D/S$0C1AT/0N

Prod. Eternalwave
Feat- @Marymortem

Tommy-
I got drugs in the body of my old self
I dont know where im at but i need you
I need you
I need you
I got drugs in the body of my old self
I dont know where im at but i need you
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you

I need you
I need you

Mary-
Here I am again
I’m so high and here I am again
At the bottom

Blood on my hands and my face
See what in your head changed
What changed then
I can’t face it
I don’t blame you
I can’t blame you for this

Swallow
Now swallow
Another pill I know I’m so shallow
Can’t find yourself in my heart
I need you
I need you again
I need you again

I Need You (Feat. Mary Mortem)

Covered my lips 
In black.
Now I rip and tear
I can’t escape 
I can’t escape 
I can’t 
Now I can’t escape 
Fuck it up running through my hands again 
I just wish you were here for me.
It’s like I can’t even breathe without you here. 
When it’s all these drugs they consume and I can’t feel. 
When I've been wishing for my own death an I can’t an can’t.
I got knifes and there in my back.
I promise I can’t.
These drugs got me fucked up.
I wish you could see
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
I wish you could see it
Yeah I wish you could see it
Running through covered in blood I see you. 
Closing my eyes, I fuck it up an I like it yeah. 
I love when the blood falls.
I love when I’m covered in blood. It calls it calls.

(Crook:
Im no longer healing
You dont know the feeling 
To stare at the ceiling 
While my blood is spilling
Fuck it take it to one to neck
The only way out is by death
Ugh
Bury me cover my flesh
Im done with this
Lay me to rest)

Call My Name (Ft. Crook)(p. takizava)

Produced by Daedric Prince
Mixed & Mastered by HeavyLungs

Lyrics:
Live laugh
Nights I grown cold
I fear you want me home
After you see you kept me awake 
Answer did I
Even out the pain
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time 
running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Left all alone and I wanted out
This pressure created nothing but doubt 
Bloodied the towels 
Stained the bed sheets oh frown
I was alone 
while the drugs kept you out 
Slow down my love I forgave you in the end. Hurry back 
back home there was something left unsaid. 
All I wanted was my mommy but she was swept, Into the other room where there was meth for her instead 
The needle it’s been left unfed again
Hurry back to your room 
where you locked yourself in. 
Look in your eyes all you despise 
Tearing at your flesh again
After all this time running from life
Running from life 
After all of this time 
Raised us, in needles and fire 
Drugs kept you in
It just kept you higher
Raised us in needles and fire
The drugs kept you in your room 
You get higher
All those nights I needed you 
I needed you
There was a vacancy instead
At 14 I was used to being 
left for dead then
I was used to to being left

Darling, You Couldn't Even Imagine What I've Seen

More musick soon, Love you all

produced by me

lyrics -

I listen to the wind brush around me
Opening my wounds from then
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget
Nothing feels the same
I let the cold embrace me
In this night I feel it rise again
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget

Like snow beneath the rain
I fall apart, elegy of my heart
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget
Alone again where we once stood
Memories of a time so good
I killed my dreams for you
My heart can never forget

Ghost Amethyst Elegy

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

do you cry for me?
Produced By: youji2k
Mixed & Mastered By: MVZI
Art Designed By: FXCKJAMiE & MVZI

@mvzi
@youjiiiii
@fxckyoujamie

Lyrics:

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

Filled my solitude
Would it hurt if you tried too
I hope you’re doing alright
Are you hurt
Do you cry

Do you cry for me
When you laying in bed
Did you hear what I said
Do you hate who I am

Would you try it again
If I gave you the chance
Do you cry for me
Do you cry for me

Would you die for me
Cause I would die for you
No matter where you take me
I’ll follow you

I know it’s hard to stay
Cause you’ve been used
It’s okay
If you take time away

Take some time away
I know you need it
Form myself again
My souls redeeming

do you cry for me?

SPOTIFY

to everyone ive hurt Im sorry

The me you're currently seeing, does not exist.

It's as if I'm caught in a paradox, doing so much, yet feeling invisible.. An odd, feeling. How does one know if they exist, if they're invisible to the rest of the world?

In moments of solitude, when the noise fades.. Perhaps existence isn't, I’m but a ghost, living on hopes and dreams, and miserably failing at it. I create more than i ever have, i compose music, make models, produce videos, and create art. And yet, here i am failing miserably. Not existing.

Only truth is that i at least feel slightly better creating art now.

Thank you.

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Music composed, mixed and mastered by Invesvpo.
Artwork created by Invesvpo.

