I've been listening to this song over and over, it makes me so emotional and think about a really bad time in my life, but not necessarily in a bad way. kind of a 'same hat' way, and is helping me process it. I love you music so much!! <3

I didn't need to be emotionally stable anyways. 

It's OK... I didn't need my heart anyways...

wow. just wow. this is pure, unadulterated beauty

A Supernatural parody fansong to the song "A Thousand Miles"

Lyrics and coverart by seedysunflower.tumblr.com
Vocals by motivatioff.tumblr.com, fucksocial on soundcloud

Alternative download at Muziboo--->http://www.muziboo.com/mp3/prison-bars/

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Toppling through the stars
Torrents howl
Photons bow
And I'm hopeless

Staring wistful above
The graceless fall
For help they call
All around me

And I heard you
And ignored you
And now I wonder....

If I had asked
For your help then
Could all this be
Rewound again
The clock’s hands,
They are prison bars
Just let me 
Take it back
Tonight

I’ve never felt like this
This frailness
Your name I screamed
But you couldn’t 
Hear me

'Cause you’re needed by my side
I know I’ve lied
But everything, it was all
For you

And I heard you
But ignored you
And now I wonder....

If I can ask
For your help now
Can all this be
Turned back around
But the clock’s hands,
They are prison bars
And they won’t 
Take me back
Tonight

And I, I
Can’t bear my uselessness
I, I
Can’t even keep you safe
I, I
Promise to repossess
My, my
Grace....

Tearing through the stars
Torrents howl
Photons bow
And I'm hopeful

Staring wistful above
With grace I fly
A battle cry
All around me

But I heard you
And I ignored you
No time to wonder....

If I ask
For your help here
Can I make your fear
Disappear?
And the clock’s hands,
They are prison bars
So I can 
Take it back

If I had asked
For your help then
Could all this be
Rewound again
The clock’s hands,
They are prison bars
Let me 
Take it back
Take it all back
Tonight
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Prison Bars

We gotta talk, Dean; 
don't walk away.
You've only a few months left, 
and there are things I gotta say.

I know you're scared, Dean, 
and that's okay.
But pretending that you're fine 
won't keep the hell hounds at bay.

So you gotta drop the act, just drop this show.
You gotta teach me every little thing you know.
Cause I gotta fight this war alone once you go.
And I need for you to do this, cause deep down you know.

CHORUS:

It's cause we're brothers.
You're Dean, I'm Sam.
It's cause I rely on you these days 
to show me who I am.

It's cause I've got your back, 
and you've got mine.
It's cause I know you're lying 
when you tell me that you're fine.
'Cause you're there for me the way Dad never was.
So if you wanna know why,
It's cause, just cause.

VERSE 2

We're not just vessels for them to use.
Whatever we've got between us is what they want to abuse.
But we are stronger, yes we can choose.
And I need you here with me because it's you I can't lose.

So let's prove to them we're stronger than we've shown.
Cause I'd rather be together than alone.
I believe in you now that we're all grown.
Cause at the end of the day, I think I've always know.

CHORUS

It's cause we're brothers.
You're Sam, I'm Dean.
It's cause when I call you a bitch you know just what I mean.
It's cause we're family, deeper than bone.
It's cause wherever you are is where I'm most at home.
Cause you look up to me the way no one else does.
So if you ask me why,
It's cause, just cause.

VERSE 3 

So you just dropped in out of the sky.
I don't care if you were desperate, that's no reason to lie.
You're a frickin' child, Cas.
Do you know why?
I was always there to help you all you had to do was try.

So you gotta put an end to all this demon play.
'Cause we can fix it, man, we'll find a way.
And I know I should have told you every day.
And it might be too late, but still I have to say.

CHORUS

It's cause we're brothers.
I'm Dean, you're Cas.
It's my responsibility to kick you in the ass.
It's cause you always come when I call.
It's cause I'd catch you if you're ever to fall.
So whatever this deal with Crowley was,
I'm asking you to stop now,
Cause, just cause.

It's cause we're brothers, until the end.
No matter what's up ahead, know you were always my friend.
It's cause you always come back to me.
I may not believe much in God, but I believe in family.
And you might say it doesn't matter, but it does.
Cause when I wanna say I love you,
I say cause, just cause.

How To Speak Winchester

I may be older
but you know
that I look up to you

‘cause you got out
you got away
did what I couldn’t do

so now you’ve got
this brand new life
no end to what you’ll be

I’m just the freak
come round again
it’s no wonder you left me

so I’ll crack a joke
and fake a smile
and roll up my sleeves
this life’s just a little bit harder
when everybody leaves

i got a secret
i must keep
he’d hate me if he knew

our friends are dead
we’re on the run
don’t know what else to do

get in the car
and drive away
we ain’t got time to grieve

‘cause sam is feeling good
so there’s no telling when he’ll leave

and he feels sometimes like me and death are as thick as thieves
sometimes he takes the best himself
but everybody leaves

sometimes at night
when I can’t sleep
I see my mother’s face

my father died
to save my life
I should have gone in his place

Then it was Ellen, Ash and Jo
poor Adam’s still in Hell
Pam, Andy, Lisa, Ben, 
Rufus Turner, Castiel

‘cause everybody leaves
that’s just the way, that’s just the way the wind blows
everybody leaves
that’s just the way, that’s just the way my life goes
and you can say I’m wrong
it ain’t my fault
for all the good it achieves
I let down everyone I love
so everybody leaves

‘cause everybody leaves
that’s just the way, that’s just the way the wind blows
everybody leaves
that’s just the way, that’s just the way my life goes
so I’ll take a drink
and grab my gun
and roll down my sleeves
it’s autumn now, the air is cold,
and everybody leaves.

