Papa told me I should follow my gut

My mama, told me that I should never give up

And I got, my friends that'll stay no matter what

But sometimes I wanna die cus the world just fucking sucks



I got love and yeah that's more than enough

I've had some, girlfriends that done called out my bluff

But I don't, walk around steady tripping on stuff

Nighttime, headlights, yeah we gon' fuck on the bus



Rip lil peep, Rip gus

They wanna be like we

But no they're not us

My baby don't smoke weed no she in love with the rush

And I still feel weak whenever I feel her touch



I got dreams yeah they be keeping me up

Pour a-nother drink let it fill up my cup

I think, life's shit when everything's just too much

I’m just learning how to live while all this shit getting tough



What if I was dying tonight?

Would you talk to me and hold me tight?

Would you cry or let me go with a smile?

Would you be mad if said things were alright?



Called up Tasha and we talked all night

Hit up David, smoked and went for a ride

I got Benji, J and Z by my side

So I guess that I should feel just fine



Papa told me I should follow my gut

My mama, told me that I should never give up

And I got, my friends that'll stay no matter what

But sometimes I wanna die cus the world just fucking sucks



I got love and yeah that's more than enough

I've had some, girlfriends that done called out my bluff

But I don't, walk around steady tripping on stuff

Nighttime, headlights, yeah we gon' fuck on the bus



What if I was dying tonight

What if I was dying tonight

What If (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Elmo Indigo