dreams alone
and me I am her dagger
too numb to feel her pain

the world is fall of noises
I hear it all the time
and me I am your dagger
you know I am your wound

I thought I heard you whisper
it happens all the time
I thought I heard you whisper
it happens all the time

(lyrics originally by slowdive)

dagger (cover)

there will come a time when I have to go
sea: there will come a time when I leave you

arms in the earth holding everything arms holding the weight of my tongue collapsing on my teeth the weight of mountains like blankets, crashing as one on the rocks, I feel (like I feel when asleep) the shells scrape me out
into the open I am bloodied sand
(like I feel when asleep, like I'm moving)

I am the mud in your hairline
I am the towering hills deer roll down in a fallow heap they gasp where are we they answer you are a part of each other
and the falling and flying doesn't end when you sleep
so stay awake forever
so you can swim in every water
in arms of every water
and pass on

because in every water
your weight will live forever
your weight will live forever
your weight in the waters will live forever

whales in the deep have known your name forever
whales in the deep have known your name forever
whales have known your maiden name forever

tourniquet

just getting in the door, its 5:09am. its Tuesday. birds are out, I'm out. I don't know if you can hear them but, I just think they sounded really nice. its tonight, today, same thing. okay bye

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eli n' jo