Fundamentally Broken

Ampwall

i was gonna drop this on new years but i thought about it and yall deserve to hear this now, thank you for an amazing 2018. lets take over 2019. i appreciate all the support! i love yall. - Grant (TEKKEN+)


lyrics 

Ever since I was a young kid 
Dreams clouded my brain to cement 
Always defeated 
Never found love in my life I seen effect 
I am only human 
I can perceive only what I can with my breath 
Alive but I’m dying 
What is the meaning of a life if it’s shit 

Universe is telling me to look away 
I am looking to the deepest grey 
I won’t let my mom down she sees the great 
I won’t let my friends down they see the fate 
Used to be useless but I found my purpose 
Devil chained to ankle Bitch i feel so worthless
I hate myself when I close the curtains 
Behind a blank screen when I feel my curses 



IF I DIED TODAY PLEASE HIDE MY BODY 
I CANNOT FEEL MY HEART 
NO ONE TO STOP ME 
BORN TO BE USELESS I HATE MY HOBBIES 
HATE MY JOB AND I HATE MY CHOICES 
I LOVE THE PAIN BITCH IT MAKES ME FEEL 
HURT MYSELF AGAIN WHILE MY BLOOD IT SPILLS
IVE LOST FAMILY TOO MANY DYING 
EYES SWELL SHUT YEAH ALIVE BUT CRYING 

FALLING IM FALLING BUT BREAK 
LOOK AT MY LIFE ON THE LINE AYE
I WILL NEVER FUCKING MATTER 
MY CHEST IT HEALS AND THEN SHATTERS

HEAL [PROD. EVO FROST]

I been upset,
Cleanin' up your fuckin' mess,
Keep my head check,
Keep it up, I'm almost dead,

I been hurt, spent,
Killing what they owe me dead,
Go and keep it then,
I don't wanna live with it,

When you put that on my mind,
Blessings found places to hide,
I'll give you all of my pride,
I teach you all of my kind,

Will we leave at all?
Buried and cold as I

Go,
Whatever you know,
I can't fall,
Keep me with the sold,
I can't fall
I can't live at all,
I can't live at all,

I been upset,
Pullin out my guts, yet,
I can feel your dead,
I'ma kill it someday

I can't live with them,
Barely can pretend, yet,
I'ma lose it quick,
Keep it in my head in check,

When you put that on my mind,
Blessings found places to hide,
I'll give you all of my pride,
I teach you all of my kind,

I Understand

We got back in time,
Those kisses on my eyes
Keep lips between your thighs
Those eyes could save my life

Business caught your line
No ribbons tied tonight
And you're my restless cuts
It's in my darkest nights 

I wish you best, but you don't,
Don't give me land of my own,
Don't give me land of my own

I get it now,
I hate the sound,
Don't hold my wrongs

Don't give it out
Don't speak it loud
To be so close

Blood to the knuckles got me fucked up,
Another bad bitch gettin tucked up,
I don't wanna find love when I get there,
I don't wanna find love, when it's all gone


You don't gotta see me no more


No I don't want to know,
Lean on they dust,
All in they thoughts, 
Lean in they cup,
All by myself,
They'll need for now,
Down on my odds,

Down my odds 3x

Get the fuck up,
I don't give a place up,
I don't give a place up,

You don't gotta see me no more 

We got back in time,
Those kisses on my eyes
Keep lips between your thighs
Those eyes could save my life

Business caught your line
No ribbons tied tonight
And you're my restless cuts
It's in my darkest nights

damned

LYRICS:

Blurred faces,
Heart racing,
Am I dreaming, 
Tunnel vision,

Lucid,
Lunacy,
Parallel reality,
Stones in my lungs,
Static all over my flesh,

Too loud,
Too loud,
It's screaming in my face,
It's popping my safe space,
Too loud,
It's way too loud,
Screaming in my face,
It's popping my safe space,
It's all right,
It's all right,
I'm alright,
I'm alright,

Thank you I'm alright,
Please leave,
Deattach,
Hide away,
I'm alright,
I'll see you soon again,
Soon you'll be back again,
I know you'll be back again,
I know you'll be back again.

TEMPORAL DEATH (prod. Biv)

Biv - You Can Wake Me Up Now W/ KAMAARA  Outro

RELAXED

Lyrics: You can hold your arms down
I can’t feel a thing 
Disgusted that you can see me
Don’t cry again

In the dark like you can never see me. feeling dead never felt so easy. You can only see me when I’m covering my face. I know the way that you look at me and you peel the skin off my face just to see, everything that I’m lying about.  

I’m stuck in secrets cause secrets is what keeps me by myself and alone.
It’s not easy. Why can’t you see in the dark.

Stay Away From Me

Feat @kam9g  Prod 
Cover art by Camille Shaikh (ig: diplodocam) + Strangoth 
Lyrics : 
(Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me 

(Verse)
I feel rejected 
I don't like livin'
You cannot save me 
Stuck in a circle
I need a miracle
I wanna be an angel
I wanna die so i can see you from the sky (x2)

Take me hand 
Take my heart 

( Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me

Shoot

Shoot (Feat. Kamasutra 9G) (Prod. Slitgod)

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