Everybody Leaves

well, hey, way to go dean, you guessed it
your worst nightmare is me
'cause I know how you look into the mirror
and hate everything you see

do you have original thoughts, dean?
or do you just want to be like your dad? 
'cause you can wear his clothes and you can listen to his music
but you'll never have his love like sammy had

so what are you gonna do, dean? you gonna cry about it?
I guess you'll go to hell for your mistakes
and now you know how demons are made there
and it won't take long for you to break

I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

can't raise your fingers and snap me away dean
you're stuck in here, you'll find
and you're too stupid to get a way out now,
'cause you're trapped in your own mind

you'll always be daddy's blunt little instrument
a shield and nothing more
it's a good thing you sold your soul to save your little brother
'cause without sam, what the hell are you good for?

so what are you gonna do, dean? you gonna cry about it?
you know that every word I say is true
you don't care if you live or if you die, now
your own father didn't care, so why should you?

I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

my father was an obsessed bastard
I didn't deserve what he put on me
all that crap about protecting sam
when he's the one who couldn't save his family

I don't deserve to die, I don't deserve hell
you say I don't matter but I do because
my dad's the one who was never there for sam
and I, I always was

and I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

Your Own Worst Nightmare

please keep your opinions to yourself
put your hero complex on the shelf
one look from you and I will surely break
there’s only so judgment I can take

and it’s too late to go back now
I’ve lost my faith and how
else can we win this war?
after all, isn’t free will what we’re fighting for?

you’re the one who raised me, helped me learn
but I crossed a bridge and now it starts to burn
I didn’t ask permission, I should have tried
I fell to better offers and to pride

and it’s too late to go back now
I’ve lost my family, how
else can I win this war?
after all, isn’t free will what we’re fighting for?

these words are empty vessels, that I know
but you hurt me more than I could ever show
you think that I’m a monster, and that’s true
I did it for the world, did it for you

and it’s too late to go back now
I’ve lost my love and how
else can we win this war?
after all, isn’t free will what we’re fighting for?

Mistakes

I’ve got a wall broken down in my head. 
I’ve got Lucifer spooning me in my bed. 
And for a living I kill things that are already dead. 
Yeah, that’s my life; that’s my life.

And I went down this road despite the warning signs. 
The road so far paved with fire and salt lines. 
And I tried my very best to stop the end of times.
That’s my life; that’s my life.

But I’m okay as long as I’ve got family.
I’m okay if I don’t remember what I had. 
I’m okay if I don’t think about what I’ve lost 
like Mom and Jess and Dad.

I’m okay; I’m fine, I swear I’m okay. 
I’m okay; I’m alright. I mean, I’m really okay. 
I know I’ve seen somethings that make a sinner pray, 
but it’s fine. It’s my life; it’s my life. I’m okay.

And I was raised on the trigger of a gun, 
taught to do my job, cut my ties, and run. 
But I know I could have been a more grateful son. 
But that’s my life; that’s my life.

And I lost so much during the bloody war. 
Even now, I can’t stand the fighting anymore. 
But other people’ve got it worse, so what am I crying for? 
It’s my life; it’s my life.

But I’m okay as long as Dean is smiling. 
I’m okay as long as Dean knows where to go. 
And I’m okay if I forget that it’s my fault 
that we lost Pam and Ellen and Jo.

But I’m okay; I’m fine, I swear I’m okay.
I’m okay; I’m alright. I mean I’m really okay. 
I know these aren’t the sort of things you can’t just wish away, 
but I’m fine. It’s my life; it’s my life. I’m okay.

I know my gourd is cracked, but I feel the same. 
The world is ending, I’m the one to blame. 
And I can’t tell what’s real and what’s the devil’s game. 
But it’s my life; that’s my life.

And I know there’s people who are worried for me, 
but the most important thing is having family.
And I still got Dean and Cas and Bobby.
Well, I’ve still got Dean and Bobby.
Well, I’ve still got Dean, and I’ll always have Dean.
And, I’m okay; I’m fine, I swear I’m okay. 
I’m okay; I’m alright. I swear I’m really okay. 
I know today might seem like a really bad day, 
but I’m fine. It’s my life; it’s my life. I’m okay.

I'm Okay (Sam's Song)

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a song that i uploaded on tumblr, got some requests for a download so here it is. 

Still (Dean'sSong)

Chorus
My Mouth is dry, My cheeks are wet,
but still i haven’t found you yet.
the times ticks on, everybodys gone
and still i havent found you yet

this is the last mark on the map, no signal left no path to track
just me alone left on my own, to finsh what we started

and still i havent found you yet, and still i wont see you again.
and still i dont know where i am, and still i dont regret a bit of it.
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this storys done this is the end, i’m finished let me die again
but this time leave me in the ground, i swear i wont dig myself out

ive had enough ive seen it all, ive even caused angels to fall
i cant handle the dissapointment, hanging yourself for a few good men

so hate me now and hate me hard, i gave it all up just to get this far
and i’m growing old yet no less bold, then i was when i was younger
Chorus
and still i havent found you yet, and still i wont see you again
and still i dont know where i am, and still ive done all that i can

and still i’m gonna get you out, and still i wont give up not now
and this time i’ll save you, not the other way around

ive had enough ive seen it all, ive even caused angels to fall
i cant handle the dissapointment, hanging yourself for a righteous man.

my arms are stuck, i’ve had enough
but still i haven’t found you yet.
i’ve lost it all, everybody falls
but i’m not losing it not yet.

Still (Dean's Song)

You Were The Best (Dean's Lament)

Mary's Lullaby

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