prod @okmax

@haunted_sad
im a winner not a loser what u fuckin did
left me in the past yeah ill damn admit
yeah ur love in my brain was like poison 
im tryingtillidie but i think its #pointless
gun to my head wish i cld forget it all
all the times baby that u fkn did me wrong
think im ##hollow2thecore and all the words u said
put a bullet thru my head im wishin i was dead

yeah all the words tht u said to me
ringing in my head like a neverending melody 
im hollow2thecore like a ##shinigami baby
pop a pill when i crash so i jus frget u


@6cainhearts
and i saw them
seeds of my despair
takin root cz ur not there
guess u dnt care ..
so take care
lets forget abt tht time on ur rooftop
and its my bad
i shld js go
meant 2 b apart, we're not on the same road
it js never showed
i had enough of my heart
whippin out the SiG Sauer
lets try again
get a different start

@haunted_sad
i jus wanted love yeah that shit ill admit
u hurt my heart bby left me feelin low like shit
inhaling smoke in my lungs i think immaquit
i jus wanna try i jus wanna die.
without u bby by my side
i be cryin in my head another night
i jus want tht ##payback I WANNA TRY
lookin back 2 u when i could call u mine

u left me hollow baby to the core
see if i cared abt u anymore
i be low lately like evrynight
EVERYDAY I WANTED TO DIE

imhollow2thecore w/cainhearts (okmax + hazel)

Instrumental by my awesome and amazing friend moz!
@moz-103259352

Lyrics:
[Yeah, I get the way you feel
Yeah, I really understand it
But I feel clueless
Yeah, I cannot manage
But I won’t panic, no]

We aren’t on the same wavelength
Nothing ever makes sense
Monday you’re alright
And on Tuesday you can’t take it
You don’t make it easy for me
I guess love is difficult
But I think that’s fine
I like how you’re unpredictable

How come we always say the same things
I wouldn’t wanna change things
Go on and say your lines
Cue the act where we both drift
Every time you see me you look at me so equivocal
But your eyes don’t lie, they tell me that the love is literal

I would’ve missed it (yeah) anyways
I would’ve missed it anyways
The solace that you bring me
While you pretend to make me drown
Just stick around, girl
Just stick around, girl
For a little longer
You’re the one I follow
Gosh, I really want her
Without her I feel hollow



wavelength (moz)

Huge thanks to my amazing friends @adrienciel for the instrumental and @totheskylens for the mastering! <3

Lyrics:
(Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling it a lie
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
You know that this ain’t right,
Right,
Right...)

You say that
Acting like you don’t even care
You’re leaving for good
I swear this ain’t fair
What happened to “us”?
It was me and you together
Through whatever that the world throws
“Believe it, this is it”
Is that all you’ll say?
You can’t even look me in my face
Oh what a shame, is this really how it ends?

Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
For calling this a lie
You said that we’d go on, until the day we die
Don’t tell me to move on
You know that this ain’t right
Couldn’t look me in my face
When you told me your goodbye

I watched you walk away so easily, oh God
I lie awake, every night I think
About the fact that you are gone
And I can’t stay strong no more
There’s a gaping hole in my heart that I cannot fill
There’s nothing I want anymore
If I can’t have you then I guess I’ll have these pills

walk away (adrienciel)

2 AM drop haha.
Watch FLCL its the best.
ft. @ily1aydenn

Lyrics:

[Drew]

Begging for a chance, you didn't take me though
When I step up to the plate, you can’t escape me, huh
Lil’ bitch, I’m the batter when I swing at you
Im Cracking smiles like Naota, so they hate me tho

Baby, I can’t even breathe anymore — I’m dying
I know you say you knew that, but I knew you were lying
I thought it was obvious — like, just look at the timing
You’re tearing out my heart, baby, you're tearing out my eyelids

Knock it out the park, bitch — it's going, going, gone
I don’t need to see the price, if I want it then I cop
First they did that shit to me, now they’re telling me to stop
But I swear I walk 'em down — walk 'em down, you know I walk

You don’t listen, I don’t need you — you’re not something that I want
I think that you were mistaken — your loss
Baby, I don’t got the time for it, I don’t got the time
You said I was "acting drone"? Yeah, you're really one to talk

[Aydenn]
(Just realizing I forgot to ask for his lyrics mb...)

