a high-effort shitpost. i was gonna make this a bonus track on the next release but i like it too much to hold onto and also the tone is totally different. 

lyrics:

could a stable person do this?

my favorite cursed images tumblr blog
started posting photos of my face
this picture did make me go hmmm
this picture does make me say "what the fuck"

i'm at the office
i'm at the drive-thru
i'm at a place where i can panic and it's not okay
i'm in the bedroom
having a meltdown
i'm at a place where i can feel like shit!

is this the chorus?
yeah it's the chorus
i'm at a place where i can sing shitty car seat
headrest in my car
i'm on the freeway
i'm at a place where i can feel like shit!!!

every place i'm in is a liminal space. every
place i'm in is the same location. every night
i drown looking for myself underwater. every
night i wake up soaked in sweat, soaked in
river water, easy and it's free

sopping wet in one easy step, ruining my sheets. it's
easy and it's normal and i'm normal and i’m good
and i'm happy and i'm normal and i'm 
drinking too much coffee and i'm feeling unwell every day i'm feeling like shit

i hope you never see my face in a magazine
looking at you with those paper eyes or
looking away, too sick to meet your gaze a lifetime away

chewing on the edges of the 
pages of a book that you shouldn't be holding
the timeline is wrong, the stream of
consciousness is running in reverse, running
inside out

i wanna scream
i wanna scream
i wanna scream, i wanna scream so bad but i'm 

crying at the office and that isn't allowed, i'm in a
panic attack but that isn't allowed, feel like i'm
dying at the office but that isn't allowed, going
feral at the office but that isn't allowed

so i’ll just sit in silence and feel like shit fuck god ok i guess that’s fine

Christmas Time Is Here

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