lowkey this song help me get over my toxic ex to whom I was having trouble letting go

Intoxicated
Drunk with emotion
Shouldn't be driving tonight
Now that it's dark out
I'm getting lost now
So used to having your light
This love is faded
I been so jaded
I swear I thought I was right
Switched up intention
To create tension
Now all we do is just fight

You're so destructive
Way too addictive
You're stuck like a parasite
Break my heart again
No, we can't be friends
Fuck I'm starting to feel light
Why are you this way
Can't tell if I'm safe
Hard to know what's wrong or right
Maybe I'm poison
You're so important
But I couldn't say it tonight

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Fucked at a party
Called to say sorry
Babe, it's way too late for you
Said that you're nauseous
Fucked up my conscience
Should I just say that we're through
A cheater, a liar
Your vices desire
No filling your sweet tooth
Guess I'm a loser
Built walls with shooters
Wasted my god damn youth

Let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care

Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, oh
Just let this fall apart, no, I don't care, yeah

Mix & Master: @nickniker
Production: Colin Munroe, Jeff Hazin
https://orcd.co/painkillertwilight

Fall Apart

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i got a target 
placed where my head is 
gotta hole where my heart is 
& you got a bandage 
oh i been careless
 i gave you my soul 
cuz your a song in my head 
it goes
  la da da da da 
la da da da da
 la da da da da 
woah 
la da da da da 
la da da da da
 la da da da da 
woah

  i’m not ready for all this
i hear heartbreak calling me
im gunna try to give you 
everything but for now its hard to see
as much as i want you 
i know you gon’ hurt me 
or im’a hurt you 
please lord show me mercy 
been feeling anxious 
i think i need some rest
 heart beating out my chest 
i need a cigarette

Target

target

l!l peep shawty (ft.Lotus)

Paradise

Produced by @splashgvng & @thislandismusic
Artwork by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
No I'll never be

Wonder who I am as I stare in
The bathroom mirror as the shower fogs it up
And I think of what I've done
What I will do
And what I'll be after everything adds up
Once again I descend into madness
Take a deep breath, time passes
And nothing ever lasts
So I can find some peace in that
For a minute, then that feeling comes creeping back
What do I say when you ask me how I'm doing?
I just say I'm fine
Try to keep it moving
But in the back of my mind
I feel like I'm going to lose it
Sad part, if I died
It would probably be for their amusement

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
That I'll never be
(No I'll never be)

I try but I never succeed
I wish that I could be someone
that I'll never be

Wish I Knew

always wanted to do a / song so here u go <3

lovehate / poof (ft. MoeTheKidd)

Wish me luck with this description.  I'm still under the influence of the sedatives I was on for my dental appointment yesterday--certainly, I can't drive and I probably shouldn't have to sign my name to any contracts or anything like that.  But, I'm pretty sure I can type a little bit.  

(But, if what I say is poorly spelled or starts not to make sense--it's because I'm loopy on Halcyon.)  

Yesterday--which was posted before the meds made me loopy--was, perhaps one of the best examples of a "pure" electronic dance music track, in that case it was a house track, that I've managed.  (If you haven't, go check out "Fathoms" for yourself!)  

Today's track, couldn't be more different.  It is so many different things all at once. ("Am I Mimi? Am I Meemer?  I am MANY dogs."--j.riggi)  The tempo is far slower, the bass is the most prominent instrument, which can go from sparse to energetic to buzzy subs over the course of a few seconds.  The synths blur from chorus to verse, and some sound like a carnival pipe organ.  

And, over the top of the whole thing is the voice of a laconic and "over it" emo girl who is finally asking her significant other why their unhappy relationship continues.  

(Though I pulled a couple of my own emotions and borrowed some that I undoubtedly caused others to feel, this isn't a direct one:one retelling of any real life story I've lived.  Hopefully, there's a universality to the narrative...so it can all be felt by everyone.)  

My favorite sections of the song are when the production and sound design owe a large debt to 10cc and their incredibly beauitful and sad "I'm Not In Love" hit.  (You'll probably know it when you hear it.)  

Is this pop?  RnB?  Trip hop?  Synthpop?  Indie?

By now, you should already know the answer.   

It's Interbay.  

Thanks for reading, I hope it all made sense (when I stop being loopy I may give this a re-read to make sure I haven't revealed my bank code or any state secrets.)  

And thanks for listening to Interbay tracks--there sure are a lot of them.  To stay current on them, because new tracks are dropping EVERY SINGLE DAY (so far!), you should follow this page!  

Beyond that--give this track a listen, a like, repost it, share it, and comment on it, if you want to!  It all helps.  (Even a chemically addled version of me recognizes the value of having people in this world who like to follow along with the madness being put on display here--the madness of daily original Interbay tracks on SoundCloud!)  

OK...feels like a nap is zd fjzdegbpaoeahkngdz;sedfff

"Last So Long" *SoundCloud Exclusive*

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

up everywhere now

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

Memento Mori (Prod. Ocean)

Producer Tunna Beatz
Engineer and Mixer Danmyles__
Writing and Vocals ovi me tehe

Was introduced to this style of music by yung trench and I feel like it was literally made for me. I've made so many of these types of songs I cant wait to show you guys everything that I have on deck I'm gonna put it all on a tape eventually so stick around <3

Fall Apart

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