[Drew]

I know she’s mad — yeah, she knows I’m not thinking ’bout it
I’m in the realm off two tabs, yeah, my vision’s clouded
Do I think I need her? Maybe just a tad bit
I think that you’ll love it — no promises, won’t start runnin’

But you bleed out, bleed out, bleed out
I see all your wounds, yeah, I promise that I’ll heal you
But if you’re talkin’ back to me, you’re dropping real close
Wish there was something — there was something I could do, though

Batter w/ aydenn (prod. drew)

Song, master by HIK4RI, Prod. NiA, Feat. Akhimei

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/ytBfngmL6GM

"slow burn" ahh diarycore emoplugg
Shoutout NiA for the prod. and Akhimei for the verse (both cooked hard)


LYRICS:
[HIK4RI]
Pulled me out of my sanctuary
On a warm and cloudy summer night
Cus I thought we had chemistry
Took your hand thinking that itd be all alright

Hand in hand we were gonna live our best life
Again and again I was prayin that itd be this time
So I tried

Did you want someone, or something real
Know it ain't that hard, I could give it to you
You pull me closer when I start to hesitate
But when I move in closer, why do you pull away

[Akhimei]
Hear you calling me
Deep inside of me
In this sanctuary
Are you saving me
I'm not ready for
You betraying me
Feel you distancing
I shouldn't have

Trusted even your first word
Cause you saw I was vulnerable in that moment
Remember that time you told me it's not hopeless
I should've listened to those who I trusted

Told me to leave
Now it feels like you'll leave
Thought you wanted me free
I don't know what to believe
In this moment (I know you don't want me, you were just pretending)
Is it hopeless (I thought you were worth it, took me to the ending)

What do you want me to be
Swear I've already changed so much for you
You won't let me breathe
Think I should go back to the sanctuary

[HIK4RI]
Having no one to please
Gave me tranquility serenity
You told me to leave 
And see the world outside my sanctuary 
You tore down my peace
And showed me love and possibilities

So why won't you let me fall asleep

I don't wanna fall too hard again
I don't wanna leave my heart in pain
Did u just let your feelings sway
Nah I don't wanna be played the same way

Now I'm stuck in my head,
Lyin awake on my bed:
I miss my sanctuary yea

So you really gonna put me on the grey
Guess you don't wanna hear what I'll say
Told myself I won't care I won't stay
But I keep coming back to this stupid place

Circling my headspace
Can't stop it
It just turned winter again
So whats with the wait?

If you really truly meant what you did
Take a chance make a choice and commit
I can't wait all fkn day for this shit
Forever, whenever
Just say you'll be with me
If not it's time for me to leave
Back to my sanctuary 


Sanctuary ft. Akhimei (prod. NiA)

prod @1blckhrt !!!


(yuh yuh yuh)

hop out the car we runnin 2 fades
up in the hills these ppl two faced
he dont know me
does he got what he takes?
i hope he comes thru 
he aint got no taste 

we be coppin his bands
we doin ight
she in my dms 
he put up a fight
 
he want the smoke
we gon coast like a kite
he go 6 feet down
im runnin this fight

we doin ight!

he put up a fight!


she gon take a pic
acting like ur shit
might wanna turn around
we gon hit a lick

talkin bout me now,,

keep it lowkey now..

we pull up with switch 
he gon run away.. like a bih yea

we go two cups in
this is where i begin
talking bout me
we gon take his bih
how bout u hop off my dih
yuh yuh

dont even trip
i got two cars but u worried bout me now?
u cry like a bih
hold on hold on
u act like ur shi...

is it something...

is it something i can do....

is it something....

is it something we can do?


i need you everywhere
every single move
i love the way your body moves
just wanna feel you too

i need you everywhere
every single move
i want you so bad
and you should know that

i need you everywhere
every single move
i love the way your body moves
just wanna feel you too

i need you everywhere
every single move
i want you so bad
and you should know that
(yuh)

i need you everywhere
every single move
i love the way your body moves
just wanna feel you too

i need you everywhere
every single move
i want you so bad
and you should know that
(yuh)

need you everywhere. (1blckhrt)

School starts in 4 days :(

Thank you for listening

Pretend (prod. drew)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1zK1EJaQ5yH24Gjc9eWBaw?si=39cb64ff03914e9e

w/ livisa
cover art: @ sacredsightss on insta

Oh, it's the way that I'm thinking about you
How we felt last spring on the beach
I've tried, but I can't find that feeling
Now nothing's the same with me
I wanna feel like when you were here
Like no time passed at all

You were right here, but I lost you
Now I want you to find me (Now there's nothing, without you)
C'mon baby just tell me you never changed
I'm still thinking about that day 'cause I wanna go back to you and me

Oh, it's the way that I'm thinking about you
How we felt last spring on the beach
I've tried, but I can't find that feeling

that day

Check out drms: https://soundcloud.com/1drms
IG: https://www.instagram.com/luv_rexby/

Let Down w/ drms (kazama)

may-august

𝄞 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄇 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄂

1. solo
2. + @wesberk
3. solo
4. solo
5. + @nouvelle_angleterre
6. + @wesberk
7. + @yconi
8. + @wesberk
9. solo
10. solo
11. solo
12. solo
13. + @hartfxlt
14. + @hartfxlt
15. + @hartfxlt
16. solo
17. + @assperrr
18. + @assperrr


𝄢 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄇 ♩ ♪ ♪___♩. ♪ |♩ ♪ ♪___♩ 𝄂

summer '25 (w/ wesberk, nouvelle_angleterre, yconi, hartfxlt, asperr)

~clumsy~
produced by @saykirani & mee..

spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/77UcsxO6RKAJkKiDYtmmQM?si=L_1UBYKoTUa55RdEfpkbhA

i need more umamusume friends who’s ur favorite uma guys mine is super creek mwehehe

♡♡
so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down.,.
i could never lie to u (guess what this is referencing..)

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

fight until it's ovr liek an angel w a shotgun
for a sliver of ur lov i'll still find a way to catch up
idc if i hurts- just want to be the one for u

the one for uu
the one for u

just know i can't promise much
but i can swear that i'll try
i'm kind of clumsy,.. you know?
-so embarrassing i'll die ysfsdfgsgbxdf

no, u don't get to say
how i'll live my life
that's all for me to choose
that's all for me to choose
-& that's from me to uu

i wish i was smart enough like tachyon 𓃗
once a gifted child
now so mediocre

i can see it in their faces, they don't like me 
that's how it seems, anyway: they dislike me

ya "goodbye" got stuck in my throat
it's okay?
now i'm withering away in ur mind ,. 
oh god fuck no (ily back number))

the thought of it terrifies me
not much but i'm hanging on
i just want u right beside me
it's fucked up; no i can't move on

it's fucked up; no i can't move on
what'd u do to make me liek that?
it's fucked up; no i can't move on
all these days u treat me liek that?

but i can't help myself, i'll always come right back to u
it's not healthy but u tell me what i need to do

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk??
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

so say what u wna say
idk what i want okk?
go be w ur friends all day
leave me in the dust bae i'm not okay

my puppet strings pull me back
still l find a way to u
with everything sinking down;
i could never lie to u

so please will u hold me close?
go ahead, have ur way w/ me 
my own brain used to hold me back
but nowadays i feel so free

linktr.ee/elixioo

clumsy (kirani + me)

elixio

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